Chapter 205

It's time for Yin Qing to come back to the ward at night and wait for Jin

Seeing that Jin Yeqing didn't wash and gargle, it is estimated that he didn't go to the toilet, so he can't help but wonder.

"Didn't you go to the bathroom?"

"It's OK." Jin Yeqing went back to the ward with Yin Xiangwan on his back. Then he went back to the toilet and cleaned up a little. Then he went downstairs to buy breakfast for Yin Xiangwan.

To be exact, it seems that breakfast can't be found at this time. Jin Yeqing went to the supermarket to buy thick yogurt and bread, and then returned to the ward with a bag of bread and milk.

After breakfast, Jin Yeqing wants to go home to get some clothes. Before leaving, he tells Yin xiangwanwan not to move around. He greets the nurse before leaving.

The nurse really felt that this job was really too easy. Jin Yeqing had done most of the work. Her current state reminded her of the four words of "being a vegetarian meal". She just took money and didn't do anything. It was too easy for her.

When Jin Yeqing returned to Jin's house Xiaobai and Xiaoxiao have already gone to kindergarten.

Zhang's sister-in-law is cleaning up. When she sees him back, she quickly gets up to greet her.

But young master, it's obviously not very good.

Jin Yeqing nodded to Mrs. Zhang and went upstairs.

After going upstairs, Jin Yeqing first took a bath. After the bath, he changed his clothes. Then he cleaned himself up carefully. Then he took some clothes with him and went downstairs in a hurry.

Mrs. Zhang nodded with great satisfaction. She felt that the young master and the young granny were about to get back together. Seeing that the young master was so nervous about the young granny, she put the young granny in her heart.

Yin Xiangwan's life is obviously not so good. After Jin Yeqing left, she just wanted to chat with Xiao Xiaoxiao with her computer. As soon as she opened the chat software, the knock on the door came.

Originally, she thought it was the little brother who sent flowers, so she said "please come in". As a result, when the door opened, she saw Yin Rou's face.

I'll go. Is she here to fight with me.

At that time, Yin Xiangwan's psychological portrayal was very complicated. Should she accept her challenge? Or she secretly called Jin Yeqing to save the scene? Now, with her fighting power, she is not Yin Rou's opponent at all. What should I do

"I'm not here to trouble you." Yin Rou said this, Yin Xiangwan's heart smoothly put back the stomach, "can I sit?"

Yin nods to her later. In her heart, it can be said that the waves are turbulent. Yin Rou and she have always been at odds. How come she didn't look for her fault today, or did she come to see her?

"You don't have to be so defensive. Today I come to tell you that my engagement with Jin Yeqing has been cancelled. I don't like Jin Yeqing any more."

After listening to this sentence, Yin Xiangwan's brain was as if he had been bombed by the atomic bomb, completely confused.

"You didn't hear me wrong. I really put down Jin Yeqing, or I couldn't sit here and talk to you calmly." As soon as Yin Rou changed her old arrogance, Yin Xiangwan was really a little uncomfortable.

"Are you stimulated by something?" Yin Xiangwan thinks about it and thinks about it. Maybe this is the only reasonable explanation.

"No matter," Yin Rou's tone is light, "is to think through."

Yin Xiangwan thinks that Yin Rou must have been stimulated. Jin Yeqing, to Yin Rou, is equivalent to the effect of the sun on the earth. Do you believe that one day the earth can live a good life without the sun? The earth always revolves around the sun. If the earth takes the initiative to fly away from the sun Yin Xiangwan couldn't imagine what kind of scene it would be.

"You don't have to worry too much. I've always been against you for Jin Yeqing, and I've never thought about myself. I feel like I haven't lived in the first half of my life. I don't know how I've become like this. I'm not like this before. Why am I now like this?" Yin Rou said, covering her face and lowering her head to cry.

"You..." Yin Xiangwan suddenly felt that she couldn't say anything now.

Yin Rou has been light to her since childhood. She has never talked to her much. Their feelings are basically zero. When they meet on the street, they are cold and pass by

Yin Xiangwan thinks that it is her and Chen Mei who have destroyed her family. Yin Rou thinks that Yin Xiangwan is the daughter of her father and ex-wife, and that she and her mother are on the same front line and take indifferent measures against Yin Xiangwan

Two people's rooms are also divided on both sides of the second floor. At first, Yin Haitao divided them into adjacent rooms in order to increase their feelings. Who knows, Yin Rou finally moved to the opposite end of Yin Xiangwan.

Since then, Yin Xiangwan never had a face-to-face confrontation with Yin Rou until she married Jin Yeqing.

Later, when Yin Rou was in a car accident and hospitalized, Yin Xiangwan didn't go to see her. Finally, Yin Haitao always asked her to visit Yin rou. She simply stayed in school for a few days and didn't go home at all.

Later, on the eve of her marriage to the Jin family, Yin Rou asked her to go to the hospital. She didn't go either. She knew what she wanted to say to her. She wasn't interested in listening and didn't want to see her at all.Later Chen Mei also scolded her as a "white eyed wolf" because of this incident. She directly regarded her as air, cleaned up her things and left.

Her dislike of Chen Mei has reached an indescribable level

She is not a person who likes to quarrel with others, so she always ignores the policy. Who knows, such a way even encourages their arrogance. Sometimes she just wants to live outside and not go home.

So no matter what Yin Rou looks like crying pitifully in front of her, she doesn't have much sympathy. She doesn't want to pretend that she doesn't hate her to comfort her. It's too fake. She can't do it.

Yin Rou cried for a while, then calmed down. When she looked up, she had returned to normal.

"I remember when I was just with Jin Yeqing, I thought I had realized my biggest wish in my life. I always thought I was dreaming. Who knows I woke up the next day..."

"He's still with me, and we've always been friends, but he's never done anything intimate with me. Sometimes I wonder if he likes me, but he never comes into contact with other women I have no way to doubt that you will be married to Jin's family until you get married. "

"At that time, I thought Jin Yeqing would never agree. Who knows that he didn't oppose it? I thought something was wrong at that time. He didn't look like a man who used marriage as a bargaining chip, but he got married with you in a supernatural way."

"At that time, I never had the feeling that you could call him by his name, although I never had a good feeling."

"I went abroad to recuperate peacefully. At that time, I thought, if Jin Yeqing still liked me when I came back, I would take him back. If he had already lived with you, I would never make the same decision as my mother. I can't be a person who breaks up other people's families. Who knows, when I come back, he even divorced you."

Isn't it because of Yin Rou that Jin Yeqing divorced her? Why doesn't Yin Rou even know about it? When Yin Rou came back, Jin Yeqing divorced her in order to be with her?

What's going on Who can tell her what happened?

"I thought Jin Yeqing was still interested in me at that time. I knew that I was going to return home and divorced you. Who knows when I found him with great interest later..."

"He was very indifferent to me. I asked him if he didn't like me, but he told me not to think blindly. I thought it was just that he was not used to it, or I didn't dare to ask him if I was ashamed of you. Therefore, we have come this way in the past six years. Our relationship is like a stagnant water. I had a premonition for a long time. "

Yin Xiangwan thinks that Yin Rou's stories are also very rich. If we put her stories into a book.

That can also write a hundred thousand points of wonderful ah It's a pity that she and Yin Rou are not the same people. No matter how her life is, she doesn't want to get involved any more.

"Later you came back, the more he showed me his indifference to me. Maybe I was desperate in the bottom of my heart, but I was still holding on to the last glimmer of hope, hoping that he might still read the old love, but I was wrong. He spent so many years with me to finish this dream. How can I expect his whole life 。”

Sometimes, Yin Xiangwan thinks that human beings are really strange.

Strange ideas and strange behaviors. Sometimes even decisions are very strange. What I have been pursuing before may be put down one day. No wonder Buddhism is profound. Maybe it is because of the complexity of human nature that the probability of understanding the truth of all things is too small

A lot of times It is often difficult for people to see themselves clearly. No matter what they do or make a decision, you may not understand why you made such a decision when you think about it.

Just as Khaled Husseini said in the kite runner: people are like this. They will always live within a certain time limit. The world there may not even understand itself after a few years, but this is what we can't break through. For you, thousands of times, there will be no turning back. Maybe this is life. Life is not just about doing something worthwhile.

Yes, life isn't just about doing things that are worth it

It's not just to do the right thing. You always have to be aimless or have no clue to do something that you will even feel bored in the future, but that is your youth. It is a lonely courage that you can't get back later, that is, the former childishness and the former precious.

Yin Rou has been chasing a dream for so many years

Although broken, she did not regret the previous efforts.