Ye yaowo is on the sofa, dizzy and tired, but also hungry. I haven't eaten for a day, and I'm sick. I'm exhausted. Can I not be hungry?
Xu Yuan brought the food, a bowl of porridge, a small dish of vegetables, the appearance is OK.
"What did you do?"
"Well."
"Is that edible?" With her remaining brain capacity, she was skeptical. "I'm afraid I won't be burned. I'll be poisoned by you first."
"Can you talk? Although I cook for the first time, I always cook according to the recipe. I just cook a porridge and fry a dish. Can I? How is my IQ 140? "
“…… Cooking is a technical activity, and it has nothing to do with IQ. "
"There's nothing I can do. I can't leave you to go shopping alone, and you don't have anything else to eat in the fridge. Are you a girl? If you don't have any life skills, you know how to eat snacks. "
Xu Yuan scolded her a lot.
"Come on, I'm a patient, and you call me."
"I care about you. You can't do this without scolding. " Xu Yuan explored her forehead. "It doesn't seem that hot. I'll just say, just cover up with sweat. You're still wearing too little. " So she took off her down jacket and put it on.
"How can I eat porridge when you wrap me so tightly?"
"I'll just feed you."
"Forget it. You don't know how to be gentle. I'm afraid you'll choke me."
"I don't know gentleness? You're kidding! I am the most gentle man, especially in bed. Place. Female I can not make ache, do you say gentle? "
Ye Yao declined, rolled up her sleeve and sent some porridge and vegetables to her mouth. I'm ready to spit it out, but maybe it's the reason why I lost my taste. I don't think it tastes bad.
"How's it going?"
"Not bad."
"Is that all right?" Xu Yuan frowned.
"It's good to have such a comment on cooking for the first time. What else do you want? If I exaggerate, you'll think it's fake? "
Xu Yuanzhi shook his head. "Wolf heart and dog lung!"
The more she ate, the more hungry she felt. Finally, she was almost starving.
Xu Yuan lifted her cheek hair. "Slow down. It's hot. Be careful."
"I'm hungry..."
"Look at you. You don't know how to take care of yourself. How can you do without a man around you?" Looking at the heartache, Xu yuan could not help but continued: "you are 25 years old. You are still wandering outside alone. Everything is one person. Even if it is sick, no one knows, no one to take care of, the heart of the pain, there is no one to tell. You don't feel miserable. I feel miserable for you. "
Ye Yao throat acid, can only continue to pretend nothing happened to drink porridge.
"All these years, you've been on your own, and you've been responsible for everything. Not even a cat or a dog, nothing belongs to you, no one knows how much pain, do you think this is strong? The real society is so cruel that it's hard for a person to stick to it. "
"You may think that you are still young and can carry on. But five years later, ten years later, you still want to be alone? At that time, can you hold on? "
"Pa --" a drop of tears came out of my eyes and fell into the porridge.
Ye Yao is not a heartless person, she does not know how to suffer. She also knows how difficult it is for a woman without background and dependence to survive in this society.
She's not a fool. She wants to have a support. However, there is no one behind, how dare she fall? Who else can she rely on besides herself? What's more, Gu QingHan tormented her these years, and she had to bear more suffering than others.
Xin'an has been married, married a good man, and a lovely son. And what about her? She has nothing. It's impossible to say that she doesn't envy at all! But what can she do? Who else can she go to?
People are the most vulnerable when they are sick. The armor that can be used to resist at ordinary times is completely dissolved.
Just like the most vulnerable body exposed to the storm, will want to seize any warmth, seize the last straw, even if it is not what you want, as long as you can save your life.
In this bleak and cold rain, and a high fever to the aunt's night, all of a sudden really feel particularly miserable.
Tears like a knife cut Xu Yuan's heart, lips mumbled a few times. "I don't mean to make you sad. I just hope that when you are still able to choose, for your own happiness, don't block all the way back, don't let yourself fall into a desperate situation in the future. It's terrible for a person to have no choice. "
Xu Yuan tries to hold Ye Yao's hand. Seeing that she doesn't resist, he puts her hand in his palm and kisses her gently.
Her hands were very hot, and the temperature burned him, which made his whole body burn. Some of his feelings were hard to restrain, and some of them were palpitating.
Originally, I just wanted to take care of her, and I didn't plan to say or do anything more. However, when the feeling is strong, everything goes with one's heart, and he doesn't want to deliberately restrain his feelings."Yao Yao I don't mean to make you feel bad. I hope you can give me a chance to take care of you. "
Xu Yuan looked into her eyes and said very sincerely, "I admit that I am very playful and have no experience in this field. However, I am willing to learn, I can also be a gentle and considerate boyfriend, take good care of you. What I want is just an opportunity. "
"Do you know how much I feel when I look at you pretending to be strong and smiling. I thought there was no empathy in the world, but you, let me be willing to bear all the suffering for you, I don't want to let you suffer a little bit
The light is so warm, two people are so close, even the dust flying in the light becomes ambiguous and restless.
The haggard face was not beautiful at all, but it was very distressing for Xu Yuan. Let go of her hand and take her face instead. Finger belly gently whirling, love, pity.
Like being firmly absorbed by a magnet, Xu Yuan couldn't help lowering his head.
In that atmosphere, a gentle kiss seems to be the most natural thing.
"Xu, Xu Yuan Come on... " Her body was taut and trembling slightly.
Ye Yao feels that her resistance is disintegrating. No matter how rational she is, she will also be vulnerable and deliberately confused I know it's a mistake, but I feel trapped in it.
"Yao Yao..." He murmured her name, getting closer and closer
The face in the light is handsome and sexy, like poppy and poison
Ye Yao suddenly thought that she was too tired to keep alert. She has nothing to lose, why not go crazy
However, at this time, Gu QingHan's face suddenly flashed in front of his eyes.
She was startled and pushed with resistance. Failed to push away Xu Yuan, but resisted his intimacy.
"Yao Yao..." Xu Yuan frowned, some difficult to understand.
"We shouldn't I don't want to... " Ye Yao doesn't open her eyes. She can't bear to face the loss in his eyes. It makes her feel like a wicked person. When people are vulnerable, it's easy to make mistakes. She doesn't want to make mistakes.
"Why not? What are you worrying about? Do you hate me? "
"No, I don't hate you." Ye Yao quickly denied. "It's because I don't hate you that I can't destroy our friendship. If we kiss now, I can't treat you as a friend in the future, and you don't want me to run away from you, do you? "
"I'm very moved by your care. I admit that I'm very vulnerable now. As you saw just now, I almost can't resist However, even if I kiss, I just regard you as a life-saving straw. I'm using you. I can't let myself be so selfish, and I don't want to lose your good friend. "
A mouthful of melancholy came to Xu Yuan's mind, "don't you feel anything about me?"
"It's impossible for us, so I won't consider you as a choice. To be honest, it's easier to be friends with you. "
"Is it fair that you shut me out without giving me a chance? When else do you want to be trapped? When you are 30 years old, do you still want to be alone and suffer when you are sick? "
"Stop talking about that. I don't want to hear it." Ye Yao is also in a very upset mood. She has no choice but to be an ostrich and not think about the future. Otherwise, she might as well die now.
Xu Yuan is angry, but what he is angry about is not that he can't get it, but that he loves Ye Yao. She's just a little girl. How long can she hold on? He didn't want her to be black and blue in the future.
However, he can't break her head or force her to make a decision, and he doesn't have the ability to directly rescue her from Gu QingHan's clutches. This is what he hates most about himself.
"Lingling..."
Ye Yao's mobile phone ring has become a temporary way to escape. She quickly reaches for it, and Xu Yuan hands it to her first. Between the eyebrows, still revealed a little regret, let her not bear to see.
"Ma."
"Are you busy?"
"No
"Is it bothering you to call you so late? Every time I call you more than nine, you are always working overtime, so I can only call you now. You're just working so hard. Isn't it good for a girl to find a job with leisure
Ye Yao pinched her eyebrows and said, "what's the matter, please tell me."
"Next week, QingHan and Tiantian are engaged..."
There was a "buzz" in Ye Yao's ear. At that moment, no more sound could be heard.
Engaged?
They have been together for less than half a month, and they are engaged
This had nothing to do with her, but ye Yao had a feeling that her heart was pulled away. It's like Lost the most important thing The pain of the body disappears in an instant. Instead, it is the pain of the heart. The feeling of tearing is constantly expanding.