Everything, still.
"Yao Yao, are you still listening?"
"Well I I just didn't expect to be so fast. " Palpitation was so severe that every word from ye Yao's mouth seemed so difficult.
"Yes, uncle Gu and I were also surprised! However, QingHan is a mature man. He must have considered everything very clearly. It's time for him to get married. "
"Well." Corner of the eye. It's very sour.
Even Xu Yuan noticed and handed her a tissue.
"Why don't you come back from work next week?"
"It's not convenient for me to go to work, so I won't go back..."
"How can I do that? It's too shameful for my brother to get married and my sister not to go back. What do you want uncle Gu to think? I can let you do the rest, but you have to listen to me in this matter. " Lin Shumin's attitude is rarely resolute. "Anyway, if you work in Xu Yuan's company, he will certainly approve your leave. Oh, by the way, why don't you bring him back with you? "
"I'll think about it. That's it. I'm going to have a rest."
He hung up like a runaway.
"What's the matter? What did your mother say? " Xu Yuan asked anxiously.
Ye Yao was confused for a long time. After a while, she just managed to smile. "Gu QingHan and Xin Tian are engaged next week."
Xu Yuan did not have the slightest accident, lightly said: "Oh, isn't that very good?"
"Yes Good... " But why does she feel so bad? And not only worried about Lin Xintian, but also felt uncomfortable for himself.
Gu QingHan said that women are cheap, they don't want to be robbed by others, will feel uncomfortable.
At that time, she thought it was an insult to her and a nonsense. But at the moment, the feeling of loss, the pain, what is it? Why is it so strong?
"But I can't see it at all from your expression. Yao Yao, you are not well now! " Xu Yuan stressed.
"I, I have a fever, of course not..."
"There are some things I didn't want to say, but do you really know your own sincerity? Do you feel pain because Gu QingHan is engaged? "
"I don't have any pain. I'm just worried that he will fail Lin Xintian. I set them up together. I'm a sinner."
Xu Yuan shook his head. "When did you learn to deceive yourself. Do you dare to face it sometimes? You like Gu QingHan, don't you? "
Like being stabbed in the soft rib by a knife, she tore the wound fiercely. Ye Yao's body trembled and denied in panic: "I don't have it. How can I like him?"
"You used to believe in him and admire him. Ten years ago, you liked him, didn't you? "
"I I admit that it was a little emotional at that time, but the 16-year-old girl didn't know what to like. What's more, it was before I saw his mask. You know, he raped me. How can I like a man who raped me? I hate him, but I don't like him
Xu Yuan smiles bitterly. "Being cheap is probably the most painful part of every relationship. People, often fall in love with the most should not love! It's tiring to fight against your heart, and you often lose in the end. "
"Don't say any more strange things." Ye Yao resists interrupting him. "I can't like him anyway!"
"What are you going to do? Go back to their engagement dinner? "
"My mother has given death orders. What can I do?"
"I'll be with you."
"No. This kind of small things, there is nothing to accompany. Besides, I have to face many things by myself, don't I? I'm not that strong, but I'm not as weak as you think In order to reassure him, ye Yao also smiles, as if she is really OK.
"Those who love to show off their strength are often the weakest." Xu Yuan rubbed her head, and her face was covered with a soft smile. "But you are not empty behind you. You have me. So, if you really can't hold on, you can fall down, because there is me. "
"I'm afraid I'm too heavy, you can't catch me, and you'll be overwhelmed. Ha ha ha..."
"Nonsense. I've always been the only one to overpower women, and no woman has ever overpowered me. " Xu Yuan joked with a somewhat confused and magnetic tone: "on the bed, I still like the posture that women are difficult to get on..."
"You are a bird and a beast!"
They were playing together.
Downstairs, there was a black Maybach, the door was open, the rain and snow poured in, and the blood wet the men in the car.
He was facing the direction of the apartment, smoking in the same position for a long time, as if he had stopped smoking. The exposed part of his neck was blue with cold. But, he never cold, never tired.
The cigarette end was burning between his fingers, burning to the end, scalding his skin. He just let go and the cigarette end slipped.
In the snow, cigarette ends are everywhere.
He seems to have been here for a century.
Knowing that she was ill, he rushed over immediately, but he never had the courage to look for her.He saw Xu Yuan's car coming. He saw him get off the car with his own eyes. The whole day passed. From day to night, he didn't come out.
What did they do in it?
Gu QingHan didn't dare to think about it. He was afraid that he would go crazy.
Now that he has said to let go in front of her, he should let her go, shouldn't he?
Anyway, he is just a nightmare for her, he can't take care of her, on the contrary, it will make her worse.
Far away from her is the best. As long as can think of her, already was his biggest happiness.
Gu QingHan laughs bitterly at himself, but he can't love. What a cruel torture!
……
Three days later, ye Yao's illness is completely cured, a person back to B city.
B city is in the north, and both sides of the road are tall French Wutong, which is completely different from F city. However, with the heating on the road, it's not very cold. On the contrary, it's a bit colder in F City.
But in this city, some terrible memories come to her face. Ye Yao says to herself, it's good to stay through the wedding banquet in three days. No matter how painful it was, it was only three days. She could survive.
Back to Gu's home, I haven't been back for several years, but everything is as usual. The room she lived in is the same as before. The servant said that although she didn't come back for several years, she cleaned every day.
"Yao Yao, you're back."
Clear laughter came from behind.
Lin Xintian came up with a sweet smile at the corner of his eyes and eyebrows.
Ye Yao suddenly felt that no matter what happened in the future, at least enjoying the sweetness at the moment was not a kind of happiness. It's like a dream come true to be with a man I've loved for more than ten years.
"I knew you would come back!"
"Well, yes, you and my brother's engagement party, how can I not come back?"
"You are still our matchmaker!"
"But as a matchmaker, I didn't expect you to be engaged so soon."
"Don't talk about you, I can't think of it. Up to now, I feel like I'm dreaming. It's not real at all. I have also asked QingHan if it's a little early to get engaged, but he insists, so of course I'll let him Lin Xintian is completely in love with the sweet appearance, gentle, obedient. "After that, you will be my sister-in-law, and we will be closer. By the way, didn't Xu Yuan come back with you? "
"He has something to do."
"What a pity! You said we'd have a wedding together! "
"Just kidding."
Ye Yao suddenly felt the pressure, looking to the door, Gu QingHan was standing there. Tall and straight, proud, like a sculpture.
It's a moment back ten years ago.
There have been sweet girls, there have been terrible memories.
Five flavors are mixed.
The strange feeling of seeing him in this house is stronger than anywhere and at any moment.
But he just took a look at her and left.
At dinner, ye Yao didn't see him either. Lin Xintian said that he had something to go out and would come back very late. Ye Yao thought that it would be better to be like this. If you don't see one side, you will be embarrassed once less.
……
The night is deep. The cold wind is chilly.
Gu QingHan came back very late, but he didn't do anything for several hours. Just driving around aimlessly for a long time, I went to the school before, and recalled the sweetness between him and ye Yao. I drank a lot of wine alone.
Lying on the sofa, every cell is full of fatigue, Gu QingHan feels exhausted. Tired, not physically, but mentally. If a person loses interest in everything around him, then death is not far away.
Lin Xintian knocked at the door and came in.
"You're back."
"I heard from the servant that you had drunk, so I made some Jiejiu tea." She gave it to him in both hands.
"I don't want to drink it." Gu QingHan opened his tie and threw it aside. His face was flushed and his breath was heavy.
"Drink a little. It's good for headaches."
"I don't want to."
"Light cold..."
"I'm very tired now. Can you stop bothering me?"
Lin Xintian's eyes were hurt. She didn't know what she had done wrong. During this period of communication, although he was not very enthusiastic about her, he never spoke out loud. She was also a sensitive girl and suffered a lot for a time.
"Sorry, I..."
"It's not your fault, it's my problem." Fierce her, Gu light cold oneself also very irritable.
"Is there something wrong with your work?"
"No
"I know you are in charge of such a big company. There must be a lot of pressure at work. I can understand it. You can tell me anything and I will try my best to help you. Even if it doesn't help, I can at least share it with you. " Lin Xintian spoke in a soft voice, gentle as water, and her eyes were full of care.Gu QingHan was moved. Even if he doesn't like Lin Xintian, which man can be indifferent to a woman's tender care?
Who doesn't want to be comforted when they are under pressure or upset?
Thinking that he was just using her, Gu QingHan felt guilty and touched her face. "Sorry, I shouldn't have said that to you."
Lin Xintian was flattered and shook his head. "No, I'm not supposed to bother you when you're upset. I've thought about it. After we get married, I'll quit my job and take care of you at home every day. Even if there are servants, they are not as considerate as I am! Besides, we will have children in two years. I like children very much. I want to cultivate them myself. In the future, they will be as good as you... "
"Will you laugh at my simple wish? However, my childhood dream is to be a good wife and mother. "
Gu QingHan thinks that she is really different from ye Yao. Ye Yao is too strong and likes to be brave in her career. If you make her a housewife, she will probably go crazy.
What he really wants is a woman like Lin Xintian, right? But why fall in love with the opposite of a person, really looking for their own abuse!
He deserves it!