But from another angle, she can understand and understand the helplessness in her heart. It took her six years to forget the feelings she had with Murphy for four years. In her heart, it was far fetched to let Lin Li forget the feelings of the previous 10 years in just this half a year.
"Anzi, I'm so upset now." She is not sure whether her love for Cheng Xiang is still too much, or just sympathy and feelings between friends and classmates. She will not bear to see Cheng Xiang at the moment, but she will sometimes think of what Zhou Han said to her that day. He said she was not a stand in. He said that he did not dare to love before, but was afraid of being hurt, but because it was her, he wanted to do it again Try.
"Lin Li, ask your own heart. If you can't let him go, go back." If returning to Cheng Xiang's side can make her happy again and change her back to Lin Li, then as a friend, she will support her decision. Of course, the premise is that Cheng Xiang must be sincere this time!
Lin Liwei Leng, Na Na's rhetorical question, "you mean to return to Cheng Xiang side?" While talking, Zhou Han's cold face suddenly appeared in his mind. There was not much expression, but sincere eyes.
"Do you want to?" On the other side of the phone safely asked, not that she said she was going back, but whether she wanted to go back in the end, which is the key!
Lin Li was stunned and asked herself in her heart. Does she really want to start over with Cheng Xiang? Can they still start again?
Lin Li on the other side of the phone didn't speak for a long time. The other end of the phone sighed quietly and said, "Lin Li, think about it carefully. Don't start again because of sympathy."
If it is just because of sympathy, just because of a time of intolerance, then even if you go back, it will not be the original feelings, wronged themselves also suffered others.
Silence for a long time, Lin Li slowly opened the mouth, only said: "you rest, I hang up first."
Enron on over the phone no longer said anything, because he knew that only when he grasped the emotional things could he clearly understand the true feelings. He only said before hanging up the phone, "Lin Li, don't be wronged because of the temporary impatience. Sympathy is the greatest cruelty to others."
After hanging up the phone, Lin Li continued to stand on the balcony for a long time, waiting for the cold wind on the winter night to make her shiver. Then she raised her heavy step and turned around. Zhou Han, the door of the balcony behind her, did not know when she had been standing there. Her eyes, deep as a pool, were fixed on her, and she was in a mood that Lin Li could not understand.
After looking at him for a while, Lin Li took back her eyes. Some of them didn't dare to look at him. She seemed to have an inexplicable guilty conscience. She didn't speak and turned over to pass by him. But when passing by him, he stretched out his hand, held his feet, and clenched his lips. There was a kind of inexplicable grievance in his heart. Suddenly, she did not know where the emotion came from. Her nose was straight sour and her eyes were burning. It seemed that the tears in her eyes could not help falling down from the horse. It was hard to express.
Zhou Han sighed softly and stretched out his hand to pull her into his arms. He hugged her body, which was a little chilly by the cold wind. His embrace became tighter. It seemed that he wanted to transfer his body temperature and heat to her and let her warm up again.
When the body touched his body temperature, Lin Li's grievances and discomfort could no longer be restrained. Leaning against his shoulder, tears gushed out, and her hand slapped him unconsciously on the back. She did not know whether she wanted to push him away or pull him in, or just wanted to find an outlet to vent the pain and annoyance in her heart.
Zhou Han allowed her to be afraid of beating, and only took the balcony door which was wide open with her hand, and then hugged her and stroked her short hair with a big palm, which was an infinite consolation.
Lin Li was crying to sleep, and the time to wake up was the next morning. She was lying on the big bed in Zhou Han's room. Looking up at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling, she also woke up here for several mornings. She did not come for a period of time. Compared with the lamp in her room, she seemed to have an inexplicable sense of intimacy.
But the bed under the quilt still had residual temperature, which seemed to indicate that the owner of the room had not been up for a long time.
Just like many times before she woke up in this room, Lin Li lay like this and looked at the crystal chandelier for a long time. Then she turned over and got up. The soft silk was sliding down from her body. Looking down, she found that she was wearing her usual pajamas. I think it was Zhou Han who changed it for herself last night and opened the quilt to get out of bed, The door of the room was opened at this time. Zhou Han came in with the clothes from the next room. Seeing that she had already woken up, he took the clothes in his hands to her. He only said faintly, "change clothes and come out for breakfast."
Lin Li looked at him, only gently nodded, did not speak.
When Lin Li came out after washing, Zhou Han was already sitting in her seat for breakfast, with this morning's newspaper in her hand. She was reading and drinking milk. She was wearing home clothes that she usually wore at home. It seemed that she had no intention of going out this day.
Lin Li sat down opposite him, took the milk and drank a mouthful to moisten her throat. Looking at the food on the plate, she didn't have much appetite. She seemed to go back to the previous few months, feeling a little disgusted with the food.However, even if there was no appetite, Lin Li still started to eat. The atmosphere between the two was quiet and strange. Lin Li had no words to find and said, "are you not going to the company today?"
Smell speech, Zhou Han raised an eye to see her eye, only slightly nodded, should voice way: "well."
His answer was too cold, and Lin Li didn't know what to say. She took the knife and fork in her hand and cut the slightly charred ham into small pieces, but she didn't eat it. She thought whether to go to the hospital to see Cheng Xiang's situation later. If he really didn't want to have surgery, what should he do!
He put down the newspaper in his hand and looked at some people who were shaking God in the opposite direction. He opened his lips and asked, "I don't like it." It was supposed to be interrogative, but he said it was a declarative sentence.
Lin Li regained consciousness, looked at the food in the eye plate, shook her head slightly embarrassed, and put a ham into her mouth with a fork.
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