Zhou Han didn't speak any more. He took whole wheat toast, took a bite in his mouth, and drank it with milk.
Lin Li looked at him with some doubts and even more puzzled. From yesterday when she came back from the hospital to now, she has been waiting for him to ask her something, but he did not mention a word. The whole person seemed to be more silent than usual. She did not ask or say a word about Cheng Xiang in the hospital.
Looking at him for a long time, Lin Li or some can not help but directly asked the exit, "you, why did you follow me to the hospital yesterday?"
Zhou Han's hand with a knife and fork suddenly stopped, slowly fell his eyes on her face, put down his knife and fork, and slowly opened his mouth and said, "since that day, I have been waiting for an answer from you." The voice is flat without a bit of ups and downs, people can not hear a little emotion.
Lin Li glanced away her eyes. Some of them did not dare to look at him. She understood that "that day" in his mouth was the day of Enron's wedding, and the answer was her answer to his confession after drinking that day.
The person holding the knife and fork is a little nervous. The reason why she couldn't answer before was because she was afraid and uncertain. If she asked her again, she still didn't know the answer, but this time it was not because of fear, but because of escape.
Hand over the milk to drink, to cover up their own embarrassment at the moment.
Zhou Han didn't ask, only bowed his head to eat again. It was not that he was so patient. He just didn't want to force her too hard at this time.
Yesterday, because she felt that her mood was not right, she went to the hospital with her, and then he knew about Cheng Xiang.
He asked himself what would happen to Lin Li now. In fact, they had never been similar. When he was wandering in the garden of the hospital, would he like to go up to see Ling ran? In fact, she is not what she was.
He knew that no matter whether she still had feelings for Cheng Xiang or not, if she did not care about Cheng Xiang's life or death at this moment, he would no doubt push her away from his side and push her in the direction of Cheng Xiang.
After drinking that day, he was very clear what he wanted. Since he had made clear the goal, he was not a person who would let go easily. He had the advantage over Cheng Xiang because he had not hurt Lin Li, and because they had similar experiences, he knew what Lin Li wanted in his heart, but compared with Cheng Xiang, he could not compare with Cheng Xiang's 10-year relationship with her.
Therefore, at this time, he will not force her to make a decision or give an answer, because the current environment is totally unfair to him. He does not want to let himself lose unjustly, nor does he want her to make a wrong decision because of her soft hearted sympathy. What he can do now is to stay by her side.
Before breakfast was over, Cheng's mother called from the hospital and said that Cheng Xiang didn't speak a word after she left yesterday, and even didn't eat any food. She didn't eat anything from yesterday afternoon to now. When the nurse took his temperature in the morning, she said that if the temperature didn't go down, it would only aggravate the deterioration of the disease I can't do anything with father Cheng. I just hope he can listen to her, so I called again.
Hang up the phone, Lin Li subconsciously looked up at Zhou Han, saw that he is also looking at himself, did not wait for her to speak, he has already opened his mouth and said: "I send you."
Lin Li refused to say, "no, I'll go by myself."
"I'll see you off." Zhou Han insisted that his expression had a posture that you should agree with if you didn't agree.
Lin Li didn't say anything more, just nodded, got up and went to the room to get her bag and came out.
By the time he got to the hospital, Cheng's father and mother had already stood at the door because of Cheng Xiang's sudden high fever. Seeing Lin Li coming, Cheng's mother almost burst into tears. She took Lin Li and begged her to persuade him.
Lin Li is a little moved. She was so proud at the beginning, but now she begged herself so much that she just loved her son.
Push the door in, see Cheng Xiang face expressionless sitting on the bed, posture and yesterday's almost the same, the only difference is that yesterday is to turn his head to look out of the window, today is straight eyes, no focus on the opposite of the TV.
The whole person seemed to be more haggard than when I saw him yesterday, and his face was even paler and bloodless than yesterday.
Lin Li reaches out and knocks on the door, but Cheng Xiang inside seems to have lost his soul. He doesn't look back and keeps staring at him motionless.
Lin Li sighed, reached out to take the door, toward him, straight standing at the head of the bed, blocking his sight.
For a while, he seemed to feel that his eyes were blocked by others. Cheng Xiang slowly regained his mind, and his lax eyes slowly gathered together. Looking at Lin Li, he was surprised and uncertain. He murmured in a light voice, "Lin Li..."
Lin Li looked directly at him, spoke softly, and asked, "what are you going to torture yourself into?" Although the tone is very light, very insipid, but the heart of the share of suffering is beyond words.
Cheng Xiang laughed, pulling the corners of his mouth and smiling. He didn't seem to hear what she said. He just whispered to himself, "I thought I would never see you again..."
"I'm thinking now, why did I fall in love with such a selfish man as you?" Lin Li was a little angry, angry that he was such an irresponsible person, only immersed in his own life, but did not consider other people's feelings at all. In the past, that's why he regarded her as Xiaoxiao's stand in, and now it is. That's why he ignores other people's worries and fears.This return Cheng Xiang heard, Leng Leng Leng, pull bitter smile, with self mockery and ridicule.
"You will never know how to cherish until you lose it. At the beginning, you didn't try so hard, so you can only watch Xiaoxiao follow others, and then live in the thought of her that has not been broken, and I have become a substitute for you to miss her."
Cheng Xiang turned his head and said, "stop talking..." Refusing to listen to the naked accusations will only make him more regretful and remorseful.
Ignoring his words, Lin Li continued: "I'm the second Xiaoxiao. You repeat what happened to Xiaoxiao in my body. Only when you really lose you can you regret that you didn't cherish it. What you love will never be the one who stays beside you. It was me before, and who will be the next?"
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