The gap between Isiah and Ciel was very wide, it was more than he could deal with in these circumstances.
Ciel brought a new idea to the field that needed testing yet he was very emotional even to talk to him and give him details.
``Ciel , just calm down , I am not going to force you to do anything `` Isiah said calmly while still feeling a terrible pain .
However, Ciel just glared at him and then said :`` But you forced me to go with you ?``
`Ahh, since when he developed this sense of argument , I think I could never win him at an argument right now ` Isiah thought while looking at him for a long time .
Ciel was about to break, his breaths were so heavy as if he was suffocating and his small body was shaking because of something that Isiah thought was frustration .
When in fact the kid was about to break because of the whole stress and attack that he had in the past days .
If it was not for Ethyl he was going to die .
``Ciel, sit down , I know you will feel better, I know I am ``Isiah suggested when he saw the panic in his eyes .
`` I don't want to sit, `` Ciel argued .
At that moment Isiah said to him with a very calm voice:`` Please, don't be scared of me, I just ….``
When Isiah couldn't formulate a single sentence , he just stood on his feet and then started to walk back to the house where he left everyone there.
He knew that Ciel was never going to listen to him, especially with his parents in the center .
When Isiah started walking back, Ciel just didn't want to walk back , he wanted to stay there with him .
However, Isiah didn't understand what he wanted and continued to wait until he heard Ciel saying :`` You didn't even try to search for them with me ``
When Isiah heard those words he just realized that Ciel did not finish his talk.
"They are bad people," Isiah said .
however, he just said :`` But you could search for them for me ``
When Isiah noticed that Ciel didn't deny the fact that they were not good people he just turned around to face him then said :`` You really want that , don't you ?``
Ciel nodded his head very fast , he looked so cute when he suddenly changed his attitude toward Isiah .
Isiah just looked at him for a long time then he smiled and said :`` I will do that, little one ``
However, what he thought right then was :` but when I find them I will kill them `
Isiah started walking back to the house and this time he was followed by Ciel .
They had a new agreement therefore Ciel just followed him thinking that he will be doing what he promised .
Isiah only gave him hope when he realized that the kid was not going to be back if he didn't do that .
He was so curious to see his injuries and to ask him more about what happened , however whenever Isiah put him in a tough spot he just started to break and that was more terrifying .
Isiah had to hold his curiosity just for his sake, it was a huge sacrifice for him because he wanted to know that badly.
All that time Isiah kept feeling that he was terribly ill , he wanted that urge to stop but it didn't.
He also didn't want to seek blood from Ethyl, he just didn't want to see her in front of him at all.
He only stopped hurting her when Ciel told him , but she was still going to be punished by him .
When he reached that house on the borders of Emperium.
By then, the hot dark energy that was in his feet melted all of the snow that was around him, it only meant that his feelings were still volatile even though he pretended to be normal in front of Ciel.
He saw Eijar still next to the door but there was no sign of Ethyl there .
Isiah hurried to go inside the house ignoring his snake .
Eijar just stayed away from him, she knew that the only topic that no one should mess with was Ciel therefore she just accepted the consequences.
When Isiah went inside he saw Ethyl on the ground next to the door. She was sitting there while putting her hand on her chest , there was a ball of divine energy in her hands as she was trying to heal herself.
Isiah realized that he hurt her so much but he didn't seem to care enough to ask .
When Ethyl raised her face, she just looked very pissed, she was very hurt but the look in her eyes showed how terrified she was of him .
Even when their paths collided together she just thought that he was angry but the way he treated her at that moment only gave her a hard time later .
Isiah didn't even care about the injury he gave her or about the change of heart that she was dealing with .
He just leaned towards her as she was sitting on the ground .
Ethyl tried to move back but Isiah put his arm on her back to stop her , he was using so much force when he was doing that.
Ethyl shouted at him saying :" You broke my ribs , you almost killed me , it was impossible for me to even breathe a few minutes ago , you , you turned into a monster "
Isiah just ignored what she said as he just summoned a dagger with his other hand .
The dagger was very small but its design was so beautiful with all the runes that were encrypted in it .
"Heyy, what are you doing ?" She shouted again .
Isiah didn't say a word as he was just getting g closer to her .
Ciel walked fast when he heard her screams , Isiah heard the sound of his little steps as he was getting closer therefore he just had to put a dark wall in that door to prevent him from entering the house .
It was a fast spell and Isiah cast it instantly .
The wall was transparent so Ciel and Eijar were capable of seeing what Isiah was doing .
Isiah didn't seem to care about anything at this point , Ethyl just kept pushing him away, her resistance was almost none because she was already hurt at so many parts of her body , she just kept screaming :" You monster , move away from me , I didn't do anything, why are you trying to kill me ??"
Isiah didn't want that to get long , he stabbed her palm with the dagger till it got through it and went from the other side .
She screamed because that hurt her a lot .
Then he didn't even keep it there, he just pulled it from that place and threw it away with a lot of anger .
Ethyl was shaking in fear when he did that, the expressions of pain were written all over her face .
At that moment, Isiah raised her arm to get closer to his mouth , then started drinking the blood from her palm.
Ethyl was shocked when she saw that, she didn't even know what his intentions were when he stabbed her and she realized that at that moment .
" Stop, what are you doing , you bastard , what are you trying to do? '' She screamed as she tried to push his face with her other hand .
But because of her small body next to his strong body that was very domineering she couldn't get away with that .
Isiah knew that what he did was just putting him in the category of monsters, he could have that blood in another way, he could have just maintained the fact that he was pulling all that time around everyone including himself but he didn't.
He just did that in the most monstrous way possible .
He hated himself a lot for that but that only led him to leave that small part of him that adored staying human .
He felt that the world was so cruel and that he had to be this way to achieve what he wanted .
The hunger was more than we could take, it was also one factor of many that pushed him to be this way .
'I messed up…in front of him too…fu***ck ' Isiah thought .
But there was no way for him to stop at that moment .
He had to drink the blood , he had to drink the amount necessary to stop the hunger but the problem was that the amount was increasing after each time .
'I think that there will be times when no amount is capable of filling this hunger , and the only way for me to stop the hunger is to eat the dead corpses' He thought as he continued to drink that blood when everyone was looking at him like they would look like a monster .
" Isiah, please stop, this is not right , this hurts a lot "