Chapter 323

Su Ziyue finally got a chance to breathe.

She turned her head to one side, breathing heavily, her chest heaving violently.

Qin Muchen was no better than her.

Thin beads of sweat had already oozed from his forehead, and he was staring straight at Su Ziyue without blinking, his misty eyes became clear for a moment, and then became chaotic again.

After Su Ziyue breathed evenly, she reached out to wipe the sweat off his forehead and asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

Qin Muchen shook his head, as if he was a little dizzy, and then suddenly fell on Su Ziyue, his head resting on her shoulder.

The two were very close, and Su Ziyue vaguely heard Qin Muchen ask her, "Does it still hurt?"

In the next moment, she felt Qin Muchen's hand caressing her lower abdomen.

Su Ziyue froze suddenly, without even thinking about it, she stretched out her hand and pushed Qin Muchen away forcefully.

"boom!"

In the end, she used too much force and pushed Qin Muchen to the ground.

She sat on the bed trembling all over, staring blankly at Qin Muchen who fell to the ground, speechless.

Qin Muchen's head hit the ground hard.

After a short period of dizziness, he rubbed his head and turned over to sit up, most of the alcohol sobered up.

Seeing Su Ziyue's appearance at this moment, his heart tightened, he got up and returned to the bed, and hugged her in a hurry.

Feeling that Su Ziyue reached out to push him away, he tightened his arms, hugged her even tighter, and repeated: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Hearing this, Su Ziyue suddenly became irritable. She grabbed and beat Qin Muchen, crying and shouting, "Let me go! Let me go!"

Warm tears fell on his shoulders, and the last bit of drunkenness in him disappeared.

Qin Muchen's voice was choked with sobs, but he was extremely firm: "Don't let go!"

Su Ziyue cried hoarsely, her voice was helpless and fragile: "Why did you mention this..."

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault..."

Qin Muchen repeated these few words over and over again.

Su Ziyue stopped crying when she was tired.

Qin Muchen wiped the wet tears on her face for her, with an indissoluble sadness in his eyes.

He felt a huge powerlessness all over his body, and even his apology seemed pale and feeble, but nothing he could do was irreversible.

Su Ziyue gradually calmed down, gently pushed him away, and said softly, "It's all over, let's not mention it anymore, okay?"

She believed that Qin Muchen was sincere to her.

But, about the kids...

She once thought about questioning Qin Muchen, how could he be so cruel and why he didn't believe her, but she lost her courage when the words came to her lips.

"Don't do this..."

How could Qin Muchen not know, the more she said this, the more it meant that she couldn't make it through.

"It's my fault. If I didn't leave you there alone, if I took you with me, it wouldn't be like that. It's all my fault..."

He had never hated himself so much, and never regretted it so much.

Su Ziyue silently looked at Qin Muchen's painful expression, feeling distressed and happy at the same time.

After all, she hated herself in her heart, and still had a trace of hatred for Qin Muchen.

It was as if, the pain that was originally only suffered by her was shared by another person, and the sadness in her heart was relieved.

"Hit me, I'm the bastard!"

Qin Mu stared at her face, then suddenly grabbed her hand and slapped himself hard on the face, as if he felt that it wasn't enough, he slapped himself several more hard.

Su Ziyue was stunned.

Gu Hanyan said that he didn't trust her, that's why he ignored her.

Therefore, he should always know that her child is gone, but why is it suddenly like this now?

"Do you know? Two years ago, I went back to the villa, and I heard you call and tell your grandfather that I am a woman who is in a hurry, but even so, after the news that you and Gu Hanyan are going to get married, I still I want to find you, because I don't believe that you will marry her, I believe that you are sincere to me, but Gu Hanyan said, you think there is no innocence between me and Gong Zeyang, you don't believe me..."

Su Ziyue's mood inexplicably calmed down, but tears still fell silently.

She raised her eyes to Qin Muchen who had a tense face, bent the corners of her lips, and continued: "I didn't want to believe Gu Hanyan's words at that time, but there were no loopholes in her words, I even wanted to find a No excuses to convince myself..."

Su Ziyue's voice was a little hoarse because of crying for too long. The voice was thin and small, and it didn't sound lethal at all.

But Qin Muchen felt that her words were like a heavy hammer, every word hit her hard in the heart.

Qin Muchen pursed his lips tightly, his complexion turned pale.

Even though he didn't know what Gu Hanyan had said to her, he could guess that she must have said the worst thing to make Su Ziyue lose his nostalgia and leave without hesitation.

And he foolishly thought that she was just angry about his engagement to Gu Hanyan, that's why she refused to come back.

He thought everything was not that serious.

After speaking, Su Ziyue took a deep breath and said, "I never thought about it before, and I can talk about these things with you calmly."

Qin Muchen was taken aback by the indifference in her tone.

He pulled her into his arms fiercely: "Never forgive me."

Never forgive him, let him spend his whole life to make up for it.

Su Ziyue stretched out her hand and patted him on the back: "Don't talk nonsense, it's all over, there will be more children, but I was very careless, next time, you have to watch me carefully and don't doubt me."

Don't let her know she's pregnant.

Qin Muchen hurriedly said: "I didn't suspect you, I just didn't know that you were pregnant, and I never doubted the innocence between you and Gong Zeyang."

In the past, he wouldn't say these words, because he always felt that it didn't matter whether he said it or not.

But they didn't expect that one day, these unspoken words made them separate, painful, and almost missed each other.

There was a tinge of shock in Su Ziyue's voice: "How could you not know, you obviously asked the family doctor to examine me..."

Qin Muchen's throat was a little astringent, and he said with difficulty: "The family doctor has a close relationship with Gu Hanyan...so, the test results she showed me are nothing special."

Su Ziyue suddenly didn't know whether she should cry or laugh.

She stretched out her hand to push Qin Muchen away, and asked again uncertainly: "So, you never knew I was pregnant?"

Because he acquiesced to his grandfather's request to let Gu Hanyan live in, he gave Gu Hanyan a chance to make trouble.