Su Ziyue didn't know whether to be happy that Qin Muchen didn't suspect her, or sad that Gu Hanyan was in the way.
Nothing in the world is perfect.
But in her heart, she still felt a little unacceptable.
Knowing nothing is more pathetic than knowing she is pregnant but not believing her.
After all the things are inextricably intertwined, no one is more innocent than the other.
Qin Mu silently allowed Gu Hanyan to live in, and gave Gu Hanyan a chance to do those things. Her fault was carelessness...
However, who can really be without fault?
Time teaches people not only to grow, but also to be tolerant and gentle.
Even though she still felt hard to let go, she also knew that she couldn't be separated from Qin Muchen because of what happened in the past.
Qin Mu's face was full of anxiety, and his voice was dry: "I just found out recently, here..."
He stretched out his hand to cover her lower abdomen, with an unspeakable tenderness in his tone: "There used to be a... child who belonged to us."
Su Ziyue had a sore nose, and asked him: "Recently...you get up to smoke every night in the middle of the night, because you know about it?"
Qin Muchen was slightly taken aback when he heard this, and only nodded silently.
Then he said: "I wake up lightly, I thought I wouldn't disturb you, but I didn't expect you to find out."
Su Ziyue cried and laughed: "Do you think I'm still as easy to fool as before?"
"Well." He really hoped that she would never experience these things. Although pain makes people grow, the lost happiness is lost forever.
Su Ziyue thumped him lightly: "Dream! I'm much smarter than before, you'd better settle down. If you dare to do something wrong to me, I will definitely divorce you and take half of your property."
Qin Muchen held her hand and said firmly, "If that day really comes, I will give you all my property."
Su Ziyue sniffed and laughed, her face was full of tears and looked embarrassed: "You said it yourself!"
"Well, you can keep your word..." After Qin Muchen finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed her.
Kiss one by one, gently and softly landed on her forehead and cheek.
Feeling his tenderness and repentance, Su Ziyue felt pain in her heart.
She kissed him back, and said softly: "Stop blaming yourself so much, we are not doing well enough, that's why the baby left us, and when we are doing well enough, he will come back..."
She did not expect that during this period of time, Qin Muchen could not sleep all night and was emotionally broken because of this incident.
After hearing her words, Qin Muchen suddenly couldn't hold back anymore. He hugged Su Ziyue tightly and buried his head in her shoulder. The strength was so great that her bones hurt like they were about to break.
But she didn't cry out, because she felt a warm liquid falling on her neck.
This man is strong, rich, indifferent, and deep.
It has always existed like a myth.
However, at this moment, he fell on her shoulder and wept silently.
Su Ziyue's heart was completely soft.
She thought, no matter what happens in the future, no matter who guesses Qin Muchen's sincerity towards her, as long as she thinks of today's man who peeled off layers of shells and exposed his softest and softest heart in front of her. Qin Mushen, she can fight back firmly and confidently.
After a while, Qin Muchen suddenly realized that his strength was too strong, and hurriedly asked her, "Did it hurt you?"
"No." Su Ziyue shook his head.
She took the initiative to snuggle into his arms and said softly: "Tell me everything, is that okay?"
She felt Qin Mushen nodded, and then heard him speak slowly.
"At that time, my grandfather was seriously ill and his life was dying. He was very important to me. I was in a hurry to go back to the hospital. I didn't think too much about it. I wanted Nanchuan to take you back to the villa..."
What happened later was something neither of them wanted to think about again.
Qin Muchen couldn't continue, no matter what, he ignored Su Ziyue for the sake of his grandfather.
Su Ziyue also thought of going with him.
She gently held Qin Muchen's hand, with a hint of comfort: "He is your only relative, I know how important he is to you, if my father is seriously ill, I will choose to be like you way of doing……"
When the word "father" was mentioned, Su Ziyue clearly felt that Qin Muchen's body froze slightly.
Su Ziyue didn't make a sound to pursue it.
She believed that no matter what purpose Qin Muchen approached her with, no matter what relationship he had with her father, he would never let her down.
Later, Qin Muchen said some things intermittently.
Su Ziyue was sleepy after hearing it, and soon fell asleep.
Qin Muchen felt that the breathing of the person in his arms was gradually calming down, so he carefully put her on the bed.
He was indeed drunk before, but he became more sober after taking a shower.
For Su Ziyue, apart from the instinctive physical impulse, it is more about the things that have been pressing on his heart recently.
He is greedy and mean.
I want to get her forgiveness, I want to go back to the past with her, but on the other hand, I don't want her to forgive myself too easily.
He even hoped that she would have a bad temper and fight with him for a while, so that he could treat her better and feel less guilty in his heart.
However, she easily forgave him.
She was so peaceful that he was a little at a loss.
However, the future is long.
...
the next day.
When Su Ziyue woke up, Qin Muchen was still there.
Probably because he drank a lot last night.
Su Ziyue got out of bed lightly, changed her clothes and went to the kitchen.
When she finished making the hangover tea, as soon as she turned around, she saw Qin Muchen standing at the door of the kitchen who had been looking at her for some time.
"Are you awake? Come here and drink the hangover tea."
While talking to him, Su Ziyue turned around to pour out the hangover tea that was boiling in the pot.
She took it out, put it on the dining table, and turned to look at him again: "Do you have a headache?"
After the words were finished, Su Ziyue found that he was still looking at her without blinking. Su Ziyue couldn't help touching her face: "What's wrong?"
Qin Muchen approached, lowered his head and kissed her, and murmured, "It's like a dream."
Su Ziyue was taken aback, and kissed back: "What about now?"
"not enough."
Qin Mushen said these two words succinctly, supported her waist with both hands, lifted her and let her sit on the dining table.
Su Ziyue felt that he was actually a very conservative person in his bones.
However, after she sat at the dining table, what she thought of was the picture of her and Qin Mushen here... in the past.
Qin Muchen looked at her, her face turned slightly red, and when she thought of something, her eyes became evil, she put her hands behind her, and her upper body moved forward, very close to her.
"What are you thinking?"
Su Ziyue hurriedly replied: "I didn't think about anything!"