Jiang Zhihan leaned against the wall and watched my actions all the time.
I looked at him and hesitated whether to let him out, but after thinking about it, it seemed that it was too disguised. Even if Jiang Zhihan saw it, it didn't matter.
I walked towards the bookcase. There was a humble drawer in the middle. When I opened it, there was a manual lying inside.
I opened it slowly. The first one is a black-and-white B-ultrasound photo. Here is a paragraph I wrote.
This manual was prepared after I knew I was pregnant with my first baby. I wanted to keep his growth process. When he grew up, I knew he was born because of love, and my mother always loved him very much.
As can be seen from the following paragraph, I was really very happy at that time. The child was really an unexpected surprise. At that time, it was known that Xu Yao was pregnant and Jiang Zhihan also proposed divorce. It was sooner or later for us to separate. But I really love Jiang Zhihan, so I'm very excited to have a love crystallization with him.
But this manual only has a few pages, because the child soon lost because of the cold current of Xu Yao and Jiang.
Now I feel heartache when I see this manual. I couldn't help touching my big belly and said in my heart, "baby, this should actually be your brother, just because my mother was careless and didn't let him see the world!"
Jiang Zhihan stood there and obviously felt Su qinran's mood depressed a lot. Looking at the booklet in her hand, it was probably because of that. Jiang Zhihan was curious. He didn't know what was written in the booklet. He paid a little attention to it.
I put the design manuscripts and manuals into the bag. "All right, let's go!"
"Is there nothing else?"
"There are still some things in the bedroom. I want to get them back!"
Jiang Zhihan nodded and followed me to the bedroom.
In fact, there are no precious things. They are all my gadgets, which are very commemorative. I'm sure I won't come back to this villa in the future. I'd better take all my things away.
Jiang Zhihan looked at me loading things into the box there and suddenly said, "did you fall from here with Xu Yao?"
I followed his fingers to look at the window, probably because I was not there all the time, so the window was closed.
I walked slowly over, opened the window, looked into the distance, lay down on the edge of the window and took a deep breath, and then looked down at the lawn.
"Xu Yao attacked me in the middle of the night at that time. I was startled. When I resisted, I accidentally pushed her down, but she kept holding me tightly, so I fell down with her."
Now when I recall that picture again, I still feel creepy. A woman can be so terrible.
Behind him came Jiang Zhihan's excited voice, "qinran, have you been lying to me before? Have you recovered your memory?"
I was stunned. It turned out that the question just now was set by Jiang Zhihan.
I didn't admit or deny it, so I kept my back to him.
Jiang Zhihan sighed, "don't deny it. If you don't recover your memory, you won't know the existence of this villa at all, and you won't be able to recognize mother Zhang as soon as you enter the door. What's more, you won't know where everything is placed at home, and you won't know the details of the accident between you and Xu Yao."
He paused. "When did you recover your memory?"
I slowly turned around and looked at him. "When I woke up, I remembered everything!"
Jiang Zhihan scratched his hair and looked a little angry. He didn't find it. Su qinran kept it in the dark.
Now, there are clues to everything. Su qinran said those heartless words to him that night because he recovered his memory and remembered the harm he had done to her in the past, so he was unwilling to forgive him.
"Why don't you want to tell me?!" Jiang Zhihan lowered his voice and asked.
Looking at him in such pain, my heart felt bad, "I don't want you to know. It seems that I can deceive myself. If nothing happened in the past, we can cut off all contacts!"
Hearing this, Jiang Zhihan suddenly raised his head and scarlet eyes, "Qin ran, are you still unwilling to forgive me?"
I turned around and didn't want to answer his question. I didn't forgive him. In fact, I didn't know it in my heart.
In fact, I have considered this issue. If Xu Yao is really the girl who saved Jiang Zhihan in those years, Jiang Zhihan and I are just tied together because of the promise of my grandfather. Can I forgive that Jiang Zhihan did this to me in order to protect Xu Yao.
Finally, I didn't come up with an answer, because there is no if in this world. Everything happens for a reason and a result. There is no way to change, so I can only accept it obediently.
Jiang Zhihan walked towards me slowly and hugged me directly from behind. He put his hand gently on my abdomen and asked in a low and calm voice in my ear, "then tell me, how can you forgive me? Tell me, what should I do?"
Hearing this, my nose suddenly became sour, and my tears fell down and fell directly on Jiang Zhihan's hand.
Jiang Zhihan felt that he was burned by tears. He pulled over my shoulder and let me face him.
Watching my tears keep falling, he reached out to help me touch my tears and sighed, "well, don't cry!"
This makes me feel more wronged in my heart, and my tears fall more fiercely.
Jiang Zhihan looked distressed and helpless, so he could only hold me in his arms.
The mood of pregnant women is so changeable. I suddenly feel very wronged. I don't understand why God has made me experience so many changes and why I have suffered so much pain that I shouldn't have suffered.
When I left, mother Zhang looked at me and said, "Miss Su, don't you live here?"
I nodded apologetically, "Mom Zhang, I'm sorry, I shouldn't come back in the future!"
"Did I take care of you well? If there are any deficiencies, I can correct them!"
I quickly shook my hand, "no, I have a big stomach. My parents don't trust me to live out, so I'm going home."
Zhang Ma nodded and rubbed her apron with both hands, looking worried.
I know this job is very important to Zhang's mother, and the situation in her family is not very good, so on the way back, I asked Jiang Zhihan, "will you dismiss Zhang's mother?"
Unexpectedly, Jiang Zhihan shook his head. He knew that my heart was soft, "no, don't worry!"
On the other hand, Jiang Zhihan also believes that Su qinran will return to the villa one day.