Chapter 217

I knew about Xu Yao's suicide in prison when I woke up, but I still wanted to see her and have something to say to her.

When I knew I was going to see Xu Yao in the cemetery, Zhao Li and Xu Guochang disagreed. They felt that there was too much yin and was not very good for the children.

I shook my head. "It doesn't matter. I'll stay for a while and I'll be back soon!"

Finally, I couldn't keep my temper. They agreed. Finally, Jiang Zhihan took me there.

After driving for a long time, I vaguely saw the cemetery.

Jiang Zhihan parked his car at the door and didn't get off immediately. Instead, he turned to look at me, "are you really going? I think uncle and aunt are quite right. I'd better not go!"

I shook my head. "It's all right. My parents are so worried. I wanted to come a long time ago."

Jiang Zhihan looked at me so firmly, nodded and got off with me.

He took a bunch of daisies out of the trunk and led me up layer by layer.

Jiang Zhihan took me seven turns and eight turns to Xu Yao's tomb.

There is still a hierarchy in the cemetery here. Xu Yao's tomb should be the simplest one, with only one tombstone and nothing else.

I took the bunch of daisies from Jiang Zhihan's hand and put the flowers in front of Xu Yao's tomb. When I looked up, I saw the picture of Xu Yao.

In fact, Xu Yao smiles very cute. Looking carefully at her eyebrows and eyes, she is really similar to me. Maybe we really looked alike when we were young.

I turned around and looked at Jiang Zhihan. "Wait for me next to you. I want to talk to her alone!"

Jiang Zhihan nodded, "then be careful, I'll wait for you on the next step!"

I nodded.

After watching Jiang Zhihan go far, I put my eyes back on the picture of Xu Yao and slowly opened my mouth, "look now, I won the last!"

I sighed lightly, "Xu Yao, in fact, you planted your own reasons for this step. I heard them say that you were sentenced to 30 years, but you finally chose to commit suicide in prison. I don't know what was in your mind at that time. Did you repent of what you did?

In fact, I sometimes fantasize that if you didn't exchange our identities, what would we be like now? You may have lived an ordinary life under Zhang Mei's education, or you may have married and had children. And I also grew up in Xu Yao's fertile environment. Jiang Zhihan found me with the keepsake that year, and we lived happily together.

Listen to me, do you think this is much better than our current situation? At least we can avoid many injuries, but life has no if.

In fact, you also have many opportunities to turn back early. If you repent early, the Xu family may not be annoyed by you, go to court directly, and end up like this. But you never repent. Even if sometimes you say you repent, it's to deceive us. In fact, you always think what you do is right.

In fact, I've always been curious. What kind of attitude have you been in the Xu family for so many years? Don't you have any guilt in your heart? Don't you feel a little ashamed if you take everything that doesn't belong to you and ruin another person's life? "

I touched my stomach and took a deep breath. "This is my first time to see you and my last time to see you. I will forget you later. After all, I don't want those unpleasant memories or hatred to stay in my heart. My child will be born soon and I will start a new life.

In fact, you are still very selfish. Choose this way to get rid of it. Suddenly it's all like this. Then be a good man in your next life! "

I just stood in front of Xu Yao's tombstone and recalled what happened between them.

Suddenly there was a noisy voice. I turned around and found that Jiang Zhihan was entangled with a woman. I narrowed my eyes and looked carefully. I found that the man was Zhang Mei.

I turned to look at Xu Yao's smile and said slowly, "then I'll go first! Bye!"

I held my waist and walked slowly towards Jiang Zhihan. Before I came near, I heard their voice.

Zhang Mei cried wrongfully, "why don't you let me pass, and I won't hurt her!"

Jiang Zhihan's voice was also very cold, "I'm not sure. You can go when she comes out!"

Zhang Mei looked up at me and waved to me, "Qin ran!"

Jiang Zhihan heard her call me and quickly turned around. When he saw me, he trotted towards me and held my hand carefully, "it's over?"

I nodded and looked up at Zhang Mei. I found that she has changed a lot during this period. She looks a lot simpler in dress, no longer so flashy, and her hostility is much less. I don't know if Xu Yao died. Will she be sad?

When Zhang Mei saw me looking at her, she rubbed her hands and explained, "I came to see Xu Yao. I didn't expect to meet you here. You were discharged!"

I nodded and saw Zhang Mei again. There was no fluctuation in my heart.

Jiang Zhihan whispered to me, "let's go!"

I nodded, looked at Zhang Mei and followed Jiang Zhihan down the steps slowly.

Seeing that Su qinran was ready to go, Zhang Mei hurried to catch up and shouted anxiously, "qinran, wait a minute!"

I listened to the rapid footsteps behind me and watched Zhang Mei run in front of me. Jiang Zhihan subconsciously protected me in his arms for fear that Zhang Mei would cause me any harm.

Zhang Mei was also a little nervous and waved anxiously, "I won't do anything to hurt qinran!"

I nodded. "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Zhang Mei nodded. "After Xu Yao committed suicide in prison, the administrator gave her things to me. I found a letter in it. It seems to be for you!"

Jiang Zhihan and I looked at each other and saw an accident from each other's eyes. Xu Yao even left me a letter. I was a little curious.

"Where is this letter now?"

"In my house, you can go back with me and take it. I haven't opened it."

After discussing with Jiang Zhihan, I decided to go back with Zhang Mei to get the letter. I really want to know what Xu Yao wanted to say to me before she made the decision to commit suicide.

I sat in the co pilot and Zhang Mei sat in the back seat, directing the car to an alley. Unexpectedly, Zhang Mei and they all moved.

Zhang Mei explained with some embarrassment: "there were too many enemies in that place before. After thinking about it, I sold the house and bought a small house here. Qianqian and I lived well."