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This kiss was different from the one in the Rose Tea House. It was as warm and gentle as the spring sun, but now this kiss carried both the domineering heat of summer and the cold of winter.

She did not love him for his tyrannical conquest, she did not love him for not caring what she thought or did.

This made her feel that she had once again become that laughable woman who was in that laughable marriage five years ago, the woman who foolishly fooled her.

"Shen Canghao!"

She spoke weakly, but he seemed to be unable to control himself as he reached his hand under her coat …

In five years, he had cut off all hopes for him, severed all thoughts of believing in love. However, he was still unable to sever her stubbornness, her self-esteem.

"Enough, Shen Canghao!" She was afraid that the argument would get too heated, but she still couldn't help but shout in a low voice, feeling humiliated.

"Not enough, never enough. Yan Yan, do you know how much I've missed you in these five years? Yan Yan, forgive me. Let's start again, okay?"

He held her even tighter, unwilling to let go no matter what. His woolen sweater was torn apart, and his burning hot hands suddenly jumped into her clothes. When they touched her skin, both of them visibly trembled …

"Shen Canghao, even now, are you still going to use such a forceful method to force me?"

She was disappointed, sad and even angry. She was angry that she believed that he would change. He was still that lawless Shen Canghao, the Shen Canghao who had to get what he wanted no matter what!

"If I keep on waiting and hiding behind someone, will I have to watch helplessly as you follow someone else? Yan Yan, I am selfish, I am overbearing, but that is only because the person standing in front of me is you. I love you, so I want to have you. Is that wrong? "

He didn't know why, but he said he would work hard to win her heart, but now, he was still confused. He didn't know if it was because that kiss ignited the flames that were sleeping in his body, awakening his dormant possessiveness, but he wanted her!

"If you say you love me, why don't you learn to respect me? If you say you love me, why don't you ask me if I want to be loved by you? If you love me, why did you do something I didn't want to do? If you said that you loved me, would you humiliate me so much that I would be as frivolous as any casual woman? "

All his hopes and dreams for her suddenly came to nothing. He let go of her and watched as she turned around to tidy up her clothes, her thin shoulders still trembling slightly. He didn't know whether he should give up despair or give up with a casual smile.

She still resisted him like this. He thought that she accepted his kiss and hug, but he didn't know that this woman's heart was even more ruthless than five years ago.

"I'm sorry."

He spoke in a low voice, but there was a frivolous look in his eyes. "No matter how you beat me and scold me, I will not complain. I will agree unconditionally!"

His casual words made Huaiyan feel even more despair.

Without turning her head, she coldly spat out a single word, "Scram."

His eyes glinted with a cold light, and his smile became even gloomier. He stepped forward and firmly held her shoulders, "The punishment I'm talking about does not include leaving you, not including not loving you, not including letting go!"

"Shen Canghao, are you even a man? You just promised me that you will do whatever I do! "

She turned around, so angry her heart throbbed with pain. Why was this man still so despicable and shameless?

"Since I already have the notoriety of being despicable and shameless in your heart, then no matter what I do, the result will be the same. If I continue to pester you, if I can let you stay by my side, then I'd rather be a despicable and shameless person!"

He fiercely stared at her and felt chills down his spine. If he dug out his heart for this woman, she would think he was just using a trick!

"I don't want to argue with you. Warmth is asleep, and she will cry if she wakes up. Shen Canghao, you should leave first. Let's calm down for a bit."

She sighed, trying her best to hold back the grief and resentment that filled her heart and make her voice calm.

He sat down on the sofa with his eyes filled with stars. He stubbornly stared at her and said softly: "If I really do as you say today, Yan Yan, you have a good conscience, will you still let me come back to the Ji family?"

"You are a warm father, I will not stop you from meeting."

She turned around and grabbed the edge of the window, letting out a deep sigh of relief.

"Okay, then let me ask you, I can see warmth, but can I see you again?" There was a smile on his lips, but his clenched fingers trembled slightly at an angle she could not see.

Her happy face did not say a word, causing the air to instantly freeze and become heavy.

"You're starting to hate me again, aren't you?" He was still smiling, but his smile was filled with sadness.

"Hate it, if you want to hate it."

He turned around, his lips twitching slightly. "It's better to hate me than forget me. It's better to hate me than not being able to see you."

"Shen Canghao, you've gone mad." She grinded her teeth and squeezed out a sentence hoarsely, but her eye sockets suddenly became sore.

"Yes, I'm crazy. If I were crazy, sick, dead, that woman called Xu Huan Yan could look at me and see through my sincerity, then I'd rather die than see that person in front of me right now. I'd rather die than have your heart!"

He suddenly couldn't help but growl in a low voice. The grief in his eyes was dense, but it also revealed an unfathomable depth of despair …