"Do you need my sincerity? I loved you five years ago. I gave you all my heart, but what did you repay me with? Shen Canghao, let it go. When I saw you two in love, when I saw you being so gentle with her, when I saw you embracing her and kissing her, when you were lying on the same bed, my heart had already died. I won't be able to live again! " She suddenly turned around, her eyes brimming with tears as she looked at him.
Yes, she had always known that her stubbornness was only to hide her vulnerability. She had died in his love once, she had almost suffocated to death in their marriage, but she had escaped and never wanted to do it again.
In a great battle of love, either he controlled you or you controlled him. She clearly knew that in front of a man like Shen Canghao, she would always be weak.
"I don't want to let go, not even if I die."
"If I do wrong once, I'll be convicted for life. Joy, don't you think that would be unfair to me?"
"Some mistakes can be forgiven. If it were something other than betrayal, I would not hesitate to forgive you, but to betrayal, this is a bloody wound in my heart, I have only healed it after five years, but that scar is still clearly there, I can't forget it, I can't forget it for the rest of my life. If I am with you, when I see you, I will think of Sulay, I will think of the past betrayals, Sulay is gone, but who can guarantee that there won't be another Sulay in our marriage?" The next Sulay? "
"I promise you, I promise you with my life!" He immediately opened his mouth and impatiently expressed his feelings to her.
She turned around and staggered to the side, once again pulling away from him.
"Even if you can do it in the future, Shen Canghao, what I'm most afraid of is not what will happen in the future. It's because I don't know what will happen in the future, so it's useless to be afraid. What worries me the most is the cruel injuries I have suffered in the past. After five years, every time I think of that day, my heart would still feel like a knife is stabbing into it, and life is worse than death. The reason why I was able to live on was all because I was warm.
She said those words one word at a time in a very calm and relaxed manner. However, it was as if underneath that tranquility, he heard a surging voice.
"What should I do?" He lowered his head and murmured softly.
"Let go, I'm really too tired." Huaiyan sat down. How come her ankle was still hurting so much just a moment ago, but now she couldn't feel that much pain at all?
"I said it's impossible to let go. How many years do I have left? Xu Huayan, you only know that your heart is in pain. You are injured, but am I feeling better? You are not the only one who has suffered a fate worse than death in these five years! "
He couldn't help but become angry. He couldn't stand for her to calmly reject him.
"How could that be? Your five years have been so colorful, unlike me."
She remembered how she and Sulay had been married, how she had felt when she saw the news.
"And you?" Haven't you lived with other men for five years? You have children! " She looked at him blankly. "Are you questioning me?"
He was somewhat regretful, but he forced himself to say, "Yes."
"Why did I live with another man for five years and have children?" Her tears quickly gathered and filled her eyes.
"Yes." He gritted his teeth. When he said that word, he wanted to bite off his tongue.
What qualifications do you have?" Who made it a rule not to remarry after a divorce? Who made the rule that no one was allowed to have children with another person? "Who says that a woman must keep her life and hang herself on a tree?
"How come I didn't notice how open-minded you were before?" He couldn't control himself and ridiculed her. He was insane, so he couldn't control his own mouth. He just wanted to hurt her.
"Scram! Shen Canghao, scram! Scram! Don't ever appear in front of me again! Never! Scram! Scram! Scram!"
She suddenly shouted out uncontrollably, grabbing something out of nowhere and slamming it towards his head.
But he didn't dodge. He just stood there and forcibly endured. He endured her anger and pain. Wasn't he very clear about that? She and Assi were not married, nor did they have physical contact, but he was still madly jealous of her, jealous that he had accompanied her, not him, for the past five years.
"Are you going or not?"
She looked at him who stood there in a sorry state, but the thing she was grabbing on to was once again stiff. She still couldn't harden her heart, and didn't have the heart to hurt this man who brought her life to life.
"I'm not leaving." He only spat out two words before continuing to stand there motionlessly, staring at her with shining eyes. He even smiled at her with a serious expression: "I'm very happy to be able to make you lose your temper."
"Scram …" Huaiyan suddenly closed her eyes. She didn't want to, really didn't want to be moved by him again. Once again, she sunk into depravity. Why didn't she even have the right to choose once?
The cold sensation in her hands was gone, and she threw it at him.
There was a bang, followed by the sound of glass shattering. She opened her eyes subconsciously, but her vision was blurry, so blurry that she could not see the person's face clearly.
Shen Canghao smelled a pungent smell of blood and felt a little dizzy. His tall body also swayed a few times before he managed to stabilize himself.
A viscous sensation slid down from his forehead, blocking his eyes. He tried to open them a few times, but he still could not see clearly. He only felt that his eyes had turned blood-red.
It must be true that she didn't love him at all since she attacked him so viciously, right?