This confession makes Jane Xiaoshan helpless.
After turning another page, I saw that Ou Yang wrote another sentence: don't rush to give the answer. Whether you give it or not, you and I are all family. I will be your lover and give you a home, but don't rush. You can take your time.
Ou Yang still knows Jane Xiaoshan. This kind of understanding is from spirit to habit. This sentence gives her a way out and makes her not so nervous.
Looking around, so familiar with the decoration, looking at the days of Ouyang, the past years poured into our eyes, tears in our eyes.
In the company, outside, Jane Xiaodan never cried.
But this time, when seven elder sister suddenly broke in, Xiaoshan collapsed in front of everyone. She was afraid, from the bottom of her heart, afraid of her tragedy. Everyone knew it.
This is the dignity of Xiaodan. She has been abandoned, abandoned and abandoned. Today, she has a deep sense of inferiority. She is a person who doesn't even want her mother. Because of this inferiority complex, she rebelled against fate. From childhood to adulthood, she worked harder than others, whether studying or working.
Others can fight dad, fight dad, fight husband, she only lives can fight, only rely on their own hands desperately to make themselves strong, strong enough to stand in the lonely world, no one knows that she is abandoned.
Star Group in addition to high cold, fat they, is no one knows Jane's life experience. Especially that thing, which makes it difficult for Xiaodan to talk about, is Xiaodan's biggest secret.
When the fat man rushed in, Jane was in a big mess. She felt goose bumps all over her body. She was afraid that seven elder sister would talk about it in front of everyone.
Tell me, where did he touch you? How to touch it. In the county police station where she didn't know how to ask children about a case, although the police had asked as softly as possible, this sentence was deeply engraved in her life like a knife stabbing her heart and turning it a few times.
We have to take notes, and poor Shan has to tell us what happened at that time again, just like going through it again.
She went to the police station. I heard that a bad uncle touched her.
Simple. Have you been touched by a bad uncle? So many policemen come here.
After the event, there was no such thing as Xiaoshan thought. When the police came to the welfare home to investigate, I don't know which talkative person let it out. This scandal spread all over the small county with the wind.
Ah, ah, a little girl in XX welfare home was threatened by a volunteer!
Ah, my mother, this man is so bad, which little girl is it? How big is it? Where are you feeling!
Ah, ah, ah.
This kind of voice let poor small single more and more silent, more and more feel humble, until she was adopted by seven elder sister.
Although seven elder sister said is inferior to Lulu, that how? No one said anything about her there. She has a family there.
Thinking of this, Jane Xiaodan cries, tears pattering on Ouyang's diary. If the past is hurt to the bone, how can it disappear like smoke?
An hour later, it was late at night. Xiaodan came out of the room, red and swollen eyes, and secretly left Ouyang's home.
Half an hour later, Jane Xiaodan went back to her apartment, opened the door of the apartment, turned her head and looked at Gao Leng's and Xiao Leng's rooms, just opposite the door.
How Xiaodan envies xiaoleng. She is not only envious of her high cold, but also envies xiaoleng's eyes as pure as a child, her kindness from her heart, and her gentlewoman temperament of playing piano and dancing since she was a child.
Unlike her, she has vigilance in her eyes and vicissitudes in her heart. Even the decisive temperament of vice president is to cover up her huge inferiority.
"Be a useful person, and you won't be abandoned." In the corridor, Xiao Dan's voice sounded softly, choking: "I'm a sinner, I killed my father, I'm a sinner."
When the phone rang, Ouyang's anxious voice came: "how did you go back?"
"I'm used to sleeping in my own house, and I'm home safe." Xiaoshan's voice was calm: "thank you, then I'll go to sleep."
She didn't mention the confession, nor did Ouyang. At this moment, she needs time.
She bowed her head and walked into the room gently. As soon as she was about to close the door, she saw Gao Leng open it.
"You..." Jane Xiaoshan quickly turns her back to Gao Leng and plans to close the door immediately so as not to be seen crying.
"You're back. I'm going to the West Fourth Ring manor district to pick you up." Gao Leng pushes Xiaoshan's door open without saying a word. Although the tears on her face are wiped away, her eyes are red and swollen.
"How do you know I'm in the West Fourth Ring manor district?" Xiaoshan was a little surprised.
"It's not easy for me to take you to a big star like Ouyang's house." Gao Leng closes Xiaoshan's door and looks at her deeply. Jane Xiaoshan turns her back to him and wrists her hands tightly.
"What's the matter, who's the other party." High cold cold face, again around to the small single in front of.
"It's my private business. Don't ask." Jane Xiaodan was so nervous that she was sweating all over.
"You should know that I want to check. I can find anything by using the power of the East gang." Gao Leng is obviously completely angry. His voice suppresses something. Seeing that Xiaoshan's face is red and swollen, it is obvious that he has been beaten and swollen, and his anger is even worse.It's Jian Xiaodan who has been fighting together.
"You Did you ask someone to look it up? " Jane turns her head and looks at Gao Leng. She reaches out her hand and grabs Gao Leng's arm. Her cold sweat comes out, and her tears fall down. She uses fear, shame and despair together.
There is nothing more terrible than to be found by someone you like in the past. Especially Jane Xiaodan, she stood in the society by her own efforts, those things have been torturing her like heart disease, relying on her ability to make people not feel that she was abandoned, this is her only wish.
Be a useful person, will not be abandoned, will not be pitied.
What's more, Gao Leng knows that she used to be in the past, which will be fatal to Jane Xiaodan. She, who is already self abased, let Gao Leng know everything after knowing that her adoptive father died in a car accident in order to find the ring
Small single scared face defeat, looking at high cold.
If she begged the fat man at that time, her eyes let him out of the room at a loss, then she looked at Gao Leng's eyes at this time, not only pleading, full of despair.
Jane grabbed her hair, covered her ears and screamed out of control.
"Don't Don't answer me Don't... " She is afraid of Gao Leng's reply. As long as it is "yes, I'm looking for someone to investigate", no matter what step the investigation has reached, even if the investigation is stopped now, there will always be something to be found. As long as you go to the welfare home, if you ask about the threatened thing.
Jane Xiaoshan collapses. She goes back crazily, grabs her hair and screams in despair.
"Xiaodan!" Gao Leng rushes over and grabs her shoulder. Xiaoshan's reaction breaks Gao Leng's heart.
"I don't have an investigation. If you say that I'm not allowed to investigate, I don't have it. I came here to ask for your opinions. If you don't ask me to investigate, I will never investigate." After Gao Leng's voice rang out, Jane Xiaoshan's scream disappeared in a moment.
She opened her eyes, tears rustle down, as if in drowning when caught wood, in the desert to die of thirst when found water.
It's just that feeling.
"Really Really? " Staring at Gao Leng with tears, Gao Leng sees the weakness of Xiao Shan, who has never seen before.
"Really." Gao Leng replied positively.
He is glad that he has always respected Jian Xiaoshan. Although he is so curious about her past and her relationship with Ouyang, he has never used mind reading to peep at her.
Not once.
Hearing these words, Jane's body softened and Gao Leng helped her to sit on the bed. At this moment, she seemed to have armor again.
"Sorry, just now It's just out of character. " Xiaoshan's voice restored her old calm. She scratched her hair to make it smooth.
"Tell me when you need me." Gao Leng stretched out her hand and patted her back gently, but Xiaoshan moved to the side.
She looked down at her fingers.
That's what she does when she's nervous.
Gao Leng quickly put down his hand. He felt that although Xiaodan was sitting next to him, there seemed to be a gap. He couldn't get through.
"Well, I'll say if I need to. I'm going to have a rest." Xiaoshan said softly, she did not look at Gao Leng and explained again: "you don't check."
"I don't know."
"Well."
Back to his room, Gao Leng's heart is tangled, tangled and uncomfortable. Xiaoshan's eyes make Gao Leng suddenly realize that this woman is not what he realized before.
Not so strong.
Gao Leng knows that Xiaoshan came from the welfare home. When he and she passed by the welfare home, Gao Leng saw her vulnerability, but after that, she was strong and straight.
But today's Xiaodan, a completely collapsed Xiaodan, makes Gao Leng realize that she seems to be living with a bomb that may explode at any time, I don't know when.
I was careful, I was startled step by step.
Gao Leng didn't sleep all night. He tossed and turned. He wanted Xiaoshan very much, but he didn't know how to help her. He used to be able to walk on her back. Now he patted her on the back and she hid.
There was a gap between them. Gao Leng didn't know what the gap was, and there was no way to get over it.
He really wants to use mind reading. How convenient it is. He can use it to know who is coming and what difficulties Xiaodan has. He can read it to know how to cross the gap.
But Gao Leng didn't and won't. After seeing the collapse of Xiaoshan, Gao Leng won't even do it. What he has is just to be glad that he didn't use mind reading before.
In the morning, Jane Xiaodan goes to work as usual. She sits on the co driver of the high cold car. Except her eyes are a little swollen, it seems that nothing happened yesterday. She answers the phone and smiles appropriately.
After a busy morning, Gao Leng was having a cup of tea in the office to have a rest when someone knocked on the door."Come in, please."
It's Jane Xiaodan who comes in. She takes a look at Gao Leng and closes the door of the office.
"What's the matter?" Gao Leng immediately stood up, and Jane Xiaoshan's look was not right.
"I..." Jane Xiaoshan looked down at her hand, nervous: "I One thing... "
In her arms, she held Ouyang's diary.
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