Chapter 1359

"Can I have a guild in your office?" Although Jian Xiaoshan seems to be the same as usual, she can't stop the light sadness.

"Well, whatever." Gao Leng didn't ask much. He nodded and stopped looking at her. He knew that the more he looked at her, the more he sympathized with her and the more sad she was.

Jane Xiaodan sits on the sofa and puts the materials in her hand aside, while the diary is placed close to her. Yesterday, she took away Ouyang's diary and thought about the past all night. The diary was full of her tears. There was her biggest secret on it. She was like an animal. She wanted to take the most important things away so as not to be discovered.

Gao Leng secretly looks at her and makes herself work like she is not.

This just right distance makes Jane Xiaodan feel at ease. She is relieved and simply lies on the sofa. Looking at the sky outside the window of the imperial capital, it's foggy today.

In this morning's work, Jane Xiaoshan is a soy sauce maker. She can't calm down at all. She is always worried and thinking. Every time she comes to gaoleng office to discuss things, she is always quiet. Somehow, she walks towards his office.

"OK, we'll have a video conference in five minutes." Gao Leng is completely at work. It seems that Jian Xiaodan doesn't exist. He even started a video conference.

It's a good feeling. For Jane, it's the best.

Without Gao Leng's sympathetic eyes, pitying eyes, or even consolation, it was as if nothing had happened yesterday, as if those bad past had not happened.

Jane Xiaoshan breathes a long sigh of relief in her heart. The corners of her mouth rise slightly. She picks up the information and starts to work. Listening to Gao Leng's voice of meeting makes her feel at ease.

Xiaoshan has been secretly in love with Gao Leng for half a year.

It is said that love is wonderful, can make a woman beautiful, such as the warm sun in winter, warm life, Jane Xiaodan did not get mutual love, what she got was a secret love that only she knew.

Standing quietly behind Gao Leng, watching him dote on Xiao Leng.

Standing by Gao Leng's side quietly, watching him flirt with others.

Standing quietly in front of Gao Leng, working overtime all night can make his trivia less and less, and let him go home early to accompany his beloved.

Is it bitter?

Full of love blocked in the chest, looking at the person you like but suddenly choked, Jane Xiaoshan lowered his head, feel that he can only look at him from afar forever.

Further, it's impossible.

Bitter, secretly love bitter, so bitter.

That night, when she came home from the founding of starlight group, Xiao Leng celebrated for him and jumped on him happily. Jian Xiaoshan stood quietly behind him, happy, really happy. From paparazzi all the way to the founding of the group, every part of the country had her participation, her tears and blood donation. Watching Xiao Leng jump into Gao Leng's arms and then stand on tiptoe to celebrate in a woman's most gentle way.

Xiaoshan imagines that he is xiaoleng in his mind. He also stands on tiptoe and feels happier.

"Sister Shan, let's celebrate together!" She took her hand with a sneer.

"No, I'm tired. I'll go to bed first." Xiaoshan lightly smiles and turns back to the room. How to celebrate? It's a romantic evening for their couple.

Jane looks at him and her back, so tender.

Celebrate? I don't know who I am.

Thinking of this, Jane Xiaoshan's face darkened. She nervously picked up Ouyang's diary and put it in her arms for fear that others might see it.

It's impossible for me and him. Xiaoshan gave a wry smile. Originally, secret love is a thing that makes people feel inferior and ashamed to be unworthy of each other. Xiaoshan's inferiority is ten thousand times that of ordinary people. The scars of her childhood are deeply engraved in her life.

Jane Xiaodan has always been the most envious of xiaoleng. She envies everything about her and likes xiaoleng the most.

Are you jealous of Xiao Leng?

Xiaodan has never been jealous of her. He always feels that he is not qualified to be jealous.

"Hey, Xiao Leng, it's like this. OK, it's up to you." Gao Leng picks up the phone. After listening to her voice, she knows that she is right for Xiao Leng. As soon as she answers her phone, Gao Leng instinctively raises the corner of her mouth, and her eyes are full of doting.

Jane looks at the past with low self-esteem and admiration. Her hand holds the diary more tightly, and her heart is filled with fear. The fear of the past makes her more aware that she and Gao Leng can't go further.

At that moment, Jane Xiaoshan's heart experienced a bloody collapse, but she quietly, did not let anyone know.

Jane Xiaodan turns to Ouyang's new diary, looks at the page of his confession again, and secretly looks at Gao Leng.

Gao Leng's eyes, nose and eyebrows were caressed on his face like two hands.

Xiaoshan sighed deeply in his heart and picked up the pen.

Brush brush to ring, a painting, small single field seriously, tears one by one down.

Sobbing, Jane Xiaoshan can't help crying. She covers her face and her hair is scattered.Gao Leng looks over. Just as he is about to stand up, Xiaoshan reaches out a hand and makes a gesture to resist.

"Don't come here. Stay away." Jane Xiaoshan trembles, covers her face with one hand, and blocks her tears in the direction of Gao Leng. She can't control her tears any more.

There are only three words in the diary.

I'm sorry.

Jane Xiaoshan knows the harm of these three words to Ouyang, and she also knows that Gao Leng is not the kind of man and woman love to herself. Furthermore, she is not qualified.

What can we do?

Jane Xiaoshan lay on the sofa and began to cry.

What to do? no way out.

I'm not qualified to go further, but I'm reluctant to take a step back.

"You don't want to come here. You just have to work there. When I'm away, I'm just not lucky. I'm not lucky..." Xiaoshan sobbed and pressed the two diaries tightly under his body for fear that someone would rob him.

It's too much pressure to be seen.

Further unqualified, step back reluctant, Xiaoshan hate himself, hate why his life is not good, hate why he should get on the uncle's car.

Ding Ding, Ou Yang's call came, and Xiaodan answered: "Ou Yang, um, I'm in the company, have dinner together? OK, I just put the diary Here you are Xiaoshan looked at the diary in his arms.

Gao Leng raised his head when he heard Ou Yang's name. He frowned and looked at the book she was holding in her arms. It must be a diary. He frowned even more.

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