"I'll go out for a minute." Jane Xiaodan stood up and pointed to the information: "put these here. I'll come back later. By the way, can I have them in the office at noon?"

"Aren't you and Ouyang going to have dinner?" Gao Leng asked.

"No, I'll go for a while. I'll buy something to eat here later. You can join me." Jane Xiaoshan said, put the diary in the bag and got up to leave. She just put on sunglasses to cover her red eyes when she went out.

Ouyang is still waiting for her in his friend's boutique restaurant. In the old room, when a small single door comes in, Ouyang stands up with a smile.

"It's all ordered. It's all your favorite dishes when you were a child." There was a hot dish on the table. Ouyang pointed to one of the dishes: "there is no such dish here. Last time I came here, I said you like it. My friend made it for me."

He pointed to a dish of wild vegetables that Xiaodan liked to eat most when he was a child. As far as they were concerned, it was really rare for them to eat them in the imperial capital.

"Well." Xiaodan sits opposite Ouyang without taking off his sunglasses.

"How did you leave that night? Are you not used to sleeping Ou Yang put the chopsticks next to Xiaoshan: "you loved this bed when you were a child. I worked hard to get it from my hometown to the imperial capital. Is the room as like as two peas? "

"Well." Xiaoshan nodded gently and put his hand into the bag to hold the diary.

"When you were a child, you liked to come to my house on weekends. As soon as you came, you wanted to sleep in my bed. Every time, you made me sleep on the sofa. All these years have passed." Ou Yang counted with his fingers: "we know each other very well Sixteen years, seventeen years, well, seventeen years. "

"Well." Xiaodan's hand in the bag repeatedly touched the diary, which wrote sorry three words, rejected Ouyang.

She looks at Ou Yang, who is smiling at this time. This man is a top actor in China. He has too much applause and fans, but he doesn't dislike Jian Xiaodan at all. He even thinks it's a very lucky thing that he can get to know Xiaodan in his life and since he was a child.

"By the way, my mother asked me to give it to you." Ou Yang took out a small box from his pocket and opened it with a jade bracelet: "this thing has been brought by my mother for many years. She said that last time you looked at her jade bracelet and thought that you must like it. Take it."

Ouyang's parents often go to the welfare home to pick her up for the weekend, so that she can experience the warmth of her family.

With that, Ou Yang put the box in her hand and looked at Jane Xiaodan's present appearance. She couldn't help but smile from her heart: "you were very lovely when you were a child, and you are very beautiful now. Since I was a child, I thought you were the second beauty. It wasn't amazing at first sight, but after a long time, you look better and better."

Xiaodan didn't speak all the time. She put one hand in her bag and gently took out the diary. Ouyang saw it and his face became a little nervous.

"You You've brought your diary with you. Have you got the answer so soon? " Ou Yang, who always speaks fluently in front of the camera, stammered a little. He even breathed a deep breath nervously. He didn't know where to put his hand.

"I didn't expect to be so nervous. I've never been so nervous in front of girls." Ou Yang's face turned a little red. He took a drink from his glass and wanted to see Xiaoshan's expression. But Xiaoshan was wearing sunglasses and he couldn't see her eyes.

"I'll show you this." Ouyang takes out his wallet from his pocket, turns it over, and takes out a picture from it. Under a big osmanthus tree, Xiaodan and xiaoouyang sit side by side, a book on Xiaodan's leg, and they look at it together with a bright smile.

"Three more." Ou Yang took out four small photos, brand-new: "I'll find someone to renovate and shrink the photos and put them in my wallet. Look at this one. This is the first time you've gone to the playground with me. We'll eat ice cream together."

"This one, my mother and you."

"This is a picture of the whole family. My father was very thin at that time. It's not like now. You see, the baby on your face was very fat and cute at that time."

The past, with Ouyang's narration and photos, unfolds clearly in front of us.

Xiaodan didn't speak all the time. She held a diary in her hand and her palms were sweating. She took off her sunglasses and her eyes were red. Tears were in her eyes. She didn't seem to dare to look at Ouyang and lowered her head.

Vaguely, Ouyang thinks something is wrong.

When he saw the expression of Xiaoshan, he immediately understood it. He laughed awkwardly and said: "you don't need to give the answer now. You can think about it again. By the way, I'll go to communicate with them over there. Don't worry, I won't come to you again. I've also inquired about your father's graveyard. At that time..."

"Ouyang." Xiaodan took a deep breath, raised his eyes and looked at him. With a pair of eyes, Xiaodan's tears came down: "thank you very much. From childhood to now, what you have done for me, really, I..."

Xiaoshan gently put the diary on the table, touched it with his hand, and was reluctant to part with it.

"You know, I'm very happy after meeting you again. Every time I can't survive these years, I'll think about you, your family, your parents. Besides my own mother, I've felt the warmth of my family in your family. Although I've been adopted by them for a while, I really don't have the warmth of my family, only you give it to me."Xiaodan's hand opened Ouyang's diary when she was a child. The paper inside was wrinkled by her tears: "sorry, I made the diary like this."

"It's OK. We can write new ones together in the future." Ou Yang reaches out to hold Xiaodan's hand, but Xiaodan immediately puts his hand on his leg.

Ouyang's face changed.

"We've known each other for 17 years, Xiaodan. I know you very well. What's the matter with you? If you feel pressure, you can do it slowly Ouyang said.

"Well, we've known each other since we were young. We haven't seen each other for a long time, but you know what I looked like at first, and Those things. "

"Xiaodan, I don't care about those things at all. Do you remember when we were children..."

Ouyang stops suddenly when he talks about it. He finds that jianxiaodan puts on sunglasses again, and his expression becomes very strange.

"Yesterday I stayed in that house for more than an hour, I cried for more than an hour, Ouyang, I'm so sad, I can't stay there, everything around me reminds me of the past."

Thinking of the past, it makes Xiaodan unable to breathe.

For a moment, Ouyang didn't know what to say.

In the past, it was a wonderful thing for Ouyang that he and Xiaoshan had known each other since childhood. He never thought how much jianxiaoshan hated her past.

"Over the years, I've worked so hard to make myself look like a normal person, not abandoned. I haven't experienced those dirty things. Your diary is so detailed, bit by bit. The past seems to happen again in my life. Every time I look at it, I feel painful."

Xiaoshan's tears flow slowly behind the sunglasses. Instead of looking at the direction of the diary, she looks out.

Ouyang's diary made her sink into the sea of the past, unable to breathe. Seeing him was like seeing her own past, seeing what she had experienced in that bad uncle's car.

In the past, it was what Jane Xiaodan wanted to throw away most.

Ouyang is a little confused.

He quickly took the diary on the desk and put it on his side. He was a little flustered and said, "it doesn't matter. We lost the diary. If you don't like to recall the past, we won't recall it. Sorry, I, I, I won't talk about the past in the future."

Xiaodan's eyes fell on the dishes on the table, and she said with a bitter smile: "you know, after so many years, I have never ordered this wild dish. Once, the wine bureau had this dish, and I didn't eat a bite that night. Seeing this dish, I thought of the past, which made me gasp. I don't eat the dishes I used to like, let alone eat them. I feel uncomfortable when I see them. "

……

Ou Yang was even more confused. He looked at the dishes on the table. He made all the small orders he liked to eat when he was a child.

"Fu, Fu, waiter, take this dish away." Ouyang shouts to the waiter, who comes to remove the dishes.

"But when I see you now, I think of the past." Xiaoshan closes his eyes.

……

Ouyang has no idea what to say.

He thought that his advantage was that he knew everything about Xiaodan, but he didn't expect that it became his biggest disadvantage.

"You know, before the seventh sister came, my happiest time was when you took me to the welfare home to find the relationship of the obscene case files at the bottom, so that people could not find it. In those days, I was very happy, as if I had hidden the past. In fact, I didn't remember the past so carefully. Over the years, I deliberately didn't think about it and slowly forgot it, In fact, it's ok... "

Xiaoshan smiles helplessly.

"But the appearance of the diary reminds me of everything. Really, I remember everything so clearly, especially the man in the car that day..." At this point, Jane turned her head to one side and stopped looking at Ouyang.

Ouyang doesn't know what to say.

In front of Jian Xiaoshan, he will think of the past, think of the past will be painful, not to mention love, even friendship is enough.

"I'll go first. I have to be quiet." Jane Xiaoshan stands up after saying that. She is trembling. Ouyang is very important to her. She has no heterosexual friends in her life. Ouyang is the most precious heterosexual friend.

But what can we do? Jane Xiaodan is just unlucky. She has such a friend, but it turns out that when she sees Ouyang, she thinks of those painful years, and she is going to collapse.

"Small order." Ou Yang reaches out his hand and holds Jane Xiaoshan.

"Thank you for all you've done, seventh sister. Thank you. Don't worry about it. I'll deal with it. I'm sorry, I messed up. I'll find you when I'm in a stable mood. I cherish the friendship between you and me, but now I really I'm in a bit of a mood I can't see you now. I can't stand it. " While speaking, Xiaoshan takes a look at Ouyang, and his eyes flow down. Ouyang releases his hand.

"Besides, I can't have love with you. I have people in my heart that I like. That's it." With that, Xiaoshan left without looking back.Step in a hurry, far away from the past, the farther away the better.

If there is no such thing as the past, it would be better. But if it happened, it would happen. I can't turn it around.

Then it's better to live in a place where no one knows her past.

In starlight group, the best, fat and old Diao only know that she came from the orphanage. They don't know anything else, especially Gao Leng. They don't know what she suffered or what she experienced.

So simple is simple, those things no one mentioned, it seems never happened, so the best.

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