"Where do you think you are? We just sleep in the same bed and talk about strangers. We won't do anything. " Gao Leng sees that Jane's single face is scared and shy. He can't help but want to laugh. He simply continues to tease her.
"Talking about strangers? Let's talk about life Sure enough, Jane Xiaoshan, who is sensitive by nature, recognized that the hint in Gao's cold words was too obvious for her, and her voice split
Gao Leng chokes his smile.
At this time, Jian Xiaoshan is shy and ready to fight. It is more interesting than other girls who are just shy. Interestingly, this adjective first appeared in Jane's single life.
She has always been boring.
No matter what the case is, she is the one who works hard the most. She is a forward general on a high horse. How can a general be interesting on the battlefield? In her life, besides her work, she enriches herself and makes constant efforts to become a useful person. Her talent is not as good as Su Su's, and she has to work hard to make up for it. How can such a woman be interesting?
But at this time, Jane's single round eyes, split fork tone, a shy and yearning, but decent and resistant expression.
Interesting, interesting, interesting.
"Yes, let's talk about life, talk about other things later." Gao Leng said.
"I'll talk about it later! You You Don't think I can't understand you Jane Xiaoshan's voice split again. She stretched out her hand and rowed heavily in the middle of the bed. With the representative voice of Chinese class, she said sternly: "don't cross the boundary!"
It's very similar to a primary school student's drawing three or eight lines.
Cute, cute, so cute.
"Don't come here!" Jane Xiaoshan is very serious. She feels like she's about to cry: "I haven't thought about it yet."
Gao Leng lay down and just laughed: "make the gauze curtain well, or you will get into the mosquito." This bed is an old-fashioned bed, surrounded by three sides, one side outside, and the gauze tent is also the old-fashioned gauze tent, which is made of cotton.
Jane Xiaodan sat up and drove out all the mosquitoes. Then she put the gauze curtain in place and looked at the photos hanging outside. She asked, "when will you go to worship your parents?"
"Early in the morning." Gao Leng closed his eyes and smelled deeply: "do you smell bamboo?"
Xiaodan took a serious breath: "the taste is green and astringent. Is this the taste of bamboo?"
"Yes, our family cooks bamboo knots in winter, so we save a lot of bamboo knots in summer. In the past, we used to go up the mountain to chop bamboo, but now there are small factories nearby that don't want bamboo knots. Fifty yuan for a car is enough for other families to buy two cars for one winter. But our family is poor, so we go up the mountain to chop bamboo by ourselves. Now the smell you smell is the smell of bamboo knots. I saw that there are still so many bamboo knots. I cut them. "
"You cut it?" Jane Xiaoshan was interested. She sat up and looked in the direction of the kitchen, but she couldn't see it at all. So she said, "I'll go and have a look."
"It's just a slub. What's good to see?"
"The bamboo you cut." Jane Xiaoshan jumped out of bed with a smile and ran to the kitchen to turn on the light. Under the dim light, she was facing many dried bamboo knots in the corner of the stove.
Jane Xiaoshan reaches out her hand and touches it, then returns to the bed with a smile.
"I'd rather eat without meat than live without bamboo. It's nice to have so much bamboo at home." Xiaodan lay down and said.
"Those are the words of literati. At that time, our family would rather have meat than bamboo. But recently, I want to change my house and buy a bigger villa. I want to grow bamboo in it. I want to grow Nanzhu in our place. What's the name of bamboo? It's like a dwarf in bamboo. "
Hahaha, the dwarf in the bamboo, Jane Xiaoshan burst out laughing.
"The bamboo forest here is really beautiful. Can there be snakes?" Xiaoshan asked.
"Yes, it's very poisonous here. I remember eating barefoot in the yard when I was a child, and then I saw it hanging on the bamboo. By the way, another winter I went to chop bamboo shoots and dug out a snake hole. The headmaster I played with at that time, that fool I'm scared out of my shoes. "
"Headmaster?"
"Oh, that guy has been demoted five times and will always be in the fourth grade, so we call him the headmaster. Hehe, I want to go to his home tomorrow to see what's going on now."
Small red brick house came the laughter, most of the time is Jane small single asked, Gao Leng said. Childhood is always beautiful. Gao Leng looks at Jian Xiaoshan laughing happily and feels very relaxed. After Xiaoshan knows his biggest secret, it seems that this secret can not be called a secret, but a treasure. She was very happy with every embarrassing thing he said. She could understand every moment he said that he was blinded.
Even, she pointed to her photo and said: you used to look pretty.
Junlang? Mingming and Junlang don't go together.
This kind of comfortable feeling is the most comfortable feeling after Gao Leng's rebirth. In the past, even if he succeeded, he always felt that he was wearing other people's skin and flesh, and always felt that he couldn't touch the ground. But now, all of a sudden, he landed.As Xiaodan said, option a has passed. Now we should do a good job in option B.
As Xiaodan said, it's good that you used the high cold leather bag, but you jumped out of his cage and lived a different life from him.
As Xiaoshan said
"If you think so about your parents, or we'll visit them now." Talking to one o'clock in the morning, Xiaodan sat up.
"Are you not afraid to go to the cemetery at night?"
"Your parents are there. What are you afraid of? They will protect you. " Xiaoshan said with a smile.
Gao Leng was very moved. In fact, when he slept in this room, there were photos. The room was small and humid. Although it was clean, with dogs and no mice, some flying insects could be seen everywhere. He thought that Jian Xiaodan would be afraid, at least the photos. But I didn't expect that she was not afraid at all. Instead, she felt that the photo would protect her, and she was not afraid to go to the cemetery in the middle of the night, because her parents were there and would protect her.
I don't think my husband's family is poor.
"I'm afraid of snakes and mosquitoes at night. Forget it." Gao Leng stretched out his hand to pull down the small single sitting up. After a moment of silence, he seriously asked: "after knowing me, or secretly loving me, are you bitter?"
Secret love, is the most bitter thing, Jane Xiaoshan more than once in Gao Leng and mu xiaoleng behind dejected, also more than once inferiority to turn away secretly.
"Well, bitter." Jane nodded and shook her head again: "but I'm also very happy, because I have hope and desire to work with you every day, and you have given me so many opportunities and challenges. I think I'm very lucky to know you."
The voice of Xiaoshan flows slowly in the room.
"And you? What do you think of me? " Xiaoshan's eyes are shining in the dark. When a woman loves a man, her eyes are really different, but she doesn't look at the man affectionately when she loves a man like other women. On the contrary, she turns her back and only leaves her affectionate eyes shining in the place where she can't see.
In the dark years of her five-year-old childhood, in the black car of Santana, the man put his hand into her skirt, and she pressed the skirt to death, but there was no way.
She didn't know what her uncle was doing. She just felt that she was being touched. He showed his big yellow teeth and laughed.
Later, adults told her that she was indecent. What does indecency mean? In a word, this girl is dirty.
She didn't understand. She only knew that it must be wrong to be touched. She instinctively went to the police. After calling the police, the police uncle was really nervous. He took her to the hospital to check. He heard that a film was intact. This kind of child indecency was not a big deal. There was no physical damage and no evidence. So it was over.
But in the days after that, in the orphanage where she wanted to be far away but couldn't be far away, people's sympathy and people's advice made her escape from the pain in her childhood.
When she was abandoned for the second time, poor Jane lost her courage for her children, but the courage of adults had not yet come.
Without the self-confidence and courage in my heart, life is only hard to carry.
Carry it alone.
No one understood her pain and despair in those days, which became inferiority and buried in her bones.
Therefore, she is afraid that others will see her affection, because she is afraid that no one will cherish her affection, and even more because she is afraid that someone will cherish her affection, but she is not worthy of it.
She turned her back to Gao Leng and asked in a relaxed manner in an indifferent tone, "what about you, what do you think of me?"
"Although I said I didn't have the feeling for you, but..." Gao Leng closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He smiles with the fragrance of bamboo, with the secret narration, and with his childhood, he can speak freely around Xiaodan.
Gao Leng reaches out his hand and embraces Jian Xiaoshan in his arms.
"But you are the person I trust most. I can't think of anyone else to bring here except you. No one can give me such a comfortable feeling except you. It's like It's like It's like we're family. " Gao Leng wants to look into Jane's eyes.
But Jian Xiaoshan dropped her eyes and didn't look at each other.
"I want you." Gao Leng stretched out her hand and plucked her hair, and said definitely, "I'll take you tonight."
Jane raised her eyes and looked at him. She didn't react.
"If you stay with me, you may think I'm selfish or overbearing, but I know you won't think so about me. Anyway, I want you tonight." Gao Leng kisses her.
I don't know whether it's the aroma of bamboo or something, but the body's reaction is extremely strong.
These days are not full moon, Gao Leng can control himself, he is not out of vent, but just want, from the heart to the body.
"There will be some pain, and the time will be a little long. Bear it." Gao Leng said.
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