"Wait a minute." Jane Xiaodan once again blocked, this time what her expression showed.
"It's all in the same bed. Do you want me to wait?" Gao sneered: "you should know my temper. I'm not a gentleman in bed."
This is true,
Jane Xiaoshan bit her lip, blinked her eyes for a while, and then asked softly, "if so, will we be together?"
"Of course, you are my woman."
"Otherwise, it's not your woman if it doesn't have a relationship?"
"This..."
It's about sex and love. Too many girls and boys will face this problem, especially when men try to get a woman, there will always be women asking similar questions.
Why do you touch me? Don't you love me if I don't give it to you? Do you love my people or my body
Gao Leng, the old driver, thought: "of course not. I don't just want your body. I want to give you happiness, but my woman will definitely give it to me..."
"But I think true love is the exchange of soul, not the blending of body and body."
Gao Leng doesn't understand why Jian Xiaoshan said this at this point. It's not romantic at all and it's not cute at all. If Mu xiaoleng is shy at this time, if Yu Zhi is flirting, if Lin Zhi is separated, how can there be so much nonsense.
But Jian Xiaoshan was short of writing a paper on bed and love.
"I think sexual intercourse is a complete wife. Putting sex aside is friendship." Gao Leng is patient and tells her opinion to Jian Xiaoshan.
Because there was too much fear and uneasiness in her eyes, it seemed that there was something else hidden. That kind of eyes had never seen before, which made Gao Leng dare not be as tough as other women.
He has always maintained a kind of psychological protection for Jane Xiaodan. This protection is based on the premise of respect. She is too independent. If she is not respected, I'm afraid it will make her uneasy.
After listening to this sentence, Jane Xiaodan seems to think deeply.
High cold pressure on her body, see her eyes Dodge, in the heart seems to be thinking about something, seems to have something to hide from him, this kind of what things to hide eyes make him want to use mind reading.
"Don't use mind reading. Give me a minute." Sensitive Jane felt the curiosity in Gao's cold eyes. She closed her eyes and beat her head to one side. Her panic was hidden in her closed eyes.
For Jane Xiaoshan, the two sides of love should be transparent, just like Gao Leng is so transparent to her, so big secrets have been told. So, it has been said that she has been secretly in love with him for two years, and deeply loves himself. Should we also say something that has been in my heart for so many years?
It's a very important indecent affair for women. If they are really together, their partner should know about it.
That's what men care about most, isn't it?
Jane's lips trembled slightly, and her eyebrows were full of shyness, the kind of shyness that was very afraid of losing.
Do you want to tell him? Tell him, what would he think?
According to his character, he certainly won't care, but even if he doesn't care, he will sympathize with me more, right?
If you tell him, what do you say?
Why can't I be as clear and honest as Xiao Leng, and always be frank and straightforward, even facing him and being with me is so simple, no matter what circumstances, I will face him, love him and believe him.
At this time, Jane Xiaodan finally understood that she could never be mu xiaoleng. Even after she was with Gao Leng, she would never be as transparent, clean and confident as Xiao Leng.
Jane Xiaodan's mind seems to have experienced a storm in this minute.
Finally, she opened her eyes, moved her lips, and said nothing.
Let's not say it. What if he can't accept it? If he accepts it, he has a knot in his heart. If If it destroys the atmosphere instead, there will be no such opportunity in the future?
Such an opportunity to give himself to him.
"What do you want to say?" Gao Leng saw that the eyelashes on Jian Xiaoshan's closed eyes were shaking violently, and the two lines of hot tears suddenly slipped down and asked.
The voice is gentle.
If I can't tell him, I can't believe him. If I can't, I can't tell him. The secret is rotten in my heart. In this way, I'm just Jane Xiaodan who grew up in an orphanage, not Jane Xiaodan who was abandoned and molested twice.
Jane opens her eyes and looks directly at Gao Leng.
Heart in cry:
hide from him, get him, Jane Xiaoshan, you don't hesitate, you forget, in the orphanage to someone to adopt yourself when how? To pretend to be clever, to hide the hearts of those abandoned indignation, to smile, to camouflage, to squeeze in front of all the children.
Only in this way can we be adopted and be loved.Do you forget that because you were five years old when you were abandoned, few people would like to adopt a five-year-old child who has memory of his own parents. They all like young children who have no memory. Therefore, in order to get the chance of adoption, they have to learn to disguise and disguise more deeply than others.
Smile, smile more brightly and flatteringly than others.
If we can't make it clear, there will be no second abandonment. After the adoptive parents found out that they had been molested, that feeling can never be forgotten.
I can't believe you like Xiao Leng.
Looking at Gao Leng, Jian Xiaoshan's heart beat violently.
Now is the best chance to be his woman. This opportunity is just around the corner and can't be missed.
"What I want to say is that I recognized a younger brother in the orphanage, and now he is in College I'll introduce him to you another day. "
Jane Xiaoshan makes a decision, her voice is calm and steady, she even brings up a smile to cover up her inner uneasiness.
"I I'm just so happy. " She said, reaching out to wipe her tears.
Gao Leng gently kisses off her tears, then kisses her lips. Obviously, this time the kiss was more intense than the last time, because Xiaodan responded warmly.
When she took off her clothes, she didn't tremble. Instead, she drifted away with her cold hands and didn't resist.
When she made her decision, there would be no shyness and obstruction like those little women.
"There will be some pain, and the time will be longer. You are the first time. I will try my best to shorten the time. Bear it." Gao Leng gently touched her hair and whispered in her ear, "have a good rest tomorrow, stay here for a day, or you will not be able to bear it."
Gao Leng holds her and kisses her.
"I'm your man, right? I have relatives, too, don't I? " With a burst of tearing pain, Jian Xiaoshan's happy tears fall on the pillow, rub against Gao Leng's chest, and smile and cry with Gao Leng's ups and downs: "I have a home, right? I, Jane Xiaoshan, have a family like everyone else, right
"Well, you have a home."
For Xiaoshan, it gives convenience to the person who is the other party. The person who is the other party is the one who will be together for a lifetime. They are family members and relatives. She was so eager to have family, so eager.
"This is my home. I can't be kicked out again, can I?" Jane Xiaodan hugs Gao Leng tightly. It seems that she wants to let her body fully integrate into her body. Gao Leng hugs her tightly. Enough hugs give her a sense of security.
Xiaodan doesn't like physical contact with people all the time. Apart from shaking hands and patting shoulders, she only has a few people who are very familiar with her. She doesn't show obvious resistance. On weekdays, when she goes to win awards on behalf of starlight group, the host will politely refuse to give her a hug. Many people think that Xiaodan just doesn't like hugging, and some wonder if she is a cleanliness addict.
Only she knew how much she wanted someone to hold her, just like in her childhood. Every time she saw a mother holding her child, she would lie on the window and look at it. Then she imagined that she was being held, and finally she shed tears.
But she was afraid, afraid that this kind of embrace would not always belong to her. If she didn't get it, she would not be disappointed. Gradually, she began to reject it, and began to keep a distance from everyone, but her distance was hidden, her face was still smiling, and her behavior was still decent.
"Yes."
"No matter what happens, no matter what you know, you won't abandon me, will you?"
Jane Xiaodan is sure again.
"Yes."
Jane's tears, accompanied by her first time, have never stopped.
When a touch of red appeared on the sheet, the sheet looked at it for a long time, secretly relieved.
It seems that it didn't break Great In this way, he will never know. Jane Xiaodan looks at Gao Leng quietly.
What's going on? Gao Leng looks at the red in disbelief.
"You How What's the matter? " Jane Xiaoshan saw Gao Leng's face was wrong. She was nervous because she was afraid that he might find something, so she asked carefully.
"Ah, no What Gao Leng lay aside and hugged her.
How can it be done in five minutes?! Gao Leng was so shocked.
In fact, only five minutes, maybe less than five minutes, it's over, and it's not too long before we give up.
Fortunately, Jane Xiaoshan thinks Gao Leng loves her, so finish it quickly, or it will be a shame.
Later, Jane Xiaoshan muttered something. Gao Leng didn't listen to it at all, but he just answered it.
Again, another three minutes
"Why did you..." Jane small single red face, although the time is short, but after all, is the first time, or very painful, but she is still happy to cooperate.
Looking at Gao Leng's hard to control her appearance, Jane Xiaoshan really feels happy.
This kind of high energy makes Gao Leng greedy. Although it has changed from a few seconds of high energy enjoyment to a few minutes of high energy enjoyment, it is already a gift of comfort for men, butIt's just a few minutes to give up
The sound of the red brick house, the happiness of Xiaoshan, the shock of Gao Leng and the failure of Qi but not give up From time to time, the old dog looked inside, and it seemed to understand this kind of thing, so he lay still.
Gao Leng limps to bed and looks at the time
Jane Xiaodan noticed something. Her eyes flickered in the dark, strange.
Damn it! This is really unexpected! Gao Leng scolded in his heart.
Until it was light.
Gao Leng is paralyzed on the bed like a dead pig. Jane sits on one side easily with a single face. She even has the strength to clean up. While sweeping, she murmurs: "no wonder you say you have to have a rest the next day. Well, you really need to have a good rest now. Do you want me to go to the village and buy you some mutton?"
Gao Leng raised his eyelids wearily. He wanted to refute, but he couldn't.
"No wonder Xiao Leng said that he would seek medical advice for you everywhere. I don't want you to be young and not too stressed. I heard that practice makes perfect..." Xiaoshan muttered again.
Gao Leng pulled his throat, speechless.
Cool is very cool, high cold has never been so cool
But why In such a short time So many times The next day Gao Leng was lying on the bed and couldn't get up, while Jane Xiaoshan got out of bed and hopped around.
This is not the same as before!
I didn't expect that!
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