Chapter 390

What's more, song Qingwan's face was not normal before, which was also the reason why Lu Qidong didn't trust to go upstairs to find her.

The appearance of the assistant undoubtedly made him more suspicious.

Under the pressure, the assistant who dares to hide, directly all the things to account for!

Later, I heard that song Qingwan had gastric cancer, or advanced.

Lu Qidong didn't care so much. He went in with his assistant in a hurry. But song Qingwan had fallen to the ground, his face was pale, his lips were black, and his whole body was covered with dazzling blood, which was as red as hell on earth.

Song Qingwan looked at him, but Lu Qidong only pursed his lips and said nothing.

Obviously still angry, song Qingwan deliberately conceals her illness.

Seeing this, song Qingwan sighed in a hoarse voice You know it all? "

Lu Qidong was still angry and didn't want to pay any attention to her. How could song Qingwan hide from them the advanced gastric cancer, a disease that would kill people at any time!

Even if she kept it from him, she shouldn't have kept it from Lu Junhan and Lu An'an for so long!

But when he lifted his eyes and saw her weak and pale appearance, Lu Qidong finally softened his heart, and his voice was hoarse.

"not only I know, but also Xiao Hanhan and Xiao An'an. They watched you all night last night, and then they went back to have a rest after hearing that you were OK."

After hearing the speech, song Qingwan murmured: "what's more You all know it. "

Lu Qidong's voice became more hoarse and his eyes became more and more red:

"if I hadn't found out, when would you still be hiding from us?"

Song Qingwan sighed,

"this is not a good thing. I thought that if I told you one day later, you would be less sad. Anyway Anyway, sooner or later, I will... "

Lu Qidong didn't speak, just closed his eyes.

Song Qingwan couldn't speak any more, and her eyes suddenly became red.

"Brother..."

Lu An'an sees the expressionless Lu Junhan standing at the door. His eyes are slightly red and his expression is very haggard.

Lu Qidong asked them to go back and change their clothes, take a bath and come back again. But how could they be in such a mood? They would not be at ease until song Qingwan woke up.

In fact, she also heard song Qingwan's words.

She also knew that she didn't finish the word.

A word they don't want to face.

The word "death" is such a funny word when joking.

But now on the hospital bed, but even dare not mention.

Compared with Lu Qidong's solemn depression, song Qingwan seems to have been used to it, blinking her eyes and forcing her tears back.

After so many years of ups and downs, how can she not know that tears are the most useless thing.

Her expression was cold and strong, her attitude was the same as before, and she even laughed:

"say it, how long can I live?"

For a long time, Lu said, "the doctor was quiet Only less than a month. "

With that, he took a heavy breath again, gritted his teeth, "I will try to cure you."

"Brother, accept your life. I can't cure it."

Song Qingwan shook her head and said the cruel fact with a smile.

Lu Qidong suddenly closed his eyes and clenched his teeth tightly.

Song Qingwan didn't dare to look at him. His eyes were straight at the ceiling and he was lost in his mind and murmured:

"if you can live, who doesn't want to live? I've tried it very early. I've done surgery, I've tried chemotherapy, and I've taken a lot of medicine. But if it's not cured, it's impossible for me to live It's too painful. It's really painful. "

"I don't want to be cured again," song Qingwan recalled her eyes, tears in her eyes, and looked at Lu Qidong with her eyes aglow, a rare vulnerability: "brother I want to go home. "

Lu Qidong looked at her fragile expression. Her throat was like a cotton plug. Her eyes were scarlet and her teeth were trembling:

"Xiaowan, don't be willful, brother Brother will cure you, and I will try to cure you... "

"But, brother, I'm so tired. I've been treated for more than three years."

Song Qingwan interrupts him quietly, looking a little trance. Maybe he saw his brother and finally had a dependency. Song Qingwan, who is as powerful as usual, would never say anything. At this time, he told Lu Qidong everything.

She murmured:

"in fact, I don't like hospitals at all. Surgery is painful, chemotherapy is painful, and injection is painful. Brother, I'm not as brave as you. I really don't want to be cured. I just want to go home and walk quietly The last month, lying in my own bed, in my own room, painless, quiet walk

Song Qingwan has always been very cool and strong, but now she shows a child like confusion and vulnerability.

Lu Qidong couldn't hold back, tears came up in his eyes, "what about us?"

Seeing her pale and cold face staring at her, Lu Qidong took a deep breath and gritted his teeth"You want to go quietly, but have you ever thought about how sad we will be, and how sad pear will be if she can't find her aunt..."

"Brother, I thought about it. How could I have never thought about it?"

Song Qingwan laughed. Her voice was very light, but she looked out at the free birds flying on the branches outside the window. Her side face was pale and weak:

"but I was really tired. I felt that I had been very tired all my life. I just wanted to relax in the last few days of my life, OK? I don't tell you about your illness. In fact, I really want to go back to my childhood like I did when I was a child. I want to lie in my own little bed just like I used to sleep. You tell me a story. I sleep. That's enough. "

Lu Qidong was silent.

Song Qingwan laughed and said, "in fact, you should know that my disease was found out several years ago. At that time, it was still early, but I was probably the same as you. It was too bad for me! It's just that you don't live! At that time, the doctor said that I was lucky to find out early. There was a great possibility that the disease could be cured completely in the early stage. But guess what, within a year after the operation, my disease relapsed, and the cancer cells spread rapidly. When I found out, it was the late stage that could not be cured. Now I think, we are brothers and sisters, and we are all so unlucky! "

Lu Qidong said in a hoarse voice,

"but now I have been cured, you can also."

Song Qingwan seemed to be completely immersed in her own thoughts. Instead of hearing his words, song Qingwan murmured to herself:

"I was thinking at that time that I would only have two years to live. In fact, I was quite unwilling. At that time, Lu An'an got married, and my father often lived in his old house. When I found out that I had stomach cancer, I was afraid that smelly boy would find out and moved out. So at that time, Lu Junhan, who was a hot and noisy family as a child, lived by himself

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