It took Xu Yi a lot of effort to accept that Fu Sheng was not dead. It was Xie Yu who died.

After he went back, he was sluggish for a long time before he accepted the fact that the man in front of him was Fu Sheng rather than Xie Yu.

Xu set off a storm in his heart.

How can this happen...

How can there be such a thing in the world.

Is Xie Yu a saint? He was willing to leave the chance for Fu Sheng to die.

Xu's heart is in a mess.

Fu Sheng was sitting beside him. He was silent for a long time before he opened his mouth slowly, "Xu Yi."

His voice was very dry, as if he had just woken up after a long sleep.

"Well... Young master." Xu Yi is even afraid to look into his eyes.

"You say, why did he do that?" Fu Sheng sat there lifeless, looking at the setting sun in a light and astringent voice.

"... what?" Xu Yi couldn't help asking.

"You say, why does he want to..." Fu Sheng can't say anything. His eyes reflect the shadow of the setting sun. He is silent for a moment. After watching the sun set, he says, "why does he want to give up?"

Xu Yi was silent for a moment, lowered his head and whispered, "why is he like this? Don't you know? A lot of people know that, don't they? Second son, he loves you very much

Fu Sheng's eyes flashed, and he gave a weak smile. His fingers curled up and said, "is it because of this...

during this period, Xie Yu's memory from childhood to adulthood has been clearly read by him.

The more he looked, the more sad he felt, the more incredible he felt, and the more he saw, the more unimaginable he felt.

Why is everything like this? Can Xie Yu still love him?

It's not reasonable at all.

It doesn't make sense at all.

Xie Yu should hate him, he should hate him to the bone, and would like to cut him to pieces!

How can he love him.

Without him, how could his parents be killed by his father if he was not in good health, how could he have been imprisoned in another hospital for so long, how could he not even know how much he was, how could he have hung his life on the battlefield several times...

what Fu Sheng thought was his fault.

I think it's because of him.

Without him, Xie Yu would be as old as he was. He would be protected and loved by his parents. He would not suffer so much and be forced to commit suicide as a last resort. He would not die because he gave up to his enemy's son.

It's him.

It's all him.

Xu Yi's eyes were subtle, as if with some pity and anger. He didn't turn his head. "It's not because of love. How could it be like this? How could he even give his life?"

Fu Sheng dropped his eyes and his fingers trembled slightly.

If, because of hate?

Xie Yu doesn't love him at all. He pretends from the beginning to the end. All of them are fake. He just wants to revenge him and make him feel guilty in order to make him suffer...

Fu Sheng feels that he is going crazy.

He wanted to commit suicide with guilt every day, immersed in regret every day, and couldn't help thinking over and over again every day whether Xie Yu really loved him.

"Childe, since this has happened... You should live well. Since the second childe has given you his life, naturally, I hope you will live well."