Live well...

live well.

If he didn't know anything, he might still be alive.

But now he knows everything. He knows everything. How can he live well.

Guilt, remorse and pain have drowned him. Every day he regrets, questions himself and Xie Yu.

Question him if he really loves him.

It's revenge. It must be revenge.

It's better to make him feel guilty for a lifetime than to kill him directly.

"No Fu Sheng suddenly red eyes interrupted him, "no, this is revenge, not love, no, he never loved me, No."

If Xie Yu really loves him, it will be an endless abyss.

It's so painful...

just like he did a few days ago, he repeatedly told himself that he was a murderer and an enemy. He could not love him or have feelings for him, but he couldn't help being greedy and warm. Later, he felt that he was unworthy of being a son or a human being. How could he love the son of his enemy who killed his husband? How could he...

Xu Yi was shocked by his appearance, After opening my mouth, I couldn't say anything.

The next day, Fu Sheng was ready to go back to the capital.

Yanzhou, he did not dare to stay.

As soon as he went out and saw the small bridge running water outside, he would think of Xie Yu rowing for him, singing for him, talking to him in a warm voice and coaxing him to drink medicine.

As soon as he looked up at the sky, he would think of the fireworks in Yanzhou, and Xie Yu's voice would ring in his ear.

A kind of flower, called midnight flower, will bloom in spring in Yanzhou City. Midnight flower is the memory of spring in Yanzhou City.

I want to watch midnight flowers with you, but you've been sleeping for the last two days, and the flowers are gone.

But it's OK. The fireworks just now are all the patterns of midnight flowers. Let's see them together.

I've seen it together, I've seen it...

If I haven't seen it, I just haven't seen it. How can I be regarded as it.

Fu Sheng now even dare not look in the mirror, dare not look at the water, dare not see anything that can reflect his face.

He was afraid to see that face. He was afraid.

As soon as he saw that face, he would fall into endless remorse and remorse, eager to cut himself to pieces.

But I can't.

But he can't.

This is Xie Yu's body. He has hurt him a lot. He can't hurt him any more.

Fu Sheng and Xu Yi went back to the capital together. He wanted to go back to Fu's house quietly and set fire to Fu's house for Xie Yu, but he was taken away as soon as he got to the gate building.

He met Jiang Qingwu again.

This man is totally different from the one who made a big noise in the general's mansion last time, "ah Yu, you're back!"

he seems to want to hold him, but Fu Sheng suddenly dodges him.

Jiang Qingwu's hand was stiff in the air. He patted him and said, "you're back at noon."

Fu Sheng didn't know that he had seen Xie Yu's memory, but he knew that he was a comrade in arms fighting with him on the battlefield, but he still could not deal with him freely.

He lowered his head and said reluctantly, "... Well, how are you recently?"

Fu Sheng really envies this man. He can fight side by side with Xie Yu. There is no complicated relationship between them, just a simple one