CH 61

“What did you say?”

“I said,” Lu Yuanbai repeated, clutching the corner of his clothes, “You were just playing around for the last three months.”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai with his dark pupils, as if he didn’t know each other for a while. What are you talking about?

Just playing around…

Compared to being ruthless, this is more like a joke, as if the past three months between the two were as ridiculous and absurd as a joke, and even the parties were reluctant to admit its existence.

This sentence hit Duan Yu hard, and his heart hurt as if it had been dug out by claws.

Duan Yu often heard similar words when he was a child. The young Duan Yu was burdened with the huge expectations and hopes of the family. The reputation was slowly digested internally.

There was a car accident in a national subject competition, but fortunately, the driver responded quickly at that time, and Duan Yu only suffered some skin injuries on his forehead.

Although the injury is minor, the psychological shadow cannot be swept away in a short time.

Because of the car accident, he did not reach the scene of the game but went to the hospital. At that time, his father rushed over after receiving the news.

It was the first time Duan Yu saw his father since his father went out to work for nearly five months. 

Duan Yu, who was only nine years old at the time, could no longer suppress his emotions when he saw his father, so he jumped into his father’s arms and burst into tears. Duan Yu also rarely saw the child’s timidity and fragility.

Duan’s father was also very anxious when he entered the door, but after seeing Duan Yu’s injury, his emotions gradually calmed down.

Duan’s father sat with Duan Yu for a while, but the father who hadn’t been with the child for a long time soon became tired of the child’s crying.

“It’s just a minor injury, nothing more. It’s okay to cry.”

Duan Yu, who was still crying because of anxiety at the time, froze instantly.

There is always such an irresponsible father in the world. They rarely appear in the child’s upbringing and growth process, and they give little or no emotion, but when the child makes a mistake, they start to accuse and say away. 

The whole article is full of trivial and tasteless truths, as if this will highlight their majesty as an unqualified father.

They have an instinctive affection for their children, but they are stingy and careless, noticing only when the child shines and taking credit for those successes.

Because I am your father, and I will have your talents.

“Why do you look like you are weeping endlessly? There is no one like you in the Duan family.”

“Now when you encounter such a small difficulty, what will you do then? Let’s see what you look like now.”

“Because of such a little injury, you are so cowardly and don’t compete. You should know how to weigh the pros and cons, and forgive your proficiency and chasing!

That day, Father Duan accompanied Duan Yu for a long time, but verbally said that looked down on him and those indifferent words destroyed him. It was Duan Yu’s lack of emotion as a child. 

What’s worse, he was surrounded by people like Duan’s father all the time.

“It’s just so-so.”

“It’s just a small injury.” “

“It’s just a little setback. “

“Others can do it, so why can’t you? “

“Don’t be too proud of yourself if you only get these results.”

Those indifferent words echoing in Duan Yu’s mind are the gray part of his entire childhood.

But Lu Yuanbai’s words just now slowly opened a small box of Duan Yu’s dusty memory.

Lu Yuanbai’s figure at this time and those people overlapped, and the man with a cold face suddenly stood up.

“Lu Yuanbai!” The blue veins in the man’s neck burst out. He didn’t believe what he had heard at all. Now his patience has reached the limit.

Lu Yuanbai looked up at him, his tone was slow,

“Mr. Duan, everyone is an adult, and there should be no loss in the interests of both of us in the past three months.” 

Lu Yuanbai sighed lightly, “Of course I know that the feelings you have given in the past three months. I do understand it. Although I don’t remember it now, it doesn’t mean that it didn’t happen and we can count as the debt settled.”

Liang Qing…..

Debt settled….

The man’s face became more and more ugly after hearing Lu Yuanbai’s words, and a pair of articulated hands unconsciously clenched into fists.

The two of them were still talking on the phone a few days ago, and the young voice on the phone said that he missed him and wanted to see him.

He thought it would be joy and beauty to see the two of them meet again after a month. Duan Yu even started to process a lot of work documents two weeks in advance so that he could spend more days with Lu Yuanbai and see him a few more times.

However, everything in the end only ushered in the two clears in the mouth of the other party.

Duan Yu has never been so embarrassed as he is now.

Lu Yuanbai lowered his eyebrows: “Mr. Duan, you are also a smart person, and you should know that it is a good thing to stop your losses in time.”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly, and there was no way between them.

“We can’t be over.” Duan Yu’s eyes were dangerous, as if he wanted to eat Lu Yuanbai, “I don’t like the way you address me now.”

Lu Yuanbai: “Mr. Duan, I think you are wrong, I have always been like this.”

Now he has never changed as before, what has changed is Lu Yuanbai after he has no memory.

In the past five years of the marriage agreement, Lu Yuanbai has always called Duan Yu that way and never went too far. Compared with his wife in those few months, the title of Mr. Duan should be more familiar to Duan Yu.

But Duan Yu was very disgusted after hearing it.

It was obvious that the meaning of the words was not Lu Yuanbai, but Duan Yu. Now that Lu Yuanbai has no memory of the previous three months, it is perfectly reasonable to call him that.

After all, Duan Yu had no way to ask Lu Yuanbai, who had no memory at all, to accept his feelings.

That’s despicable and selfish…but Duan Yu was never a good person.

“Lu Yuanbai, for what you said.” The man’s low and hoarse voice sounded in the empty ward, “In the agreement, you and I are of different classes, and you have no memory of what you say now. In three months, go to me, Lu Yuanbai…”

Duan Yu leaned down and approached the young man on the opposite side dangerously, “Are you looking down on yourself too much?”

Lu Yuanbai’s heart throbbed suddenly, the man The sudden attack caused him to lean back and swallow slightly.

Perhaps the memory of these three months was a little too deep, and he completely forgot what a dangerous existence the man in front of him was.

When he agreed to get married at first, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and agreed.

After all, there is a dead end in the back, and although there is a huge danger, he has nothing to be afraid of since he is already barefoot.

The big deal is that this ruined life will be ruined along with it.

He also forgot since waking up today that he and Duan Yu were originally unequal.

Duan Yu looked down at Lu Yuanbai’s tightly pursed lips, raised his hand and pinched Lu Yuanbai’s chin to make him look directly at him.

The originally cold person was a little flustered at this time, a pair of peach eyes even dodged and dared not look at him.

A month ago, these eyes were still full of his shadow, as if they couldn’t hold anyone else at all.

Duan Yu knew that Lu Yuanbai was afraid at this time. This was a small habit of Lu Yuanbai. When he was afraid and uneasy, he would blink a few times at a time, but it would return to normal after just a moment.

Duan Yu’s icy fingers ran on Lu Yuanbai’s lips with a punishment, forcing people to look at him, but his eyes did not meet Lu Yuanbai’s eyes.

This was a kind of coercion, which caused Lu Yuanbai’s chest to burst with pain, and his breathing increased a lot for a while.

“You also mentioned interests before, and you should also know that I am a businessman.” Duan Yu touched Lu Yuanbai’s lips, “I never do business at a loss, everything is based on interests.”

Then Duan Yu once again opened up the relationship between the two of them. The distance was getting closer, Lu Yuanbai was forced to press on Duan Yu’s shoulders, Duan Yu looked at the side of Lu Yuanbai’s fair and slender neck.

The next moment, the man’s hot breath was in his ears, Lu Yuanbai’s whole body trembled and then he wanted to dodge back, but Duan Yu tightly wrapped Lu Yuanbai’s waist and didn’t give him this chance at all.

The man’s voice was hoarse and dangerous, like a wolf that was about to prey on its prey, “You are my best interest now, so why do you think I will let you go.”

Lu Yuanbai’s pupils opened slightly for a while, but he couldn’t say a word.

It took a long time to say, “Mr. Duan, it’s too despicable for you to force a person who has no emotional memory with you.”

Duan Yu was not annoyed after hearing this. Much flatter, no offensive power.

Duan Yu let go of Lu Yuanbai’s restraint and said indifferently: “Everything is based on interests.”

“In Mr. Duan’s eyes, are feelings also a kind of interest?”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai’s expression, he knew that the two of them started from the beginning. There are factors such as interests that can completely tarnish emotions. Even towards the troubles of Lu Yuanbai after the amnesia was over, Duan Yu saw the benefits in Lu Yuanbai at that time.

Duan Yu admits his previous mistakes, but this is not a reason to question the relationship between the two.

The relationship between him and Lu Yuanbai has thrown away all the impurities from the outside world since the day he started seriously.

Lu Yuanbai felt uneasy in his heart, but his face was still as calm and composed as before, “If one day Mr. Duan can’t see the benefits he wants from me, will he not be as persistent as he is now.”

“Mr. Duan, you’re just a mercenary person.”

Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai and laughed angrily for a while, “I didn’t realize you could say that before.”

Every word seemed to choke him to death.

Lu Yuanbai also smiled, “Mr. Duan, there are so many things that I didn’t expect, but you didn’t realize it was just because you didn’t know me.”

For a while, the ward fell into a dead silence, Duan Yu looked at Lu Yuanbai coldly. He was reluctant to say a cruel word to the other party again.

His actions just now made the other party feel scared. He could feel the fear of Lu Yuanbai just now. 

At that moment, he instantly regretted what he said to Lu Yuanbai, although now he felt that he was going to be swayed by the person in front of him.

He had seen Lu Yuanbai’s past experiences, and the other party’s vigilance towards him was also out of self-protection.

Afraid that Lu Yuanbai’s mouth would say something hurtful in the next moment, Duan Yu turned around and said, “I’ll see you in the afternoon.”

He needs to be calm now, the two of them are not suitable to get along in their current state.

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It shouldn’t be like this between them.

Duan Yu originally thought that Lu Yuanbai would come over to hug him after he came over, talk to him sweetly, and tell him his thoughts for the past month, but now it is completely the opposite of what he thought.

Not to mention hugs, Lu Yuanbai doesn’t want to give him a look now.

It shouldn’t be like this between them.

Duan Yu turned around and took a step, wanting to calm down and regain some reason.

Just when the man was about to leave the ward, the young man’s cold voice came from behind, “Mr. Duan, you won’t be here in the afternoon.”

Then the thin lips were pursed tightly, and a pair of peach blossom eyes looked at the tall man’s back in front of the door, and the tip of his nose for some reason. There was bitterness in his words, “I won’t use it in the future.”

Lu Yuanbai’s voice trembled in an imperceptible way, as if his heart was tightly grasped.

Duan Yu stopped and stood in front of the door, with Lu Yuanbai’s indifferent words in his ears.

“Mr. Duan, I’m not an eighteen-year-old Lu Yuanbai.” Lu Yuanbai paused, “I don’t love you.”

Just as Lu Yuanbai said in the first half of the sentence, the man walked out of the door first.

The man seemed to know what Lu Yuanbai was going to say, and he left before the words were finished with an escape that he didn’t want to face.

He was afraid of hearing Lu Yuanbai say he didn’t love him, so he left before the other party finished speaking.

It seems that this can be regarded as Lu Yuanbai did not say it, and this sentence does not exist.

The door was slammed against the door frame, making a loud noise.

There was the man’s dissatisfaction and anger, but he didn’t say a single word to Lu Yuanbai when he left.

Lu Yuanbai stared at the closed door for a long time, and then leaned on the sofa with some relief. The rainy day in summer rarely brought some coolness to the sweltering heat, but the clothes on Lu Yuanbai’s back were covered with sweat.

The man did not come this afternoon.

It wasn’t Duan Yu who came the next day, but a nurse. For the next three days, Duan Yu seemed to disappear completely in Lu Yuanbai’s world and never appeared again.

After receiving the call from Lu Yuanbai, the agent Lin Mu began to coordinate work urgently in the studio, trying to arrange everything within two days so that he could fly to meet Lu Yuanbai.

In their eyes, Lu Yuanbai’s recovery of memory is a major event.

Although the 18-year-old Lu Yuan is bright and sunny, he is innocent and very friendly and humane.

But what their employees and studios need is a calm, composed boss.

Twenty-five-year-old Lu Yuanbai is their career hope and their leader.

Obviously, the two need the twenty-five-year-old Lu Yuanbai more than they do.

However, because of the accident of Lu Yuanbai’s injury while filming, and the work that the studio was transferring and dealing with before, the employees of the studio were very busy all the time, and Lin Mu couldn’t manage anything without him for a while.

It wasn’t until three days later that Lin Mu arranged to get on the plane to the small county after finishing the assignment.

He was a little nervous when he walked to the door where Lu Yuanbai was. After all, he had been following Lu Yuanbai’s work before, and the three months of amnesia could be considered a long time since the two of them saw each other.

For a while, he couldn’t tell whether he was excited or apprehensive.

Lin Mu took a breath and pushed open the door, looking for Lu Yuanbai, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV news.

After Lin Mu came in, Lu Yuanbai looked away from the TV and glanced at Lin Mu lightly, “You’re here.” 

The plain words made Lin Mu extraordinarily reassured and familiar.

The moment he saw Lu Yuanbai again, Lin Mu’s burden seemed to relax a lot.

Lin Mu: “Brother Yuan.”

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, and then smiled lightly on his cold face, not as bright as the scorching sun as Lu Yuanbai at the age of eighteen, but as light as a daffodil.

But this is not a kind of comfort to Lin Mu. Lu Yuanbai usually doesn’t express much emotion to others, nor does he smile very much.

“It’s been a long time for you.”

Lu Yuanbai’s words were very light, and Lin Mu choked his throat after hearing this. He knew that the period of time in Lu Yuanbai’s mouth was not the period when Lu Yuanbai was injured in recent days.

But Lu Yuanbai lost his memory for more than three months.

From the accidental car accident referred to by thousands of people until now, Lin Mu has been holding up all the responsibilities. 

Everyone can collapse, but he can’t. When the studio employees are desperate, he can only suppress and endure everything.

All this is because their former distant brother was gone.

At this time, seeing the familiar Lu Yuanbai, Lin Mu’s whole heart calmed down.

Lu Yuanbai looked at him, the other party was much thinner than before the car accident, “I’ve filled you with a lot of trouble during this time.”

Lu Yuanbai remembered everything that happened in the past three months. He remembered that Lin Mu ran to work day and night, took him to rush to class to exercise, and imparted a lot of knowledge and experience in the industry.

But Lu Yuanbai didn’t plan to reveal to Lin Mu what he remembered for the past few months. It wasn’t that he couldn’t trust Lin Mu, but the fewer people who knew about it, the better.

Lin Mu shook his head sour in his heart, “No, Brother Yuan, you are not trouble for us.”

After hearing this, Lu Yuanbai got up and patted Lin Mu on the shoulder, “Good job.”

Lin Mu’s eyes became red.

Afterwards, Lu Yuanbai’s words subtly revealed that he didn’t remember what he had remembered for the past three months. Lin Mu was full of surprise when he found out.

But although you don’t remember, it doesn’t seem to affect anything.

After all, Lu Yuanbai’s previous memory is now complete, and everything has returned to its original appearance.

Lin Mu looked at Lu Yuanbai’s injury on the back of his head, “Brother Yuan has stopped filming now, and our studio has also contacted the crew. If we start filming again, we will ask Brother Yuan for his opinion. Director Zhang who participated in the filming will not say anything.”

After all, it was Lu Yuanbai who had an accident on the set, and although it was an accident, it also caused harm to Lu Yuanbai’s personal safety.

Even if Lu Yuanbai is no longer participating, it is reasonable. Director Zhang and Lu Yuanbai are also old friends. 

This time, he really can’t help Lu Yuanbai. If the other party no longer participates in the film, although the film will be put on hold, it will not be blamed on Lu Yuanbai.

Just like those fans who complained about Lu Yuanbai on the movie’s official blog, this time it was indeed Lu Yuanbai who was wronged and hurt.

“You go tell Director Zhang that I will continue to shoot this film.”

This time it was an unintentional accident, and Lu Yuanbai didn’t mean to blame anyone.

But before Lin Mu could answer, he saw Lu Yuanbai’s indifferent expression and continued: “But I also hope that the crew can pass the hardcore training of the two leading actors. The crew.”

“Otherwise…” Lu Yuanbai, “Either change [the role] or stop shooting.”

Lu Yuanbai’s replacement obviously refers not to himself, but to the two leading actors.

Twenty five years old, Lu Yuanbai didn’t have the generosity he had when he was eighteen years old.

After hearing this, Lin Mu nodded, “I’ll contact Director Zhang later.”

Lin Mu stayed until the evening, and Lu Yuanbai said, “It’s not early, you can go back to the hotel to rest, my injury is recovering well now, and there’s nothing wrong with it. It’s a convenient place, you can be alone at night.”

Lin Mu heard hesitantly, “Brother Yuan…”

Lu Yuanbai said coldly: “Even if you are here, you can’t do anything, not to mention there are nurses guarding outside the ward. It’s a waste of time to come back here.”

After hearing this, Lin Mu left with a little embarrassment, “Brother Yuan, I’ll come back tomorrow morning.”

Lu Yuanbai: “I’ll come back when I’m free, and I’ll call you if there is anything. “

Lin Mu now has a lot of things to negotiate face to face with the crew, and it’s obviously too much to run on both ends.

After hearing this, Lin Mu nodded and left.

In the evening, Lu Yuanbai was lying on the hospital bed and looking at the ceiling above his head. He was clearly sleepy and had a slight headache, but he closed his eyes but couldn’t sleep.

Lu Yuanbai had insomnia, which was also his old problem.

Since Duan Yu left, Lu Yuanbai never fell asleep as peacefully as usual at night. He could only narrow for two or three hours a day, but as long as there was a sound, his brain would wake up instantly.

He had been taking sleeping pills to stabilize his sleep before, otherwise, even if Lu Yuanbai was an iron man, he would not be able to bear it if he was sometimes busy day and night like an actor.     

Lu Yuanbai’s thin body tossed and turned on the hospital bed. He had not been able to fall asleep normally for four days, which made his body, which had been working and resting regularly for several months, very uncomfortable.     

The next morning, Lu Yuanbai went to the doctor’s diagnosis room after changing the medicine with the help of the nurse.

“Mr. Lu, do you want me to prescribe some sleeping pills for you?”

Lu Yuanbai nodded.

After listening, the doctor asked carefully, “What’s wrong with Mr. Lu’s sleep?”

There are no such things as sleeping pills in pharmacies, and hospitals will not easily prescribe them to patients. After all, there are very few people who use sleeping pills to find fault, so one must be careful.     

After listening to this, Lu Yuanbai said lightly, “I can’t sleep at night these days, and I take naps during the day, but it doesn’t take more than an hour.”

The doctor also specially asked people to find a psychiatrist.

After coming, the psychiatrist looked at Lu Yuanbai’s situation and then brought Lu Yuanbai into the diagnosis room for one-on-one questioning.

“Has this kind of situation happened to Mr. Lu before?”

Lu Yuanbai nodded, “Yes.”

“How long did the symptoms last?”

Lu Yuanbai was silent for a while, then his voice was indifferent, “For four or five years 

The doctor was very surprised after hearing this, “Have you ever prescribed sleeping pills at the local hospital?”

“Yes.”

“Did you also rely on drugs to fall asleep during the previous period?”

Lu Yuanbai: “Yes.”

“I was in the hospital at the time. Is your diagnosis psychological or pathological?”

“Both.” Lu Yuanbai paused and continued: “But psychology is the main body.” 

The doctor nodded after hearing this, “Mr. Lu is such a sleeping pharmacy prescription? I won’t prescribe it to patients casually. After all, there are some safety hazards, so I need your real answer to diagnose your current situation.”

“What happened to you before?”