C48

"I have my difficulties. Su Cha, I have never changed."

His gentleness, his eyes, I should have known before, except for that very different face, that there couldn't be two people in this world who were so alike.

With Bo Lengqing's cold and detached personality, how could he possibly allow someone else to exist in his heart due to his obsession? Unless that person was him.

I should have known better...

"But you lied to me!"

I looked at Bo Lengqing. "You liar!"

I pushed him away, rushed back to my room, and locked the door behind me, letting him knock on it.

"Su Cha, open the door!"

"Let me calm down for a moment, okay?! "Let me calm down, I still can't accept this reality …"

This reality that I myself have broken.

I never would have thought that the person who tortured me for two years, the person I desperately tried to escape from, would actually be the person I loved the most.

In that instant, I was overjoyed because I knew that he was still alive while I was always by his side. But, more of it was indescribable sadness and mockery … All sorts of weird emotions mixed together.

If he's Bo Lengqing, I can ignore this deceit and concealment that spans more than two years, I can also ignore the torture and humiliation he gives me, and I can ignore even Lin Ran and the child in Lin Ran's womb!

Because I do not love him, so I can look down on all of this!

But he is not only the Bo Lengqing that I loathe and fear, he is also Mu Chen.

that Mu Chen who protected me like a madman, that Mu Chen who would even give up his life to protect me!

The one who hurt me was him, the one who had other women beside him and in his heart!

In that moment, I felt that I had lost everything, including my memories with Mu Chen.

He's changed, I've changed, we're not the first.

I don't know how long I cried, but when I opened the door, I saw him, like me, slumped against the wall, his eyes red.

"Su Cha..." He whispered my name.

Slowly I crouch down, deeply touched by the strange, familiar face.

"Should I call you Mu Chen, or Bo Lengqing?"

This is the choice I gave him, and the last path I gave myself.

The expression in his eyes darkened, and he said with a calm voice, "If I could, I would rather be Mu Chen for the rest of my life! But now, I can only be Bo Lengqing. "

I nodded. "I understand what you mean … Mu Chen, oh, that's not right, Young Master Bo, you once paid a price with your life to save me, I will repay it with your life, all the suffering you have suffered for me, in these two years I have used all the torture I have endured … We already owe each other nothing. "

"You … "What do you mean?"

I saw a trace of fear on his cold face.

"I don't want to continue like this anymore. I still want to leave some good memories for myself …" Let's get divorced. "

"What, what did you say?!"

I took a deep breath. "Let's get divorced."

"Why? "Why?!"

He suddenly grabbed my hand. His eyes were red, and he was completely flustered.

"How can I get along with you? Bo Lengqing's name only leaves me pain and shadow, how do you want me to continue? "

"We can start again with the tea leaves!" He hugged me tightly in his arms. "I know it's my fault that I lied to you, but I really can't lose you. Tea!"

"How do we start over?! Can we go back? Can you change back to Mu Chen? Can you make Lin Ran, who was by your side, disappear?! You can't! Because these were Bo Lengqing's responsibilities, and not his! And you, you are no longer Mu Chen … "

I took a deep breath. "So I won't love you."

When he heard me say that, he hugged me tighter and buried his head in the hollow of my neck. Hot tears ran down my neck and became cold.

"No, Su Cha doesn't need to be like that, okay? Don't leave me... Promise me that you will stay by my side … One month, if only one month! Shall we start again?! "

I raised my head to look at Bo Lengqing, my heart felt like it was being stabbed by knives.

"If you are still unable to accept the current me leaving after a month, I will help you. At that time, I will help you …" Su Cha, I beg you, don't leave me... "

I shut my eyes in despair and hugged him back.

This is our last month.

I gave it to him, I gave myself a final farewell.

We agreed that during this month, we would not think about the past, nor about others, but only about our own lives.

He completely handed the matters of the company to Black Hawk to take care of, and spent the rest of his time accompanying me.

He was willing to be my model, and he was willing to spend the whole day with me in the studio.

We would cook together, grow flowers together, and walk hand in hand.

Just like Mu Chen and Su Cha who were deep in love five years ago.

He took me shopping. I didn't dare.

Bo Lengqing's extremely recognizable face, when it appears in those luxury shops, would immediately attract attention, and I would be basked in his light and appear in all sorts of entertainment tabloids once again.

"You're my wife, it's only right for us to stand together." He spoke as if it was a matter of course.

"But other people would say that I, Little San, succeeded in taking the position of Third Young Master, stole my brother-in-law, and showed my love." I sighed with a wry smile.

"Tea, my original intention was to help you vent your anger."

"I know that old fox Su Jianguo has always treated you two very badly, mother and daughter, and I never thought of marrying that Su Ya either. I just wanted her to pay a little price, that's all."

I was stunned, then laughed: "If it was the Bo Lengqing of the past saying this, I definitely wouldn't believe him, I think he must be thinking of ways to torture me again … But, I believe what you say. "

Bo Lengqing didn't speak, he only lightly embraced me and said, "Tea, I know I owe you too much. There are so many days left, can I make it up to you bit by bit?"

I tightly embraced his waist and nodded my head.

That day, when he and I were in love, we spent a lot of time at the Dairy Tea Shop on Little Food Street. We even went to take pictures of Billboard stickers on the walls of the Dairy Tea Shop we used to visit.

He took my hand and went shopping, attracting a lot of people on the way, but he didn't care.

He would hug my waist and kiss my forehead, and would smile at me warmly, and many times I would think that the previous Mu Chen had returned.

If this is really a dream, I'm only willing to indulge in it and never want to wake up.

That day, we passed a wedding shop together.

The wedding dress in the window was very beautiful. I looked at it for a bit and then couldn't bear to look away.

In the evening, when we were ready to go back, he went to the toilet. I took advantage of the time to enter the wedding shop and carefully touched the wedding dress with my hands.

In the past, I had also imagined myself wearing a wedding gown, where Mu Chen and I would walk into the palace of marriage together …

I did marry him. It was just that the two of us were married in the first place, with nothing but a marriage certificate.

I sighed. At that moment, he came back. He took my hand and left the wedding shop. We returned home together.

While eating, he suddenly took out an exquisite box from his pocket.

"Tea, I have been thinking about whether I should ask you for a long time. I owe you this, and I owe myself this …" I owe you a wedding... This is my greatest wish, you … Would you like to wear a wedding dress for me? "

As he spoke, he opened the box. Inside these boxes lay a huge diamond ring.

He placed the diamond ring on his hand. "I made this myself, and it took me three years to make it. Other than you, I don't think there are any other women who are worthy of this ring, and the name is carved on top of it. Su Cha, are you willing to accept me again?"

I covered my mouth. Seeing his serious expression, tears welled up in my eyes.

I nodded, choked with sobs, and said, "I'm willing!"