He smiled suddenly, brightly, thinking of a child who had gotten the candy he wanted.
And that smile is forever reflected in my heart.
Accidents always come faster than all the blessings I had imagined. I never thought that the wedding he spoke of would turn into a shattered dream.
I can still remember how serious he was when I promised him that he would stay up all night to draw up the wedding plans and pick out the gift for our wedding, and I really felt that he loved me.
At that moment, no matter if he was Mu Chen or Bo Lengqing, I could clearly hear my heart crazily beating, and saying that it was time for me to marry him.
That day, he took me to select a good wedding venue, we set it up together, and he sent me a bouquet of white flowers.
But just as the two of us were about to walk out of the venue, a car whizzed past me, and I closed my eyes, followed by a crash.
In that moment of life and death, I was heavily pushed onto the lawn. My arm was injured just a little, and I was completely fine, but Bo Lengqing …
I saw him lying on the ground, surrounded by snow, and the bouquet of white roses he had given me had now turned into a white petal of snow that fell on him.
He closed his eyes.
The driver was a woman, but before I could get a good look at the woman's face, she was already running away with her foot on the accelerator.
"Mu, Mu Chen... "Mu …" I got up from the ground and staggered over to his side. I held him in my arms and shouted out his name with all my might.
He struggled to open his eyes and stretch out his hand, wanting to touch my face. I grabbed hold of his hand, and drop by drop, tears fell onto his body.
"Mu Chen... Mu Chen, what happened to you... "What happened to you …"
"Tea, don't cry …" He reached out to wipe away my tears.
"Mu Chen, let's go to the hospital, I will forgive you, I won't leave you, I swear I won't leave you for the rest of my life, okay? Mu Chen... You must hold on! "Definitely …"
I don't remember how long I cried, but I remember that when the ambulance came over, Mu Chen had already completely fainted.
I sat alone outside the operating room and waited. I was scared, and I regretted it.
I was afraid that I would lose him once again. I regretted not agreeing to him and not telling him. I have already forgiven him and did not tell him how much I love him …
"Su Cha!"
As I leaned on the hospital chair crying silently, I suddenly heard a familiar yet sharp voice. It's Lin Ran.
She had lost her usual gentleness and was instead hysterical.
She grabbed me by the collar. Why must you always stay by Leng Qing's side! This is all your fault! You just want to kill him! "
I leaned weakly against the wall. Yes, Lin Ran was right, I was the one who harmed all of this.
If it wasn't for me, Mu Chen wouldn't have endured this much time and time again. If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have wandered around the gates of hell twice!
This is all my fault!
"Pa!" A heavy slap landed on my face. I lowered my head, not intending to retaliate at all.
"Su Cha, I'm warning you, if anything happens to him, I will definitely not let you off!"
At that moment, the doctor came out of the operating room.
"Which one of you is Young Master Bo's relative?"
I quickly stepped forward. "It's me!" I am his wife! "
"Young Master Bo's situation is not looking good. Our hospital doesn't have enough blood type pandas, do you have any relatives here?"
I suddenly remembered that my blood type was the same as Mu Chen's. I have the same blood type as him, and I can donate it to him! Don't even mention blood, you can have my other organs too, as long as he needs you to take them! "
"Miss, please calm down. We will do our best to save her, and we will have to trouble you to follow us in."
I nodded and followed the doctor.
This is the second time I've seen him covered in blood on the operating table. Both times, he did it for me …
Mu Chen, I swear I will never leave you, I will never leave you ever again …
What I owe you, I'll probably never be able to repay it in my entire life …
Tears kept streaming down my face. I lay on the operating table beside him. I could feel my blood being sucked out, but I had no regrets. As long as I could save him, so what if my life was taken away?
As long as he can wake up and recover, I am willing to do whatever it takes. I am willing to stay by his side, accompany him, make up for him.
After an unknown period of time, I felt that my body was getting colder and colder, and my mind was getting more and more dizzy.
It felt like a century had passed …
When I opened my eyes again, I had no strength left in me at all.
"You're awake?"
I opened my eyes and saw Huo Ting.
"Doctor Huo... How long have I slept... " I forced myself to sit up, and Huo Ting put a pillow on my back.
"Two or three days …" "You have too much ischemia in your body, so you need to rest properly …"
"Why are you here?"
"If I happened to see you when I was looking for a room, I would know a bit about you."
"What about my husband? How is he? Is he awake? "
Huo Ting frowned, then turned his face away. "You'd better take a good rest …"
"Please tell me what happened to him, is he …" I bit my lower lip and didn't ask. I was afraid the answer would come out of someone else's mouth.
"Don't worry, he's fine, it's just that …" Huo Ting did not continue.
Just what? Was there something wrong with him? "Quickly tell me, quickly tell me …"
"His brain was damaged. When he woke up, he didn't seem to remember anything." Huo Ting lowered his head. At that moment, another doctor called out to him. He glanced at me, instructed me to take care of myself, and left the room.
As I lay on the bed, I couldn't believe that this was reality.
This obviously only happened in TV dramas, so why would it happen to me?
He doesn't remember anything. He doesn't remember me or any of his past?
I don't believe it!
I dragged my frail body step by step to the nurses' station. When I found out where he was staying, I walked in. There was no one in the ward, but he seemed to be awake.
"Mu Chen..."
When I walked to his bedside, he looked at me warily. There was no emotion in his cold eyes.
"I am Su Cha, I am your tea, do you still remember me?"
"Su Cha?" He repeated my name again. The pair of eyes that were originally very gentle towards me suddenly turned somewhat cold. He looked at my face: "You are Su Cha?"
I grabbed his hand and cried with joy. "You remember me?!"
However, he immediately withdrew his hand from my hand with a look of disgust on his face. "So it's you, why do you still dare to appear?!"
"What are you talking about? Mu Chen, I... " I don't understand why his attitude has changed so much.
"Su Cha!" Just at this moment, a shout came from outside the ward. I raised my head and saw Lin Ran looking at me with a cold face, I understand her, I know that I was the one who harmed Bo Lengqing, that's why she is acting this way.
"Leng Qing is not in a good condition right now. Please leave."
I bit my lower lip, looking at him who was lying on the sickbed, I forcefully held back my tears. "Then you … "Then rest well and treat your body better. I'll come see you again …"
I lowered my head, not daring to look into his eyes, but I knew that his gaze was locked on my body.
He reached out his hand to me as if he wanted to touch me, but then he quickly pulled back and put his hand on his head, as if in extreme pain and suffering.
Seeing that, Lin Ran immediately pushed me out of the sickroom: "He doesn't want to see you right now, it's better if you don't appear!"
As I said that, I closed the door of the ward. I stood outside the ward by myself and watched Lin Ran take care of him, my heart wrenching like a knife had been stabbed, but I couldn't do anything about it.
Mu Chen, do you really not remember me?