"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. But you have to be nice to yourself, not for your own sake, but for the child in your belly."
I nodded. He asked for my cell phone, put his own number in it, and hit the shortcut button.
"You …"
"If you need anything, just call me. I'll rush over as soon as I can."
My heart warmed. "Thank you."
As for his kindness towards me, I will not misunderstand. I know that it was all because of the model I gave him.
Huo Ting left my room, leaving me alone.
My stomach started to hurt again, and I moved step by step to the bathroom. Recently I had been vomiting blood more frequently than usual, and the other pregnant women had all become round and adorable after absorbing their nutrients. Only I was getting thinner and thinner.
After so long, I was used to being numb to this level of pain.
I dragged myself back to the bed and closed my eyes.
That night, he came.
I threw the bloody napkin under the bed. I didn't want him to see it.
"You're here …"
"Su Cha, you're still pretending!"
I shut my eyes tiredly. It seems that he is here to denounce us.
"How come I didn't know you were so good at pretending before?!" Relying on the child in his stomach, acting pitiful? I never thought a woman could be as vicious as you! How did Xiao Ran offend you? You want to do this to her?! "
I took a deep breath and looked at him, as if it were natural for him to stand up for other women. I wanted to defend myself, but I guess he wouldn't believe anything.
"Sign it. Didn't you want to retreat to gain more power? You want a divorce, right? "Alright, I'll help you!"
As he spoke, he threw the divorce agreement in front of me.
I looked at the cold paper and picked it up shakily.
As it turned out, my proactively proposing a divorce was only a way for him to retreat and advance forward.
"I didn't hire anyone. This is all a self-directed play by your most beloved woman!" In the end, I couldn't help myself.
"Self-acting?!" Do you really think that Xiao Ran is worthy of losing her life to act in a play that has no meaning at all?! "
Lin Ran was clearly unharmed, and the child in my stomach almost lost his life, but even so, he wasn't willing to believe me, and had thought of ways to find an excuse for Lin Ran.
"You have already harmed Xiao Ran once, I will definitely not let you have the chance to harm her a second time! Su Cha, I will not believe a single punctuation mark of what you said! It's a good thing that you are fine. Otherwise, even if you die ten thousand times, it will not be enough to quell the hatred in my heart! "
The pain in my body was not even the slightest bit as much as the psychological trauma I suffered from his words! How could he be so cruel …
"You, love her that much?"
I said, almost choking.
"I love her! "Even though I almost forgot about her, as long as I think of her, there will be no one in this world who can separate us!"
He was speaking to another woman in front of me, but my heart ached with relief.
His love was always so hot. I took a deep breath and felt a surge of frustration.
His protection, his love, should have been mine! It was Lin Ran who stole everything!
If it was another woman, perhaps I could have just silently walked away, leaving all of my pain to myself. But why does it have to be Lin Ran?!
There are too many misunderstandings between him and I, and I won't be able to explain it clearly in a while. Lin Ran is taking this opportunity to reap the benefits!
I can't accept this!
I forcefully threw the divorce agreement aside. "As long as I sign this, you will immediately marry her, right?"
"She deserved it. If it weren't for you, she would be my wife!"
"Good!" Bo Lengqing, I will tell you this, I will go back on my word, I will not sign on it, I will not let her fulfill her wish! "
My attitude infuriated him, and he grabbed my hand: "Can't help showing the fox's tail at last?! No wonder you had a stomachache on the day of the divorce. All of this was planned by you, right? Su Cha, you sure are bold! "
"My guts are not even one thousandth of the one beside you! She wants to force me to divorce you and then marry you, I definitely won't let her do as she pleases! I'm a little regretful now, regretting why I wasn't so heartless as to hire two people to push that slut down! "
In my life, I hate others who wronged me the most. I will not forgive Lin Ran, and even as a ghost, I will not let her go!
Bo Lengqing glared as he grabbed me by the neck, "Su Cha, say it again if you have the ability!"
"I'll say it, even if I become a ghost, I won't let her off!"
'Pa! 'I felt an excruciating pain on the side of my face. He had been merciless when he attacked me.
It was the first time he'd ever done anything to me.
After hitting me, he frowned and stared at his palm as if he couldn't believe what he was seeing.
He covered his chest with his hands, his expression growing more and more unsightly.
I was so immersed in my own grief that I didn't notice anything unusual about him. He suddenly covered his head with his hands, looking miserable.
I suddenly felt a heartache. Even if I don't remember anything, my body still subconsciously doesn't want to hurt me, right?
I subconsciously wanted to reach out my hand to him, but he yelled at me with incomparable disgust, "Scram! Don't touch me!"
I silently retracted my hand and watched him stumble out of sight.
I don't know if he'll ever remember anything about me. I wish he would, but how I wish he'd never come back to me again for the rest of his life.
I'd rather he hated me for the rest of his life.
Life is becoming more and more dull. Fortunately, there is also a Huo Ting next to me. Even though he is in the hospital every day, he still encourages me to keep writing.
He and I share a lot of similarities, and we have a lot of topics to talk about. I told him a lot of things about the past between Bo Lengqing and I.
He spends a lot of time with me every day, talking to me, persuading me to treat the illness.
"Su Cha, I know that there is a very good doctor who can treat stomach cancer in Germany. If you are willing, we can immediately …"
"What about my child? What about the child? "
"Once the illness is cured, the child will have another child in the future …"
"Huo Ting, he has already been here for five months. I can feel him growing up in my stomach day by day every day. I really don't have any way to ruthlessly deprive him of the power to survive … "If I have to exchange my life for one, I am willing to use my life to exchange for a child's …"
"Is it for him? He made you feel hopeless about your life, so you don't even have the confidence to live, do you? Su Cha, he is not worthy of your love at all! "
The usually gentle Huo Ting couldn't help but say this.
"This is what I owe him. He sacrificed two lives for me. I should pay him back."
"You don't owe him anything, Su Cha! The two of you have long been separated. As long as you are willing to treat her, you can still have a new life! Su Cha, I will use my life as my guarantor... "
His gaze was warm and passionate. Men tended to misunderstand their feelings, especially simple ones like Huo Ting.
After these days of interaction, I realized that even though he was outstanding, his emotional world was practically empty. He, who had never been so close to any woman before, was easily misled by such feelings of sympathy and pity.
I don't want to mislead him. He's a good man and worth something.
I looked out the window and saw that the sky was gradually darkening. The moon outside was about to come out.
"The moon is getting round and round … Is it almost the Mid-Autumn Festival? "
He nodded silently.
"I don't know if I can live to the next Mid-Autumn Festival …" "Huo Ting, I want to eat mooncakes."
"Alright, I'll go buy it for you. Just lie down obediently and don't go anywhere else to listen to me." He looked at me with a helpless expression. I nodded.
After watching him leave, I moved my body step by step, leaving my sickroom.
This body of mine has dragged too many people down, and I don't want to drag him down any longer.