I quietly packed my things and left the hospital without notifying anyone. Before I left, I picked up the divorce agreement that I had thrown on the ground and signed my name on it.
I said that I would torture them and never let them go, but in the end, I couldn't bear it.
Since this is what he wants, I'll help him.
I knew that Huo Ting would personally deliver the divorce agreement for me, and I still couldn't say goodbye to him myself.
If it wasn't for the fact that I met Xiao Wei who just happened to visit me on my way out, no one would know what would have happened to me at that time.
"Sister Su Cha, where are you planning to go?"
I took a deep breath and shook my head.
"If you haven't found a place to live, why don't you come to my place first? "My parents left me a house. It's quite big, and I live alone, so I'm usually pretty lonely. Come here, we have a partner, and I can take care of your children for you."
I wanted to reject her, but Xiao Wei didn't give me the chance to. She dragged my luggage and moved it back to her house.
Xiao Wei helped me tidy up a room and came out. I packed my things for a bit, and just as I sat down on the bed, my phone rang. I lowered my head and saw that it was Huo Ting calling.
I didn't answer the phone. I turned it off.
Because I knew no one would call me except him.
"Sister Su Cha, why aren't you answering the phone?"
I shook my head. "I don't want to keep delaying people."
So I chose to leave him on the awkward ground of buying mooncakes, and then I left without a word.
I was afraid of the familiar hot light in his eyes that should have belonged to a better girl.
I live in Xiao Wei's house, she often prepares a bunch of all kinds of paintings for me, I know that she is encouraging me not to lose hope.
I didn't tell Xiao Wei about my body's condition, even though I knew, perhaps I wouldn't be able to hide it for long.
Those were the rare moments of peace and quiet in my life, and I finally had time to finish the scarf, even though I knew I would never again be able to hand it over to him.
On the days when Xiao Wei didn't want to work, he would accompany me by my side, chat with me, share gossip, and make me happy.
I am clear that when a girl reaches this age, she would have her own little secret. Maybe Xiao Wei also has a partner in love that he doesn't want to tell me.
Sometimes I also can't help teasing her, girls' way of love is always the same.
Seeing how flushed her face is from what I said, I would think back to when I was in a relationship with Bo Lengqing, the person who was still Mu Chen's lover.
"Sister Su Cha, it's not what you think!" Xiao Wei felt a little embarrassed.
At that moment, her phone rang again. Her expression became somewhat panicked. She quickly took her phone and went into the living room.
I was a little worried about her, so I carefully opened the door a crack and listened to what was happening outside.
"I told you I don't know! Do you now know that you care about her life or death? What did he do in the past?! Don't think that just because you're my boss, I won't dare to scold you! "Since she's already divorced, don't bother her anymore!"
Xiao Wei, who had always been gentle, suddenly roared at the other end of the phone. I was stunned for a moment, I was able to guess who the person on the other side was.
I watched as Xiao Wei hung up the phone and turned around. He looked at me in astonishment.
"Sister Su Cha..."
"Is that him?"
"Sister Su Cha, can you please stop caring about him?"
I didn't answer her, but continued to ask, "Was it him? Did he call often? "
"Sister Su Cha!" Xiao Wei's tone was a little disappointed.
"Xiao Wei, answer me."
Xiao Wei gritted his teeth and nodded helplessly: "Yes!"
"Since when?"
"Since the day you left the hospital, he started to call my phone and interrogate everyone about your whereabouts. I think he probably called every single time he could … But you must not be soft-hearted! If he really had you in his heart, how could he have forced you to such a state? "
How could I not know what Xiao Wei said?
Perhaps, what he cares about isn't me, but the child in my stomach … Oh, that's not right. Maybe even the child in my womb doesn't care at all.
"Sister Su Cha, just stay here peacefully and nurture the baby. Even if we don't rely on that man, we can still live a good life!"
Xiao Wei said seriously, I nodded my head, and forced a smile to comfort her, indicating that she was okay.
When I went out and said that I had to work overtime at night, I nodded. After she left, I turned on my phone, and other than Huo Ting, who didn't pick up the phone, the rest were all Bo Lengqing's. Huo Ting sent me many short messages with him.
The most recent time was three minutes ago, when he sent it over.
Didn't he want me to disappear? Why did he come looking for me like a madman after I had completely disappeared from his sight?
He touched my heart to the softest part.
Su Cha, oh Su Cha, you really are despicable enough. Just because he gave you the perfect amount of gentleness, you think that he has recovered his memories and changed back into the Mu Chen who only loves you, right?
Sometimes I feel that I am not worthy of any sympathy at all, because all my suffering is my own fault!
Taking a deep breath, I suddenly thought of the chain I had left on the dresser.
That was the last memory that belonged to Mu Chen and I. Even if I had to die, I will take it away with me.
I think I'm a very sad person.
Even though he had already reached such a stage, he still went crazy when he returned. He wanted to see him one more time, even if it was for the last time.
As long as it was possible to see him again.
At night, I stood at the entrance of the villa and pressed the password to open the door. The villa was very dark and it seemed like there wasn't a single person inside.
I walked over to the sofa and saw him curled up on it, his face pale and his forehead beaded with sweat.
I thought he wouldn't come back. I just wanted to come back here and feel his breath again. I didn't expect to see him again.
When I saw him being tormented, I couldn't help reaching out to his forehead.
"Su Cha..." He murmured my name and grabbed my hand.
"Is that you?" Su Cha? "
I thought I might be able to take it lightly, but when I touched his hot hand, I realized I couldn't.
I went to find some medicine for him to drink, fed him, and gave him a blanket to cover him with.
He must have been burning with confusion as he kept shouting out my name.
I wanted to take the necklace and leave, but he kept holding on to my hand and wouldn't let go.
"Don't you remember everything?" Why is it related to me? " I whispered.
I knew he couldn't hear anything, so I reached out my hand and gently touched his face.
"Mu Chen, if one day you recover your memories and think back to how, in these past few days, you have been deceived by others. Do you feel the same heartache that I felt when I told you all those harsh and cruel words to you?"
"Su Cha... "Don't go …"
"Mu Chen, if it's possible, how I wish that you would still forget about me. At least, if you forget about me, it won't hurt anymore.
"Su Cha..."
He called out my name one after another, making me want to cry. I forcefully held back my tears, grabbed his hand that was holding mine, and put a ring between the two of us on his index finger.
His index finger was both passionate and oblivious.
"Since you've forgotten, don't ever think about it again."
He gradually quietened down. After he fell asleep, I took the necklace that belonged to me and slowly left my home with him.
I know, this is the last time I'll be back.