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I carried the big suitcase to the front door, and when I opened it with my key, I found that there were a few pairs of shoes in front of the door.

I took off my shoes and carried the box into the living room, but then found Rui Rui and Yuan Yuan sitting on the floor, playing with the building blocks. At the same time, a man wearing an apron came out with a plate of food in his hand.

He put down the dishes, untied his apron and looked at me with a smile. "I came back just in time for some food!"

I looked at the dishes on the table, the garlic oysters, the cilantro prawns … I like them all.

Bo Lengqing's tone was very gentle. He looked at the dishes and said, "I don't know if it suits your taste, do you want to try it first?"

What a familiar tenderness! I thought such tenderness would never come between him and me again.

"Didn't you dislike garlic and coriander?"

Unable to stop myself, I walked over to the table and sat down on a chair.

"You … Do you know what I don't like to eat? " He looked at me doubtfully.

He still couldn't remember anything about me, but even his subconscious was doing the same thing that he once loved me for.

I couldn't help but think of the past Mu Chen.

At that time, I was still young. Although Gu Mei and her mother wouldn't openly bully me, they continuously squeezed me and my mother from behind.

When I was growing up, they were very strict with their diet. Not giving me any rancid food was already a pretty good treatment.

Fortunately, Mu Chen was there at that time, so he saved money on his meal and made me something I liked to eat. I had a different taste from him, so I took it a bit heavier and he liked eating lighter, but he would always follow my taste.

Thinking about this, I felt a bit sad.

In these few years that I had been gone, I had frequently dreamed of Mu Chen and Bo Lengqing. When the ownership of the matter had changed to Bo Lengqing, everything that happened between us had changed.

Just when I thought that I was going to die, I had hoped countless times selfishly that he would recover his memories and accompany me on my final journey …

Thinking of this, a tear rolled down his eye sockets.

Seeing me like this, he was at a loss for words. Suddenly, he covered his head with his hands.

"Daddy!" Is Daddy starting to have a headache again?! " Seeing that, Yuan Yuan immediately dropped the building blocks, ran over and walked to Bo Lengqing's feet.

"What's going on?" I, who was at this time, also recovered from my shock and noticed that something was wrong with Bo Lengqing. I hurriedly walked to Bo Lengqing's side, but I quickly remembered what happened five years ago when he had just lost his memory.

At that time, I wanted to get close to him. I wanted to hug him, but he told me to "scram."

The extended hand froze in midair, unsure of how to place it.

"Does your father always do this? Have you ever been to the hospital? "

"I don't know. Ever since I was a child, I saw Daddy often hugging a picture frame and sitting on the bed for a long time, looking at it. Sometimes, he would feel very pained, just like now, hugging a headache for a long time …"

Yuan Yuan looked at me worriedly, "Mommy, what should we do?"

"I don't know. You guys stay here. Mommy will help Daddy in to rest for a while."

Just at this time, Bo Lengqing held onto the chair, and tried to stand up. But because of the severe pain, he could only lean on the chair to stabilize his center of gravity, I really couldn't bear to see him like this, even if he hated me and wanted to tell me to scram, I would admit it!

I walked over to support him, but he fell on top of me!

I helped him into the room and gently closed the door, but he didn't have any intention of going to bed. Instead, he continued to hug me tightly.

The peculiar warmth of him enveloped me, and I greedily sucked in his scent, as if we were the only two people left in the world.

From that moment on, I knew that even after all this time and all the damage, I still hadn't really shaved this man out of my heart.

"Su Cha..."

He panted for my name, and his voice was pained.

"Why? Why does my heart hurt so much?"

It was as if he were asking me or himself.

"In the few years that you have been gone, whenever I think of you, it is as if my heart has been forcefully torn apart. I don't know why it hurts so much … It hurts so bad I can't breathe, as if I've lost something important. Tell me, will you? Why would my heart ache? "

I bit my lower lip.

But my heart hurts too.

No one knows how I've been without him all these years. I've been living in pain every day.

If it wasn't for Rui Rui, I think I wouldn't be able to hold on.

"Su Cha, don't cry..."

As if sensing my tears, he suddenly raised his head and wiped them off my face.

"I felt very sad when I saw you cry … Su Cha, this feeling is becoming more and more obvious. Tell me, have we ever fallen in love before?

"You can't remember anything, can you?" My nose felt sore, but I tried my best to calm down.

"To be able to be easily forgotten means that you don't care about this matter, so there is no need to think about it." And if you do, you may not be happy.

I know him too well. If he were to regain his memories and know that all the injuries I've suffered came from him, he would definitely blame himself for it. I didn't want to see any of this.

I had tried my best to make him forget about me. If anything happened to me in the future, he would be able to live a happy life without me.

Moreover, I really don't want to return to his side and fight with Lin Ran head on.

He took a deep breath and pushed him away.

"Rest well, I'll go out and take care of the child."

I pushed him onto the bed and reached out to hold me, but I panicked and left the room.

To divert my attention, I brought the two little guys to the table.

"Mommy, is Daddy better?" Rui Rui looked at me worriedly. I patted his head and Yuan Yuan's head, "Don't worry, Daddy is already asleep. You two hurry up and eat."

"Mom, do you know? This is daddy's first time cooking for a girl! " Yuan Yuan looked at me seriously and said, "This is a treatment that even Aunt Lin has never received before!"

I was stunned. Yuan Yuan jumped down from his seat and walked to my feet. "Although father has never said it before, I feel that he seems to like you."

Looking at the serious look on the child's face, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

"I like your father as well. Alright, alright, hurry up and eat. Can you play after eating?"

The two little fellows were still very obedient as they obediently sat there and finished eating. I looked at the food on the table. Although it suited my taste, there wasn't anything he liked to eat.

I went to the kitchen and poured him a bowl of noodles and carried it into the room.

I put the noodles on the nightstand. He was asleep.

His originally handsome face now looked much thinner. He shouldn't have been having a good life these past few years …

I lay on the bed and looked at his face. It was the first time I had looked at him so closely since I had been away from him.

In the years when he wasn't around, even my breath hurt when I thought of him, but now that he was so close, I didn't even have the courage to reach out and hug him.

"Su Cha..."

He didn't bother to say my name, and I was so shocked I almost thought he was awake, but I was relieved to make sure he was only talking in his sleep.

"Su Cha... Don't die! Su Cha... "

He called my name, and my heart ached again and again.

I stood up and was about to leave, but at that moment, I felt someone grab my hand with force. I turned my head, and as soon as he exerted force, I fell onto the bed.

He held me close, as if I would slip away from him at any moment without calling the police.

"Su Cha, don't leave me..."