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Hearing this, my whole body went stiff.

But after he said that, he stopped moving and really fell into a deep sleep. The two of us stayed in this position for a long time, and after knowing that the two little guys outside had not seen us for a long time, we lightly knocked on the door.

"Mommy, what are you and Daddy doing in there?" Rui Rui looked at me curiously.

"Shh, mom and dad are having a baby brother!" Yuan Yuan looked at Rui Rui seriously.

I didn't know whether to laugh or cry as I pinched my daughter's round face. "Who told you that?"

His daughter lowered her head in disappointment. "What the nannies at home said... They said, Daddy married Auntie Lin, and after giving birth to a baby brother, he won't want Yuan Yuan anymore … "Mom, you will also marry that uncle from last time. Do you want me and big brother to marry you?"

Looking at Yuan Yuan's insecure little face, I felt a little heartache. I reached out my hand to touch my daughter's round face. "How could it be? "Mom definitely won't leave the two of you behind …"

At that moment, there was a sound from the room. I knew that he had woken up.

"You guys go play in the room, I'll go see if dad is better."

I turned around and walked in. Bo Lengqing covered his head and woke up from bed.

"How is it? Do you feel any better? "

He nodded and glanced at the noodles on the nightstand.

"It should still be hot. Take a look. If it's not suitable, I've already fed you another bowl."

He picked up the noodles, looked hungry, and immediately started wolfing them down.

After I finished eating, I took the bowl and was about to leave when he hugged me from behind.

"I loved you."

I felt his tears running down my neck, hot tears not on my body, but on my heart.

The bowl in my hand clattered to the ground. I was also stunned.

"Su Cha, I've loved you before, right?"

"You … What do you remember? "

He shook his head, "I don't know, I dream about you all the time. I dream about the two of us together, this is a feeling I have never felt before, and that bowl of noodles …" So familiar … Su Cha, when you get close to me, my heart will ache. Didn't I love your proof of that? "

"The person you love, is Lin Ran. You told me yourself." My tone was light, but my heart was sour.

"I also thought that the person I loved was her! But when she stood in front of me, I felt that my heart was very empty, as if someone had dug a piece out of my body. I don't know why, but I think she should be the person I love … But I, I … I can't do anything to her … "

As he spoke, he held me tighter.

"Why would my heart ache? Why do you drop a tear I can't help but feel heartache? Why am I so sad after I heard about your death? Why do I always dream about you? And that ring, I am Mu Chen, the person you love, right?! "

He finally asked, he finally said, I don't know how much he remembered, but I didn't want to know.

"Do you know how I've been all these years? I went to investigate many many many things and found out everything about you. There are many things that I doubt, and there are more and more fragments of you from my memories. I know, I'm sorry to you … "

I didn't say anything, but my heart ached.

"Su Cha, why didn't you say anything? "Why didn't you tell me anything, why didn't you even explain yourself?" His voice was soft, with his tears.

It was the first time I had ever seen him cry.

"What do you want me to tell you? What do you want me to explain? Bo Lengqing, think about it carefully. How many times have I wanted to get close to you, how many times have I wanted to explain things to you? You don't remember? Do you want me to remind you?! "

It has been five years and all of my pain and patience has been crushed at this moment. I forcefully pushed him away and looked at him with a cold smile.

"Say, Su Cha, stop pretending to be pitiful, and don't make me hate you even more! Say it, Su Cha, I don't want to see you, scram! " I pointed at him as I spoke. "If you were me, how would you explain it? How do you explain it! "

I covered my face and painfully squatted down. Why, why did I have to recall those sad memories and hurt you and me again?

"I'm sorry …" He reached for me.

"Don't touch me!" I shouted, "Don't touch me!"

I watched his body freeze in place, my heart aching so much that I couldn't breathe.

"We already have our own lives now, so I'm not opposed to your coming here to see the children or to not disturb you and Lin Ran. I hope that you won't disturb me either!"

There is already a gap between us, a full five years, five years of gaps in our relationship, no matter how hard we try, we can't catch up.

"Su Cha! I won't give up! "One day, I will remember everything. I will remember everything that happened between us, and no one will be able to separate us again!"

As he spoke, he left my house with Yuan Yuan.

I stayed in my room alone and cried for a long time. Rui Rui stayed by my side and didn't dare to move.

By the time I reacted, it was already evening by the time Rui Rui and I cleaned up the household.

I threw all the food he had made for me into the trash, and put perfume on all the places where he had stayed, as if to deceive myself into thinking that by doing so I would be able to remove the traces he had left by my side.

However, there was always an empty spot in his heart that he could not fill.

After a few days of this, I finally felt a little better.

After a period of time, I went around submitting my resume, ready to look for a job. I didn't tell Huo Ting and the others about the company I had left. Of course, I knew they could easily get me a suitable job, but I still wanted to rely on myself.

I owe them enough, and I don't want to owe them any more.

But somehow, the places where I put my resume were actually going against me. Every time I put a lot of money into a house, it went down the drain.

I felt uncomfortable, but I didn't say anything.

There was a dining area near home with a children's playground. Thinking about it, Rui Rui seemed to not have gone out much these few days, so he brought him there to eat.

It's a Hong Kong restaurant, the taste is light and there are levels, I think that Bo Lengqing would like it here, the moment I think of Bo Lengqing, my mood darkened a little.

"Big Sister Tina, why are you here?" Just then, a familiar voice came from afar. I raised my head and saw Ye Xing sitting at the table beside me.

"What a coincidence!" I smiled.

Ye Xing walked to my side and saw Rui Rui sitting opposite to me. He rubbed his little head and laughed: "What a cute little friend, it's yours …"

"My son." I said frankly, only to see Rui Rui lowering his head, playing with something.

"What a beautiful ruby. Can you lend it to brother for a look?" When Ye Xing saw the ruby on Rui Rui's neck, a complicated look flashed across his eyes.

I didn't notice it at that time and was curiously looking at the thing that was hanging around Rui Rui's neck.

It was an artificially woven, very distinctive ruby pendant, but I was unfamiliar with it and had never seen it before.

"Where did you get this necklace?" I frowned as I looked at Rui Rui. That ruby necklace seemed to be extremely valuable, I was worried that Bo Lengqing had given it to him.

"This is yours, Mommy, in that notebook under your pillow!"

I frowned. It was a thick notebook my mother had left me, but how could such a large ruby be in a book?

"Sister Tina, this gem should be something very important. You have to keep it well."

Ye Xing said as he placed the ruby in my hand, his eyes revealing a form that I could not understand. I found it very strange, I looked at the ruby in my hand and saw a ruby with a ruby like ruby in its ribbon, with the word "Ye" carved on it.

Where did this gem come from? Why is it in my mother's hands?