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"I remember in the past, when I was sick, you liked to make me tomato and egg noodles. When I don't remember anything, I always remembered this taste. One hit was enough to remember until now."

He took the bowl of tomato and egg noodles and began to eat.

I was suddenly depressed. Before he lost his memory, we never had time to really calm down and think about each other.

I hated his deception, he resented my hurt, so much that we didn't make much sense of it.

For example, how did Mu Chen, who grew up together with her, become the successor of Bo Family Group, and thus knew everything about her?

From his appearance to his personality, I couldn't find a single trace of change in him. There were traces of my Mu Chen having existed on his body before.

"I used to be afraid to see you when I couldn't remember anything." As he spoke, he put down the bowl of soup.

"Afraid of me? "Why?"

I still remember that time, I carefully looked at him, afraid to disturb him, sitting alone in the corner to plead.

What do I have to be afraid of?

Every time I see your tears, I feel pain in my heart. At that time, I didn't know why, so I just wanted to avoid you, to stay away from you. As long as you weren't around me, I wouldn't feel pain.

It occurred to me that not long after he was discharged from the hospital, I went to his room to see him. He held his head in pain and told me to scram.

I don't know why. At that moment, I really wanted to pull you back, I really wanted to hug you until the day I heard that you died, my mind suddenly flashed with the scene of you wearing a white dress. You obviously didn't wear a white dress in front of me … "At that time, I had a guess in my heart, but I couldn't believe it. I was afraid that I was the one who pushed you into a corner, and I was even more afraid. It was to admit that I loved you from the bottom of my heart …"

"When did you remember everything about me?"

"It was raining heavily that day. Lin Ran gave me a pair of rings and told me to exchange the rings on my left hand."

As he spoke, he shook his left hand, which bore the ring I had brought with me when I left the villa.

"Why did you still keep it?" Looking at the ring, I began to sob.

"When I lost my memories, I was once sick and had a high fever. I dreamt that you came to take care of me, but when I woke up, I saw Lin Ran. She guarded me for an entire night … "And this ring, I've had countless chances to take the ring off my finger, but I can't bear to do it."

When I mentioned Lin Ran, my expression changed.

I know that for him, perhaps Lin Ran had wholeheartedly given his life to him, looked after him, and helped him. He had already chosen me to let her down, but for me, Lin Ran was the main culprit behind my child's tragic childhood.

I can't forgive her.

"Lin Ran did do a lot of wrong things, but that was because the old man forced her to do it. Her family still had the stance of forcing her, so she couldn't do anything about it."

Before I could say anything, he had already come up with an excuse for her.

"There's nothing we can do! Lying me up on the roof, trying to ruin my innocence and the life of the child in my womb, is that her helplessness?! I have used you to attack and hurt me time and time again, is this also her helplessness?! "

I couldn't control my emotions and started to get excited. If Lin Ran had always been the kind and understanding look that she had on the surface, maybe the unwillingness to give up in my heart would have been reduced a lot. But she had wanted the life of me and the child in my stomach more than once!

He was silent.

After a long while, he slowly said, "She has let you down for this, but it was all because of me. I apologize to you in her place."

"What identity do you use to apologize to me? Lin Ran's fiance? "

I mocked him. His eyes darkened, "You know I didn't mean that …"

"Then what do you mean? Bo Lengqing, in the end, you are still the almighty Young Master Bo, you are no longer my Mu Chen … "

Emotions dominated all my thoughts and senses, and I knew how hurtful my words would be, but before I could hurt him, I was already covered in wounds.

"Su Cha, I also want to stay by your side for the rest of my life. Mu Chen, who is only you, has always been wrong in certain things. The Mu Chen you love has never truly existed!"

His voice was slightly pained, but I was stunned.

"What do you mean? What did he mean by never existing? So were the years we spent together fake? Then are the years when we grew up together as childhood friends fake?! Is Mu Chen's feelings for me also fake?! " I cried hysterically.

He hugged me in his arms and held my back with incomparable heartache. My tears fell drop by drop, wetting his clothes: "Su Cha, calm down. Be obedient. Calm down …"

"How do you want me to calm down?! Tell me, how am I to calm down?! " As I spoke, I tightly pulled on his clothes.

All the pain and suffering I've gone through all these years, erupts like a spring. I need a place to vent, and now that he's here, it's the best time to do it.

I cried for a long, long time, and he kept silent to calm my emotions, until I was tired, leaning back on the sofa, and my whole body calmed down.

"Speak. Tell me, what do you mean by that?"

"I am a child raised outside by my mother and man. To put it harshly, I am an illegitimate child, so I did not have a father since I was young, and my mother was also unwilling to tell me where my father went until that time, when I was about to die, someone from Bo Family arrived."

That accident happened because of me, he just casually passed it by. He knew what it meant to touch my heart that was riddled with scars, so he carefully avoided it.

It turns out that in order to hide my true identity, my mother used a human skin mask and a special medicine to hide my true appearance. That medicine would make me unable to detect the existence of a human skin mask, so I thought I was Mu Chen, but Mu Chen never existed. "

He laughed softly, his laughter full of sarcasm.

I was stunned for a long time before I regained my senses.

It took him a long time to accept this indisputable fact, I suppose?

There was nothing bad about being a carefree person, but one day, you found out that everything around you was deliberately camouflaged. If even you are a fake, then how desperate are you?

Moreover, being born in such a clan, one had to be careful with every step, treading on thin ice. If one wasn't careful, then there was a possibility that they would fall into the bottomless abyss!

Therefore, it was understandable that his personality would turn into such a cold and moody state.

"So when you ask me, who am I exactly, I can only answer Bo Lengqing, because Mu Chen's existence already has no meaning, but the name Bo Lengqing represents not only identity, but also being able to protect you. Not like Mu Chen, who can't even protect his most beloved woman, is just a piece of trash!"

"I forbid you to say that about yourself! I won't allow anyone to say that about you! Even if Mu Chen never existed in this world, it doesn't matter what. To me, he is one of a kind that cannot be replicated! "

I argued that all these years he had only changed his identity, but what had changed had been a difference of heaven and earth. As the saying goes, if you want to wear a crown, you must first bear its weight.

I am no longer the Su Cha who watched as his lover was slandered while being helpless. I am no longer the me from back then, but one thing is, I have never changed.

That is, we love each other, we have always been so willing to turn back.

"Tea, can you give me another chance? I want to make up for everything I owe you. "