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I deliberately avoided his eager eyes, and after a long silence, the hope on his face gradually faded.

"I know, you won't accept me anymore. Even if you spread everything out … I have hurt you, no matter what choice you make, I can only choose to accept it. Su Cha, I will wait for you, even if you don't forgive me, I will absolutely not marry another woman! "

He got up from the sofa and turned to leave.

I didn't know what was wrong with me. I rushed forward and stopped him in front of me. I threw him onto the sofa and forcefully kissed him.

I bit his lip and saw him wince with pain, the taste of blood spreading from his mouth.

He just lay there, not pushing me away or screaming for pain.

I wiped the blood from his mouth. "Why didn't you push me away?"

He smiled, his face pale. "I can't bear to part with it."

My heart felt like it had been struck. "Does it hurt to leave blood?"

He shook his head and hugged me.

His voice was very gentle. He hugged me as if he was holding some peerless treasure.

Suddenly I can't hate it.

He suddenly thought of the lyrics of a song. Don't pull if you can hug her.

In the end, I am not a generous person. I can't give him up to others. Even if I have grudges against him, the moment I hold him, it seems that I don't care about anything.

Love always makes it easier for people to compromise.

"I've lost …" I slumped over him, and he gently stroked my hair.

"What's wrong with losing to me?"

I got up. "I made up my mind to ignore you!"

"Then you forgive me?"

I didn't say anything. He took me in his arms. "Even if you don't forgive me, I won't let you be with anyone else."

"Then today... Are you going back to the hospital? " The rain had lessened, and I was worried about his health.

"I'm fine, I just really miss you. Tonight, I want to be with you."

I pushed him. "No, you have to go back!"

"I don't want to go back! "It's cold in the hospital, I'm the only one here …" His voice sounded wronged, like a child who has been abandoned.

"Then I'll clean the guest room for you." Anyway, there were a lot of rooms at home, so it wasn't that big of a deal to give him a random one.

Just as I was about to pack, he took my hand.

"Can't you sleep in the same bed?"

I took a deep breath and turned around to look at him seriously. "I'm not ready yet."

"Just sleep with her without doing anything, okay?" He looked at me piteously. "I'm a patient."

How come I didn't realize that this man was good at acting pitiful?!

Five years later, lying together in a bed and covering myself with a blanket, my heart suddenly filled with emotion.

I thought we would never have another chance. I thought we would be strangers for the rest of our lives, but fate had pushed us closer and closer to each other.

"In the future … "Stop drinking."

It makes me ache to think of the day he saw me with Ling Chen, misunderstood us, went out to get drunk, and drank himself into such a state.

"Then promise me, don't leave me."

"Yes." I solemnly nodded my head. He lightly kissed my forehead, then pulled me into his embrace, hugging me tightly.

His body was so close to mine, yet his warmth and unique fragrance filled my nose. As I listened to his heartbeat, I became faster and faster …

A certain part of his body gradually changed. My face reddened. "No, tonight, no …"

Although I am trying to accept him again, whenever I think about how close he and Lin Ran were before, I feel resistance towards him.

Even if he was in the dark, I couldn't get past the hurdle in my heart.

"I've already waited for you for five years …" His voice was suppressed as he said, "If you don't want to, I won't..."

"I'm sorry …" I, I can't live with myself. " I tell you the truth. We've both missed each other for so many years, and I think we'll both need some time to come to terms with each other, and decide whether or not to start over.

"I know what you're hesitating for." As he spoke, he cupped my face in his hands.

"I didn't, not even once." he said seriously.

"You know what I'm thinking?" I looked at him in surprise.

"For the past five years, ever since I found out that you were not alive, I always dreamed of fragments of your memories. I knew that there were many things that were kept in the dark and blurred. Under these circumstances, I don't have the mood to consider the matters of men and women … Even though Lin Ran and I live under the same roof, we always slept in separate rooms, I have never touched her. "

His eyes were firm. I don't see any falsehood in them.

If he's been abstinent for five years for my sake, am I being cruel to him tonight?

Just when my imagination was running wild, he sneakily undid my clothes …

"Bo Lengqing, what are you doing … "Ugh …" Before I could say anything, he covered my mouth with his kiss …

His hand gently slid down, but stopped at my abdomen.

"Why would this place …"

I grabbed his hand and gently said, "This is proof that I once loved you with my life."

That night, when the weather was heavy with rain and wind, we embraced each other and took possession of each other inside the house.

The desire that had been sleeping in his body was awakened, and the night went wild until dawn.

When I woke up the next day, it was already late in the morning. My entire body was in pain, as though it was about to fall apart. I subconsciously touched my body, but there was already no one around me.

I sat up in bed and was lost for a long time.

There was still the vague scent of last night in the air. If it weren't for the purplish scars on my body, I would have thought that everything that happened last night was just a big dream of mine.

"What are you thinking about?" While I was lost in thought, he came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, water dripping from his hair.

He slowly walked to the bed and sat down. He used his hands to pull away the quilt that I used to cover my face. I subconsciously tightened the quilt and looked at him defensively. "What are you doing?!"

He laughed. "I'll carry you to take a bath."

My face reddened. "I can go by myself …" After saying that, I slowly climb out of bed. However, when my feet touch the floor, I find myself unable to stand steadily.

"You only know how to be stubborn!" He carried me into the bathroom.

After my shower, I changed my clothes and prepared to go down to prepare food for the children. Unexpectedly, he had already finished cooking. He carried me downstairs and carefully placed me on a stool beside the dining table.

"Mommy is so embarrassed. You even have to hug such a big person!" The little girl was fuming and looked a little jealous.

"Exactly!" Rui Rui said with an expression of watching a good show.

"You can't blame your mommy, it was daddy's fault …"

"Alright, you two, hurry up and eat!"

After eating, the two little fellows seemed to have colluded with each other, and said that they would give us space to get along properly, so they went back to their own rooms to play. In an instant, Bo Lengqing and I were the only two left in the living room.

"Shouldn't you be going back to the hospital today?"

He sneaked out last night, and by now the nurses should have finished their rounds in the room. When that happens, Grandpa Bo will soon know about his escape from the hospital, and I'm worried about him.

"Why did you chase me away in such a hurry?" As he spoke, he hugged me. "I'm not going back, I'm not going anywhere. I'm just going to stay here and properly accompany my wife and children."

"Who's your wife? Don't forget, we're divorced. At most, I'm your ex-wife!"

"Tea? Why didn't I notice that you were so stubborn before?" As he spoke, he held me in his arms. "If worst comes to worst, we can get married again. You're my wife anyway, and this will never change!"