C196 Fate

Zhong Miao Yi didn't have much time to chat with others, and she didn't have many things to say either.

If it was the past, she would probably persuade Zhou Xu, and persuade Chen Xi Meng to not entrust too much of her feelings to Su Zeyi, and that would only injure her entire body.

However, the current her wouldn't say such words. There were some things that she wouldn't listen to if she didn't go through them herself.

He always had to walk his own path. If he were to fall until his head bled, then he would know what to do.

These were all things that they needed to experience. The Zhong Miao Yi could not help them, and no one could.

Sometimes, when Chen Xi had fallen asleep at night and suddenly woke up, she would recall her past. That feeling was so clear that it felt like she could reach out and grab it.

But soon, the feeling dissipated and the sense of reality made her feel suffocated.

Her father had once said that that young adult of the Su Clan was not someone she could easily think about. In the future, he would definitely be someone with a huge amount of money.

Chen Xi Meng knew, she had always known, so she had never thought of overstepping her boundaries.

After that, Su Zeyi did indeed marry the princess and princess. No matter which one it was, both of them were supreme glory, but he could have two of them at once.

However, he was such an outstanding person to begin with. It was hard to say why, but things should have been like this in the first place. He should have been the beloved of heaven, and he did not need to put in so much effort to perfectly obtain everything.

This was what Chen Xi was thinking, she blindly worshipped this man, loving him, and only hoped to be able to look at him forever like this, but fate would occasionally doze off. It had knocked her down, allowing her to be closer to her dream.

So many times when she woke up at night, Chen Xi would feel that everything in front of her was just a dream.

Having been in the palace for so long, on Zhou Xu's birthday, which was the day that she was closest to Su Zeyi, his every movement caused Chen Xi Meng's heart to palpitate, including the way he would look at her from time to time.

Chen Xi Meng knew that Su Zeyi had not seen her, but she was unconsciously nervous, and his entire person became extremely unnatural.

She envied Zhou Xu, envied her for being able to remain calm in front of Su Zeyi, without a shred of fear.

He envied her for coaxing Su Zeyi into liking her, and he envied her for being doted on by Su Zeyi.

If one day such a favor could fall on her head. Chen Xi Meng didn't dare think like this, she had never dared to think like this.

But when she saw Zhong Miao Yi today, knowing that she was actually willing to talk to her, Chen Xi Meng's heart wasn't without emotions.

In Chen Xi Meng's eyes, it was truly a miracle that the previous dynasty's princess was still alive.'s attitude towards Zhong Miao Yi was seen by all, in Zhou Xu's birthday banquet, he had Zhong Miao Yi in his heart and he had Zhong Miao Yi in his eyes, so Chen Xi Meng could not help but think, if Zhong Miao Yi was willing to speak up for her, would Su Zeyi also look at her a few more times?

However, these thoughts were only for a moment, Chen Xi Meng did not dare to speak these words out for Zhong Miao Yi to hear.

The two of them sat there, the Zhong Miao Yi was already used to this quiet atmosphere, it did not feel uncomfortable at all. Instead, it was Chen Xi Meng who was cautious and indulged in her thoughts, and soon felt uncomfortable everywhere.

"The night in the palace is long, the days are boring, and the time is hard to pass." "I learned a long time ago to force myself to sit in the empty space. When I was at the Su Family, I was able to sit at the corridor and look at the sky, and I sat there for the entire afternoon."

Chen Xi Meng was a little confused, she did not know why Zhong Miao Yi would suddenly say this, but she did not dare interrupt, and could only quietly listen.

"Now that I've arrived at the palace, I realize that what I've learned is very important." Zhong Miao Yi raised his head to look at Chen Xi Meng, "You must learn to endure loneliness, and not be so impatient. The days by the side of the palace, day after day, it's so boring that you can't even see the end of it.

Only now did Chen Xi Meng realize that Zhong Miao Yi was actually teaching her how to live a good life in the palace.

She nodded her head in agreement, and waited for Zhong Miao Yi to continue, but did not expect Zhong Miao Yi to finish speaking. She smiled and stood up, allowing Chen Xi Meng to accompany her as she walked: "You really like your majesty, liking is a good thing."

Being able to marry the person he liked was indeed a good thing.

"Big sister doesn't like the emperor?" When Chen Xi Meng asked this question, Zhong Miao Yi actually wanted to laugh, but for some reason, her face was expressionless.

She didn't answer, there was no way to answer this question. She knew what Chen Xi Meng was thinking. Every woman that fell in love would turn into a jealous fool.

At that time, she had wholeheartedly thought that she and Tang Yao would be able to escape far away from each other, far away from these conflicts. However, she had forgotten about Su Zeyi's tyrannical possessiveness.

Could it be that Su Zeyi at that time liked him? No, at that time, he was only trying to get his toy back because it was taken away by someone else.

"Which palace do you live in now? I don't go out much, I can't remember that. " Zhong Miao Yi covered up the matter and changed the topic. However, she could not really remember where Chen Xi Meng lived.

"I live in the Frostfloat's palace, with the Imperial Consort X. The Imperial Consort X is in the southern side palace while I live in the western side palace." When Chen Xi Meng mentioned Zhou Xu, her expression became unnatural. Zhong Miao Yi saw it, but did not ask any further.

Zhou Xu was just too impetuous. Such sudden gains and losses, the difference between them too big and unbearable was also a common occurrence. After she had fallen, she would remember better and would not make the same mistake in the future.

Chen Xi Meng's temper was docile, but if she was too meek, Su Zeyi would not like it, nor would he take it to heart. As time went on, she would definitely resent it, and the initial liking would eventually become the last of her hatred.

In this world, love was short, but hate was eternal. It was truly strange.

"The Emperor is always going to the Frostfloat's palace, why haven't you seen him before?" The Zhong Miao Yi raised her eyebrows and looked at Chen Xi Meng, "Too timid, it's not a good thing."

Speaking of this, Chen Xi Meng's face turned red all of a sudden, and she said: "Being able to see from afar is already good enough, I don't dare to go up and speak to the emperor, and the emperor is going to look at Imperial Consort X. I have to go up, the emperor will think that I'm not sensible enough, and think carefully, Imperial Consort X will definitely feel very uncomfortable inside."