The longer time, the deeper Miss Pei Shaoqing has for mu Qingge. He has lost hope for finding mu Qingge.
Few people can let him remember so deeply for a long time. Pei Shaoqing always thinks that love is just a seasoning agent in people's life. It can only play a small role and occupy a small part of the status.
But he realized that he had always underestimated the power of love.
Most of the time, Pei Shaoqing is relying on alcohol to constantly paralyze his nerves, let himself fall into the beauty of self imagination, or forget everything in his heart, so that he can get a moment of relief and relaxation.
Pei Shaoqing often gets drunk in the bar late at night. She still refuses to be ambiguous, but she can't refuse to drink alone.
Because Pei Shaoqing is always drunk in the middle of the night, he usually wakes up at noon the next day, and then goes to work with the painful head after the hangover.
For a long time, the company's work backlog is severe, and Pei Shaoqing's work efficiency is greatly reduced, which makes the work distribution of the company's staff more and more chaotic, and the work tasks of the staff are often difficult to connect, so the company, from the management to the grassroots, is a voice of complaint.
Pei Shaoqing didn't realize this. His mind was no longer on the company, which made Pei Shaoqing's secretary feel a little anxious when he heard rumors from employees.
He didn't know how to hint Pei Shaoqing, and he didn't feel uncomfortable.
Before the secretary did not come up with a way, Pei Shaoqing still went his own way.
On that day, Pei Shaoqing was still drunk in the bar. The bartender had already known Pei Shaoqing's taste. Once again, he mixed his wine for Pei Shaoqing, and then handed it to Pei Shaoqing.
"Well, I haven't said what I want yet..." Pei Shaoqing looked at the glass and asked the bartender in surprise.
"Sir, you have been drinking this wine for nearly half a month. You can order this wine today." Said the bartender.
Pei Shaoqing nodded. He knew that he had been here for a long time.
"You know, although this wine tastes spicy, it still feels very mild to the stomach." For the first time, Pei Shaoqing took the initiative to start a conversation with strangers in a bar.
The bartender nodded, as if waiting for Pei Shaoqing to continue.
Pei Shaoqing laughed, drank the wine in the glass, and motioned to the bartender to make another cup for him.
While mixing wine, the bartender said to Pei Shaoqing, "do you know? I have been working here for a long time. Few of you just come here to drink. Most people come here to attract other people's attention. The best result is to meet a "friend" who can communicate briefly. Of course, you also have something on your mind, but you are more pure. "
Pei Shaoqing chuckled, and he felt a little curious.
"Since you see people so accurately, why do I come here every day to drink?" Pei Shaoqing's curiosity was aroused, and he was eager for someone to understand his heart.
The bartender handed the prepared wine to Pei Shaoqing and said, "she left you?"
Pei Shaoqing nods. The beginning of this topic means that Pei Shaoqing will begin to look directly at his real ideas. The people he has been trying to forget are now showing a very clear image in Pei Shaoqing's heart.
"For what? Character? Or... " The bartender didn't go on. There were so many reasons for leaving that he couldn't remember how much.
Pei Shaoqing took up his glass and once again drank the wine in the glass. His Adam's apple trembled slightly with the wine's swallowing, just like his heart. Every time he heard the name of Mu Qingge, his heart would always speed up and beat so many times.
"For what? I don't seem to know... " Pei Shaoqing grinned bitterly for two times, then raised his glass to drink again, but found that the wine in the cup had been drunk.
The bartender indicated whether Pei Shaoqing would like to have some more, but Pei Shaoqing refused. He didn't want to drink any more. He just wanted to go home and have a rest.
"I'll go first." When Pei Shaoqing finished, he waved his hand and left.
The bartender didn't speak any more. He had seen too many people who suffered from emotional injury, so it was not the most sympathetic in his eyes.
With the smell of wine, Pei Shaoqing was helped into the home by the driver.
Ruirui is in the restaurant drinking his aunt's hot milk, ready to drink and go to bed.
When Pei Shaoqing comes home, ruiruirui is disturbed. He walks to the living room and sees his drunken father lying unconscious on the sofa.
Ruirui is extremely aggrieved. He hasn't had dinner with Pei Shaoqing for a long time. Every morning Ruirui goes to school, Pei Shaoqing is still sleeping in his bedroom. At night, ruiruirui returns home, but he is told that he has gone to a party. Of course, this is to hide Rui. If ruiruirui knows that his father went to a bar to get drunk, he must be very disappointed with Pei Shaoqing.
Ruirui walks to Pei Shaoqing and looks at his father who was so tall in his heart, but now he nests on the sofa, which makes ruiruirui feel a little hard to accept."Dad..." Ruirui calls Pei Shaoqing in a soft voice, but he only gets a soft response, and he doesn't get any response.
Aunt once again prepared wake-up wine soup for Pei Shaoqing. Ruiruirui takes the initiative to feed Pei Shaoqing soup. Now he has become a "little adult" who is more and more able to take care of others.
After feeding the soup, ruiruirui and his aunt help Pei Shaoqing upstairs. They send him to the bedroom and put them on the bed. Then they go back to their respective rooms panting.
Ruirui himself lying in bed, looking out of the window, thinking of his father just like, he once again remembered mu Qingge.
After such a long time, Pei Shaoqing has been telling Rui that he is looking for the whereabouts of Mu Qingge, but there is no clue and clue, so there is no answer.
Ruirui clearly wants to find mu Qingge in his heart, but he is afraid to make his father angry. So even if he thinks of Mu Qingge, he is still hiding in his heart.
Ruirui rubbed his eyes. He was sleepy, so he closed his eyes and prepared to go to bed.
Pei Shaoqing once again dreamt of Mu Qingge. He can't remember how many times it was. Anyway, as long as he was drunk, he would have a chance to dream about her.
Pei Shaoqing would rather dream of Mu Qingge in a drunken dream than accept the reality that she has left.
Pei Shaoqing once again sleeps until noon, ruiruirui has been sent to school by the driver, only aunt is still busy in the kitchen.