294 Holidays ③ ~ Confessions ~

Without the Yamil-Rays. Well, we were usually understaffed, but we were only able to secure plenty of time, so we were able to finish the study group with enough relaxation that day.

Half an hour down the four, bid farewell to the people of the Lou family and hurry north on the path by the woods.

All you have to do is send Tul-din and Yun-Sudra home and we're done for the day.

"It's been a really great day. Thank you for allowing me to accompany you, Asta."

And Yun-Sudra speaks with a bounced voice.

When he glanced at the carrier, Tour-Din was getting round on the rug, and Yun-Sudra, who had lost his chatter, was riding himself out to the side of your table.

The grey-brown hair on the side tail is shaking and the blue eyes are hot and moist.

"No, I can't thank you enough. I'm not the one who allowed him to come, I'm Lyelpham-Sudra."

"No, you still allowed me to accompany immatures like me, so I can't help but offer my thanks to Asta as well.... Only that I wasn't allowed to accompany Doug, as long as I still feel sorry for him..."

"Yeah, well, I guess it's hard in a whole two days, anyway, if you're half a day like today. It's not like there's gonna be a price, and I'm guessing it's a natural decision for Sudra's parents."

"But in the Din family, where there shouldn't be that much difference in the number of families, Tul-Din was allowed to accompany them. Parent Lyelpham isn't as smart as Din's parents, I guess."

"That's not true. Lyelpham-Sudra's brilliance and determination have helped Fa's house many times."

"... so you're saying there's a problem with my side that my parents couldn't forgive me for,"

And now it just happens to be a pungent face.

Honesty may be the beauty of this girl, but in this case, I'm the one who gets in so much trouble handling it.

Yet Raina-Lou has also been advised that it is better not to look too sweet. And then, more and more, I fell into a state of self-restraint.

"Er... I'm not talking about anyone having a problem. You know, people have their own jobs, so I think we should do everything we can to do that, right?

"... have I troubled Asta?

"No, it's not like that."

"I'm sorry. I've shown myself too shallow to be captured by my emotions."

That being said, Yun-Sudra rinsed her nose dull and small.

"I just wondered how happy I would be if I could accompany Asta.... It's certainly not an acceptable story to accuse parents of weighing all that on their feelings. I am very ashamed of my shallowness."

"Oh, no, erm..."

"Does it not exist to such a shallow bunch of women to help Asta with her work?

With tears in his eyes, Yun-Sudra rides himself out even more.

I was supposed to take a small sigh as I blurted out Gill's reins.

"I don't need that kind of qualification to help me do my job. However, if you reflect on your actions, you should try not to repeat the same mistakes."

"Yes, I would like to make sure I carve that word into my chest so that I don't forget it"

With a truly serious face, Yun-Sudra declared so as to make herself say.

Though there are some parts of the woodland ladies, the roots are good and unyielding Yun-Sudra. That's why I'm having trouble dealing with it.

"Oh, you see Sudra's house.... Oh, is that a sudra man?

"Sounds like it. Everyone seems safe today. … Mother Forest, I give thanks for that great love"

While Yun-Sudra was praying, she arrived at Sudra's house.

Two or four gibberishes have been carried by men with limbs wrapped around Grigi's stick. From that, the smallest man approached the luggage car.

"You're home, Yun. Asta seems to be breathing more than anything."

"It's a hiccup, Lyelpham-Sudra. You're home early, too."

"Mm-hmm. Both heads should have been able to successfully drain blood, so I'd say it's an unparalleled harvest. Another pot of guts and heads for dinner tonight."

A Sudra family with ten people and only one family member would be able to make a sufficient amount of dinner with just two heads of organs, a brain and eyeballs. Even the house of Fa often has a large amount of guts, so lately I was in the midst of wondering if I could convert to intestinal meat ingredients.

"Then I beg your pardon. Thank you for your work from tomorrow, Asta."

And, Yun-Sudra politely uncles, then walks away from the buzz.

Did the parents get worse because they said they weren't smart earlier?

"Speaking of which, how about the addition or subtraction of Li-Sudra?... Oh, I've heard from Yun-Sudra that there's no problem either."

"Right. I've been moaning that the taste of my meal has changed a lot, but nothing else seems to be the big problem"

"Oh, it seems that some people just smell like nausea. I guess it must be really hard to eat when you have to get more strength than usual"

"Mm-hmm. But in Li's case, the smell of baking meat and the taste of sweet sugar just seem to make it painful. I guess it's still easier because a pot of giva without sugar seems to be eaten without pain."

After saying so, Lyelpham-Sudra engraved a refreshing crease on her face like a child monkey.

"Asta, I hear you're doing that and noticing Li like every day. I'm very grateful that you care so much about Sudra's house, which doesn't even have a blood edge."

"No, we take care of Sudra's house, of course."

"You're right, and you're a kind person with sexual roots, Asta. I'm proud to call someone like you my friend."

and is Lyelpham-Sudra, who will have an increasingly awkward face.

Honestly, he is eloquent to the people of the woods, but he is a deeply itchy Jen who keeps his emotions from appearing at times like this.

"Bye. Tomorrow, Yun, please."

That's what I said, Lyelpham-Sudra tried to turn her back on me, too.

I say, "Please wait," and I descend from your platform to the ground.

There is no other shadow of man, and Thur-din sleeps easily on the carrier. I thought this might be a great opportunity to talk to Sudra's parents in a broken stomach.

"Actually, I needed to talk to you a little bit about Yun-Sudra. She's doing really well when it comes to accomodation town work... why is she burning so much enthusiasm for her job?

"Why not? Aren't you the one who told me that a delicious meal would give more power to the people by the woods, Asta?

"Yeah, that's right, but as far as making delicious meals at home or in the lodging town is concerned, Yun-Sudra already has enough skill, right? And yet she hasn't had enough."

Of course, Raina-Lou and Sheila-Lou and Tour-Din, among others, are also burning their willingness to work for further improvement, with exceptional skill.

but that should never be standard as a woodland lady. Yeah, I guess that's why they're the only ones shaken by the Mime and Varcus dishes.

After all, I wonder if you're turning that into a passion for work because you have special feelings for me - but even for me, one thing Yun-Sudra's sincerity cannot be absorbed.

If her passion for cooking isn't mixed with clutter, I want to help.

That's why I wanted to ask Lyelpham-Sudra, who knew her well - Lyelpham-Sudra raised her voice as she looked more and more like a bluff.

"I wonder why you're burning your enthusiasm that way, because you still want to be recognized by Asta"

"How could you do that to me? Doesn't it do you any good to be recognized by me?

"Let's not talk about loss. That's what it's like to be attracted to a man."

"... Yes?

"I guess he wants to get the power he deserves as Asta's daughter-in-law. If you think about it, isn't it a nod to be as enthusiastic as that?"

I was supposed to be out of line for a few seconds.

"... Yun-Sudra wants to be my daughter-in-law. How could that happen?

"I mean, it's possible, what else does it look like?

And, Lyelpham-Sudra frowns.

"You didn't realize that, did you, Asta? That's a lot... unreliable story."

"La, was Lyelpham-Sudra aware of Yun-Sudra's feelings?

"I was aware. I mean, I guess that's why he said he wanted to help with the lodging town job, etc."

That's what Lyelpham-Sudra said on the top of the half shy Buddha.

"Well, the edges of men and women are also a guide to the woods. Sudra is also near doom when she sends a handful of unmarried women to her daughter-in-law, but there is nothing to be dissatisfied with if the house of the mighty gracious Fa can overwhelm doom. More than that, if you can connect Fa's house with the edge of blood, it can be incredibly proud of Sudra."

"Hey, wait a minute! I'm going to welcome Yun-Sudra as my daughter-in-law."

"Of course the last choice is Asta. Let me declare within the present that even if they refuse to dowry, it makes no difference to the friendship between Fa and Sudra"

stubborn, Lyelpham-Sudra nods.

But I still couldn't get my peace back.

"Well, if that were the case, you still wouldn't be able to get Yun-Sudra to help you with your job any more, would you? I don't feel like marrying her."

"I have yet to be wished for anything by Yun. When he wants to marry, he'll let me officially talk to him, so until then, I don't have to worry about anything."

"No, but..."

"Yun has just turned fifteen, too. Whether Yun qualifies as a daughter-in-law or not, take your time to identify Asta."

It is an honest woodland folk saying.

At last, it seemed that I was the one who had to get through.

"Lyelpham-Sudra, my feelings have already been set. I'm terribly sorry, but I can't possibly marry her to my wife. So if that's how she feels, shouldn't she take a distance within the present?

Lyelpham-Sudra changes her expression, "Well."

"There are already women in Asta, aren't there? Then let Yun know."

"Yes, no, not like that! I have no desire to welcome any woman to my wife."

"... what does that mean? If I don't welcome my wife, I'll have to leave Asta's blood behind.

In the small eyes of Lyelpham-Sudra was a light of pure doubt and perplexity.

Take that straight gaze and I'll be ready.

"That's why I made up my mind. I'm wondering if I deserve to marry my wife or leave my children in this land."

"... you don't know more and more. Wasn't Asta prepared to nod her bones around this forest? Otherwise, I don't think I would have been allowed to be a family member of Fa's house."

"I myself am willing to nod my bones by the woods. But there's nothing I can do about it."

That's how I told Lyelpham-Sudra to listen.

I don't even think it's sane, my true nature.

I once lived in a world where the four kingdoms did not exist.

So, I'm going to lose my life.

That's how I realized I was down by myself in this Morga woodland, and I was to be helped by Ai-Fa.

I don't even understand why such an inexplicable fate has come to me.

So again, without any foretaste, I may disappear from this world.

Isn't it too irresponsible for me to get a partner or a child like that?

Lyelpham-Sudra didn't say a word, and he listened to an unveiling without this thump to the end.

"A story like this won't be quite believable. So until now, I've never spoken to anyone other than Ai-Fa."

"Hmm......" Lyelpham-Sudra raised her voice nodding.

"What an amazing story to hear... I can't understand it in my head"

"Yeah, I don't understand myself, so that's for sure."

"... but you decided to live as a forest folk, right, Asta? Once you're dead, you can't at least go home."

"Yes, that's what cemented my determination to live as a forest folk"

"Then again, you are a forest folk. Anything else, I don't care"

In a strong tone, Lyelpham-Sudra approaches me only one step closer.

"It doesn't matter if Asta is a people of Sim, a people of Jagal, or whatever, a people of Mahdra or a people of emigration. You decided to live as a forest dweller, and the parents of Fa's house and the forest chiefs acknowledged it. Then we have no inconvenience or dissatisfaction."

"... can you believe my story?

"At least, Asta's not the kind of person who lies to me. Maybe I'm just hitting my head somewhere and thinking of dreams or illusions as reality, but I don't care about that."

Lyelpham-Sudra had a face as if she were angry.

But I'm never angry. Seriously, I think you're trying to face someone named me from the front.

"Even if Asta is a man of any qualities, he is now a fellow man by the woods. Asta thinks so, and so do we, so nothing's wrong with that."

"... thank you, Lyelpham-Sudra"

I almost burst into tears.

Lyelpham-Sudra stares back at me like that and says even more.

"However, there is only one unconvincing part"

"Huh?"

"You should leave your child in this land, Asta. If you live as a people by the woods, it's a responsibility and a joy to be given to everyone equally."

Lyelpham-Sudra said that clearly.

"I won't do it for any reason, because it might disappear one day, etc. If Asta disappears, a large number of people will mourn and grieve, but it is unlikely that the daughter-in-law and children left behind will be treated badly. We will treat the blood of Asta, who has given us so much power and joy by the woods, more important than anyone else. I just want to believe that Asta isn't worried about that."

"Also, of course. But given the feelings of the daughter-in-law and children left behind..."

"If you don't want to taste the pain of losing, you just have to end your life with nothing to gain. With us, tomorrow we may decay into the woods.... But isn't that why humans should marry their partners and leave their children?

Little Lyelpham-Sudra's body is seen once more as a hunter by the woods.

It was a temper as if it were about to give up to destiny itself.

"If Asta were to get sick of such a thing, she shouldn't have gotten along with anyone. It's not just the bloodline that makes Asta disappear and grieve. We, Sudra, Luu, Fou and many others, will mourn and grieve. Then you think you shouldn't have gotten along with us or something, Asta?

"No, that never happens"

"I guess so. Neither do we imitate that we regret meeting Asta for fear of such suffering. As long as there is life in this world, man should live the given life."

That said, Lyelpham-Sudra kept poking me in the chest.

I felt like that fist was filled with strong emotions that scolded me, not anger.

"So Asta worries nothing, and marry her daughter-in-law by this forest, and be a child. Whether it's Yun or not, we, Sudra, will bless you to the fullest"

"Thank you. I'm so glad you told Lyelpham-Sudra that I'm speechless."

It was the truth from the bottom of my heart.

But when this happened, I needed to tell another story.

I can't marry my daughter-in-law, that's the other half.

"What, you still have something to tell me?

"Yeah, yes, this is a bit tricky too... I don't know when it's going to disappear, but I'm not in love with any woman right now."

As I said, I felt the heat rising on my cheeks.

I never dreamed that the day would come when I would tell the others about it.

But we'll have to talk.

It's not like Vina-Lou or Raina-Lou once were. If I keep this up, I may be officially offered a dowry from Sudra's house. I couldn't just wait cartoonly for the day without revealing my true feelings.

"So even thinkers still existed? Asta said she didn't feel like marrying anyone to her daughter-in-law, but that's a tricky story."

"Hey, the truth is, it happened to have a fold on it so it wasn't difficult or something......"

"You have no idea what that means. If you have any thoughts, wish to speak of the dowry. That's not the case around the woods right now, such as the women who say no."

"No, he doesn't have any desire to marry his partner either."

Lyelpham-Sudra's eyes, who had a difficult face, become properly rounded.

I was so blushed that I couldn't fool myself anymore.

This is what I want to get in if I have a hole.

"There is only one person around this forest, such as women who don't feel like marrying their partner.... No, now it looks like another woman with such thoughts has also appeared, but not that I had such thoughts on my daughter I met a few days ago?

"Oh, yes, probably not that person"

"It's also... the most difficult opponent around this forest"

Even the squiggly lyelpham-sudra face gets so screwed up.

but he was still in a more decisive mood than me and others.

"But then there are only two paths to choose. Move the other person's feelings or you give up."

"... Yes, I guess so. But I want the most respect for their feelings."

"Then there's nothing else Asta gives up."

It was absolutely one-sided.

"Whatever it is, only parents and astas exist in Fa's house. If the parents decide to live as hunters, the only way is for Asta to marry someone as Fa's family. That way, Fa's house will be able to leave blood without perishing"

"Oh, no, but..."

"The head of Fa's house, despite being a bunch of women, is a better hunter than anyone else. If you are such a powerful hunter, you will be forgiven for abandoning your raw as a bunch of women. But it's Asta's turn. It is easy to do your job while marrying a wife and having children. You should leave that blood by the woods, Asta."

That being said, Lyelpham-Sudra took a step back to the fence.

"We don't need to rush anything. Just don't think twice about where the right path is for you, and make up your mind. Until then, I hope you will use Yun as before"

I couldn't answer no.

Perhaps it is Lyelpham-Sudra who is right as a forest folk.

Lyelpham-Sudra tested my expression like that for a while before turning her back.

"Bye. I hope that the hour of rest will come to Asta's heart as soon as possible"

"... Yes, thank you"

Lyelpham-Sudra walks over to the house sounding rough.

The little figure stopped perfectly before many steps.

"Speaking of which, you didn't tell anyone other than Fa's parents and me as much as you did earlier, did you?

"Yes? Yeah, you're right. Only I, Fa and Lyelpham Sudra, have given so much detail."

"You haven't even told Donda-Lou or Gazran-Rutim?

"Yes.... should it still be revealed to everyone?

"I don't think so. From what I've been asked, no one will move their mind. It's not the past that counts, it's today and tomorrow. I don't need to answer anything unquestioned."

Saying so, Lyelfam-Sudra glanced back at me for a moment.

"... but even so, it seems to me an honor to have been able to listen to Asta ahead of Deep Edge Luu and Rutim. I'm so glad you're showing your feelings for me, Asta."

"Really?" I couldn't even answer that.

I thought I had no choice but to reward Lyelpham-Sudra's integrity with honesty.

"Besides, I wholeheartedly bless whatever women become daughter-in-law. There is not a single lie in that word. Not Yun, not the women of Lou, not the women of Rutim, not the women of Fou... or the hunters of women who refuse to take their son-in-law."

"Huh?"

"I sincerely hope that the best person for Asta will be her partner. Just remember that.... Well, at that rate, it's going to be a much slower dowry."

That said, don't bluff. Sudra's parents gave him a smile that made him smile at the end.