The reason why Li Xi promised Chen Luoxue that she would persuade him to go back the moment she saw him was because she felt that it was a bit apologetic. If it was for her, it wasn't worth it. Forget about marrying Lingyuxiao, even if she hadn't married Lingyuxiao, she wouldn't have accepted Chu Tian's good intentions towards her, since she was already apologetic towards him. She really didn't want Chu Tian to go this far because of her and the people from Chu Clan.
But at the same time, her heart began to waver a little towards Chu Tian. Why was Chu Tian the man who had always silently protected her without asking for anything in return, the bad guy who had always hurt her and embarrassed her? She couldn't tell which side of the scales she should be on right now. There was only one thing that was very clear, and that was that she was moved by what Chu Tian had done for her. In this moment of sorrow, the two men had treated each other differently. She was very clear that the person she loved was Lingyuxiao, but she also knew that until now, Lingyuxiao still loved her like a substitute. If her children were born, Lingyuxiao would never truly fall in love with her. What should she do then?
She could scold herself for disturbing herself. No one should be so pessimistic. At the same time, reality allowed her to understand that no matter who it was, they should learn to prepare for a rainy day. Otherwise, if something really happened, she would not know how to respond. Just thinking about the scene of Lingyuxiao and Gong Xiaotong eating dinner together that night made her feel extremely uncomfortable. It was because of this that she felt so tired.
After separating with Chen Luoxue, Li Xi really didn't know what she should do or where she should go to. Blank as that day, standing at the corner and wandering along the road, from the bright blue sky to the sky gradually gray, from the few cars to the rush hour, the traffic. In the end, it was decided that there was only one place that was most at ease — — detective agency!
"Why is it that expression? Is there something unpleasant going on? Needless to say, it must be related to Lingyuxiao again. The only person who can make you display such an expression is him! " When Su Xiaomeng opened the door, the first thing she saw was Li Xi's dismayed face, as if she had lost millions of dollars and was immediately connected to that fellow, Lingyuxiao.
Li Xi didn't say anything, sshe only walked towards the detective agency. After finding a spot, he sat down, buried her head and stared blankly. Even if she wanted to tell Su Xiaomeng everything that had happened to her, she didn't want to talk right now, nor did she have the strength to. She only wanted to be in a daze, quietly waiting for time to flow by.
"Xiao Xi, you can't always be like this. If Lingyuxiao really did something that made you sad, you should have retaliated against him. At this point, you can't have any more scruples and still think you're afraid of him. If he doesn't want you to have a baby in your belly, let him continue to do something he's sorry about, something he doesn't want you to be unhappy about. " Every time Su Xiaomeng talked about Lingyuxiao, he was even more agitated than the person involved. She also knew that this was a matter between the two of them. She shouldn't have suggested anything that might determine their relationship, but she just couldn't have seen her best friend get hurt.
"Xiao Meng, do you think I should …" Before Li Xi had finished speaking, she knew that she shouldn't have that kind of thought. Although she felt very tired already when she was with Lingyuxiao, she had the urge to give up. But she couldn't be that selfish. She couldn't just ignore the feelings of a child that was about to be born. She didn't finish her sentence because she felt that it was a terrible thought, and if it did happen, it would not end well for anyone.
"Why don't you say it again? What's the matter with you these days, you always want to say something but don't. "If you don't tell me, how would I know how to help you?" Su Xiaomeng could only watch as Li Xi panicked. She couldn't stand to the side, she couldn't sit either, it really made her uncomfortable. If Li Xi's heart was currently being pressured by a large hammer, then Su Xiaomeng's heart would definitely be as uncomfortable as a needle. That kind of feeling of being stirred up and then immediately extinguished, she really didn't want it to happen to her again.
"Nothing. Xiao Meng, you know I'm not trying to hide anything from you. However, since I am unable to sort out these matters myself, I am even more unwilling for you to go through such troubles for me. You have always been by my side, accompanying me. You have given me a lot of power, preventing me from feeling too weak. It was the luckiest thing in my life to know you. But the situation is really complicated, and I don't know where to start. " Li Xi felt that she couldn't let Su Xiaomeng worry about these things for her. After all, she didn't have that much of a duty to share these hardships with him. Su Xiaomeng rarely had things that troubled him so she would grumble to the point of asking her for help. Li Xi felt that she owed Su Xiaomeng way too much. If she was just a friend, there was absolutely no need for Su Xiaomeng to be so nice to him.
"I know you want it all to end, and you don't want to be stuck in endless pain. But what did you say? When did I ever feel that listening to you talk about it and relieving your worries was something that was troubling me? Since you mentioned Lingyuxiao, I will tell you the truth. Actually, I didn't think much of him from the beginning. I even hated him a little. But on your account, you've always been respectful to him. If I really have to choose, even if I have to choose Lan Yetian, it would be better than him. But I feel that Chu Tian is the best to you! " Su Xiaomeng knew about the three men who surrounded Li Xi. Lan Yetian was now like a stranger to him, which made him feel terrifying. Lingyuxiao would always have that dead fish face, and would never let Li Xi have a happy day. He seemed to be the messenger sent by the heavens to torture Li Xi, and he had injured Li Xi since the day of their marriage. Only Chu Tian had a good impression of him. Although Li Xi had been forced to separate at that time, she felt that Chu Tian was the most suitable for his.
"That's not right. No matter how Chu Tian and I were in the past, I am now Lingyuxiao's wife … " A small ripple appeared in Li Xi's heart, especially after Chu Tian came back this time, he even helped his a lot, and was so involved with his family that she ran away from home. She did not know that Chu Tian would do that, so she felt her heart go soft.
"Speaking of which, I almost forgot to tell you. These few days that you were not here, Chu Tian had come to find you many times, and he was even asking me about your recent situation, so he was very concerned about you. " It was because of this that Su Xiaomeng felt that Chu Tian was a man with feelings and loyalty. It had been so long but she was still worried about Li Xi. This was the man that she felt truly loved Li Xi.
"He came to see me?" Li Xi was even more surprised when she heard Su Xiaomeng's words. If it was said that Chu Tian running away from home caused her heart to waver a little because of him, then the care and concern Chu Tian had for her these past few days was the result of her heart racing. It wasn't that he didn't have any feelings for Chu Tian. Otherwise, she wouldn't have felt such pain after separating from him back then. Especially now, when she and Lingyuxiao were at odds and caused her to feel extremely tired, Chu Tian's usefulness was just too great.
"Yeah. Not only has he come to find you, he has also repeatedly reminded me to call him if you ever came to detective agency, as if he was in a hurry to meet you. Su Xiaomeng remembered the expression on Chu Tian's face when she came to find Li Xi. It was filled with concern and gentleness, causing others to be unable to reject him when they saw him.
"Don't call him, and don't tell him I came. I don't want him to worry about me anymore. " Although Li Xi was happy that she was worried about her, but when she thought about it, Li Xi became depressed again. It was true that Chu Tian had returned, but she didn't think that she would have any further development with him. What has passed, let it be an eternal memory.
"But …" Su Xiaomeng wanted to say something, but Li Xi's expression was extremely ugly, worrying about her was enough to give him a headache. At this moment, all she had to do was say whatever she wanted to say.
Su Xiaomeng wanted to make Li Xi happier, so she suggested to go to the restaurant with Li Xi, but Li Xi didn't have any appetite, so she didn't want to eat anything. After having a good night's sleep in detective agency, she was prepared to go for a walk before 3 PM. Although she didn't know where she should go, as long as he didn't let her return to the Ling Family, she would be fine anywhere.
Seeing that Li Xi had fallen asleep, Su Xiaomeng also followed suit and entered into sleep. However, if she slept for a bit, she would be completely dead, and wouldn't even be able to wake up from the thunderstorm. When she woke up, she was once again the only one with detective agency.
Not long after Li Xi walked out of the door, she saw a familiar figure walking towards him from the opposite end of the street. That person, even without Li Xi observing him further, was still able to call out his name: Chu Tian.
"I thought I wouldn't be able to see you! How have you been these past few days? I'm so worried about what's the matter with you. " Without waiting for Li Xi to speak, Chu Tian interrupted him. He had always been looking for Li Xi, the only thing missing was going to climb the wall with her Ling Family.
Li Xi only looked at Chu Tian's face, yet not a single word could be heard from the corner of his mouth. Her mind kept replaying the words Chen Luoxue had said to her. Chu Tian had never changed. He had taken care of her in the past and now, he was similarly concerned about himself. Even if their relationship had changed, when the difference between their identities appeared, the distance between the two of them would only grow wider.
"Are you still feeling sad about Lingyuxiao? He … Have you caused any trouble these past few days? Or did he do something that made you feel uncomfortable? Why is your face so ugly? " 's whole chain of questions was filled with concern and concern for Li Xi, which made him feel quite lucky. At least, there was someone else who would be worried for her when she was down.
"No!" I just... is worrying about Gong Xiaotong's matter. " Li Xi had always wanted to know where Gong Xiaotong came from, why did she always want to get along with him, and even get between her and Lingyuxiao. Although she was angry at Lingyuxiao for eating dinner with him, she couldn't tell Chu Tian the reason why. She couldn't even predict what he would do.
"Gong Xiaotong? It was the woman who had flirted with Lingyuxiao a while ago. Why bother about her? " Chu Tian had only heard about Lingyuxiao and Gong Xiaotong, but didn't really understand the cause of the matter; he only had a general idea of the situation. But since Li Xi said that he was troubled for Gong Xiaotong's sake, in the end, it might still be related to him. Chu Tian even thought of negotiating with Lingyuxiao once. But he was no longer the Chu Tian of before, and would not act on impulse. Therefore, he wouldn't easily find Lingyuxiao and make it difficult for him.