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Li Xi originally thought that she shouldn't have told Chu Tian about all these, as he couldn't drag this into it again. There were already too many people entangled in their circle, including Lan Yetian who did not know what he was doing right now. She did not wish for Chu Tian to become someone who would do something that would make Lingyuxiao angry for her. It was not because Chu Tian did not have the ability to contend with him, but rather, it was because Li Xi was not willing to see it happen. But at this point, who else could she trust? Although she still believed in her good sister Su Xiaomeng, it was impossible for Su Xiaomeng to help his find anything. Gong Xiaotong was deliberately hiding his identity, so it was impossible for others to find out so easily. From the looks of it, aside from Chu Tian, there was no one else she could rely on.

"From the first time I saw Gong Xiaotong, I felt that she looked very familiar. I always felt like I had seen her somewhere, but I couldn't find her identity no matter where I tried. It was as if she was a very human being who had suddenly arrived here. There was no information that could prove that she was someone I knew, and I couldn't find out what kind of experiences she had, what kind of family she was born into, or what kind of background she had. Her information was only from when she first entered the Dao. "My instincts have always been very accurate. I can be certain that she definitely has a purpose in coming close to us, so I want you to help me find out who she is playing tricks on." Li Xi knew that once she asked Chu Tian to do something, he would definitely do everything he could to help her. The area of influence of Chu Clan was not small as well. If he wanted to find someone, it should also be a relatively easy task. Moreover, Chu Tian did not only have people in the Chu Clan, he had also accumulated some connections abroad.

"Alright. I'll help you investigate. If she really has a ghost, I definitely won't let her stay here any longer. " Chu Tian had to rule out all the factors that might affect Li Xi's happiness. Although he knew that she couldn't be selfish and bring Li Xi along now, and had told him before that she was only here to take a look, she wouldn't have any thoughts. But the moment he truly saw Li Xi, he began to regret her words once again.

"Thank you! "And …" Li Xi didn't know if she should tell Chu Tian about him meeting with her. But she didn't want Chu Tian to continue arguing with the people from the Chu Clan because of her. He came back to visit at home, how could he come back and run away? But right now, Chu Tian was probably angry at Chen Luoxue. If she suddenly let Chu Tian return to the Chu Clan, Chu Tian might become even more angry.

"If you have something to say, just say it. You don't have to hide anything from me. Don't you believe in me anymore? " Chu Tian knew that Li Xi definitely had something hard to say, but he wanted to share her worry and worry, and be the person who could listen to her complaints.

"I heard you moved out of the house. Actually, what matter do you have that you can't properly explain to your aunt? I hope that you can go home. After all, you came back this time to visit your family. Li Xi knew that she was the main reason Chu Tian moved out, but in front of him, she didn't dare say that she shouldn't go against her own family for her, because she was afraid that if she were to say it, Chu Tian would feel that she was too heartless.

"I know you're doing this for my own good, but I'm not doing this because I hate my family. He always felt that if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have become like this. If I had been a little more positive back then, you wouldn't have married Lingyuxiao and the things that would make you sad wouldn't have happened. I know that I have a great deal of responsibility for these things. And I don't think it will have any effect on me. " Chu Tian did not expect Li Xi to persuade him to return home so easily. Since Li Xi knew that he probably wouldn't listen to her, she shouldn't be bothered by this matter anymore. It was a good thing that she said it now. Only on this point, Chu Tian would not rely on Li Xi. He could agree to any request she made, except this one.

"You mustn't say that. You weren't wrong. We loved the wrong time and the wrong space, so we couldn't get together in the end. But I also understood one thing. Previously, if it wasn't for Aunt stopping us from being together, perhaps I would have dragged you down and you wouldn't have been able to go abroad. " Li Xi did not regret that she came to this step with Chu Tian back then, nor did she regret that she decided to marry Lingyuxiao after breaking up with him. She only regretted that she fell in love with him as "Li Xi", while Lingyuxiao was the one she loved in her heart.

"Not at all! We'll be very happy, and every day will be very full. Because I had her to stop me, I missed you and lost you. That's what I feel most sorry for. So I could not forgive her easily, nor could I forgive myself easily. Let me make up for it in this way. " Chu Tian was upset that he was not as resolute as before. If he was even a little bit more stubborn, perhaps Chen Luoxue would compromise, and not like them who had a lover. He always felt that he had let down Li Xi, so he thought of ways to make up for it.

"The past is past. "We won't be able to go back in time …" Li Xi was very clear of this point. Even though she still yearned for Chu Tian in her heart, she would never be able to walk the same path as him into the future. As far as they were concerned, there was no future for them.

"We can't go back to the past, but we can cherish the present. You may not know that my heart has never changed for you! During my time in the United States, I thought about a lot of things, about the two of us. Every time I think of the scene with you, I can't help but feel heartache. I know I can't let you go, and I don't intend to give you up. I've been following your news. If you're happy, I'll laugh along with you. If something happens to you, I'll immediately frown. After knowing about the matter between Lingyuxiao and I, I couldn't sit still any longer. I lied to you last time. I didn't come back for a vacation. I came back specifically for you. I just want you to know that I've always been right behind you. As soon as you turn around, you can hold my hand. It's just that I don't know if you're still willing to turn around for me. " Initially, Chu Tian did not want Li Xi to know about it, he did not want to cause trouble for Li Xi, so he had told him before, that as long as she silently accompanied Li Xi, being a Guardian Knight would be fine. However, when he saw Li Xi's current situation, he couldn't help but blurt out.

Hearing Chu Tian's confession of love, Li Xi didn't know how to reply. It was not that she was not moved by Chu Tian's confession. However, the current her could not afford to be moved. If she really turned around and took Chu Tian's hand, how far would she and Lingyuxiao go? She could easily divorce Lingyuxiao, but what about the child in her womb? That became the only bond between his and Lingyuxiao. That child, who once made Li Xi secretly rejoice over whether she could use it to tie Lingyuxiao's heart up, what should he do? He also wanted to follow him and live the life of a divorced parent ever since he was a child? No! She couldn't give him an imperfect family, couldn't give him incomplete kinship.

Seeing that Li Xi did not reply, her expression became wooden, as if she was waiting for her judgement. He didn't know if she would get the pardon this time, or if she would be sentenced to death. But no matter what kind of possibility it was, he hoped that Li Xi would clearly tell him.

"I'm sorry! I can't turn around now. I know you've always been good to me. But, you know, this is not the time for me to be in charge. If I promise to go with you, the child in my belly will lose the love of his father. I don't want my child to be born without a father. "Of course, a child might be with his father, but I would be very reluctant to part with him. That is a child that I gave birth to after ten months of gestation, and his heart is already with me. How can I be separated from him?" Li Xi also knew that he was very cruel. But it was impossible for her and Chu Tian. She didn't want Chu Tian to feel any hope. Therefore, she did not give herself time to think about it, nor did she give Chu Tian a chance to wait for the results. The answer was very clear: She would not be with Chu Tian.

Hearing Li Xi's words, Chu Tian was very sad. But what Li Xi said was not wrong. If she was only married to Lingyuxiao now, there might still be that possibility. But once you had a relationship with your child, it was impossible to separate them. It was like a grasshopper on a rope. The child was that rope, so none of them could let go of it.

After Chu Tian left, Li Xi started to be muddleheaded again, and did not know where she should go. She knew that she had gone too far with Chu Tian, but if she did not do that, Chu Tian would never be able to let her go, he would worry for her, and he would feel sad for her. She was no longer the Li Xi that caused Chu Tian to feel pain in his palms. She could not become a stumbling block in his path to seek happiness.

Li Xi suddenly remembered that she hadn't seen his sister for a long time. She didn't know if she, who was lying alone on the ground, would scold her for not visiting him often. Although she thought that her sister Li Mo would understand that she had a big belly and it was inconvenient for her to move around. However, it had been too long since she had gone, and now that she didn't know where to go, it was time for her to sweep the tomb for her sister.

Thinking of this, Li Xi got a taxi to carry him to her sister's grave.

The car stopped in front of the cemetery's gate. According to the rules of the cemetery, no one was allowed to enter the grave, so Li Xi could only get off the car and walk up the stone steps with her stomach puffed up. Fortunately, big sister's tombstone wasn't erected too high. After walking for five minutes, Li Xi arrived in front of Li Mo's grave.

But before she could even enter the tombstone, she saw a familiar figure standing right in front of Li Mo's tombstone. This person was none other than the Gong Xiaotong who had infuriated him to death that day. However, she had no enmity with her own sister Li Mo, and Li Mo hadn't mentioned that she had a friend named Gong Xiaotong before she died either, so why would she appear here?

From the start, Gong Xiaotong had not noticed Li Xi standing behind her at all. She was only staring at the picture of Li Mo on the tombstone, as if she was talking about something. It was just that her voice was too soft, so soft that even she couldn't hear it herself. She placed the white chrysanthemum that she had bought from the bottom of the mountain on Li Mo's tombstone, then poured Li Mo a cup of water. There was indeed a grievance over Li Mo's death, but she could not easily speak of it.