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"Sorry elder sister …" "I'm really sorry, it really wasn't like this …" I was somewhat tearful. Facing my sister's accusation, I didn't have the strength to refute her at all.

"Sorry? Heh heh, why is Song Mo Ran following you all the way now? What qualifications do you have? "I should have left you alone in that small mountain village and was taken away by the peddlers. I shouldn't have brought you out with me, and left you there to starve to death!" My sister, in a broken mood, pointed a finger at my nose and yelled.

I didn't know what to do, I just stood there powerlessly and said I was sorry.

"What's the use of apologizing!" My sister's voice was very high, and her hand came close to mine.

Suddenly, with a "pa" sound, the entire house quieted down. The bandages on my head fluttered to the ground as I slightly turned my head away. My face felt stinging from the pain.

I covered my burning face, but my sister didn't say anything. It was as if I had been slapped awake by that slap, to the point where even a sliver of my guilt towards my sister was destroyed.

I raised my head to look at my sister's flustered face. A single tear fell from the corner of my eye, and it was only a tear from the pain. After wiping it with my hand, I crouched down to pick up the gauze that had fallen to the ground.

"Xiao-Xiao …" Maybe because elder sister realized that I had done something irreparable and called out to me nervously, I ignored her and tore off the bandage. There were still some blood stains on it. After touching it, I lifted my hand and threw it at my elder sister's face.

"Lin Xiaoyu, don't you think you're going too far?" I asked my sister in a somewhat cold tone. My eyes were filled with indifference. At this moment, I looked extremely similar to Song Mo Ran. Perhaps I had learnt it from him.

My elder sister was also shocked by my appearance, but she did not cower. Instead, she boldly asked, "How am I excessive? "Lin Xiaoxiao, remember this clearly. Did you go too far, or did I go too far?"

"I'm going too far. Indeed, I am going too far. I am unable to control your Song Mo Ran. Is this considered as me going too far?" I raised the corner of my mouth and looked at my sister with ridicule. I guessed that Song Mo Ran must be the scar that hurt her the most.

Sure enough, at the mention of Song Mo Ran, my sister's expression immediately changed. She pointed at me in exasperation and shouted, "Lin Xiaoxiao, shut up!"

"What is it? Isn't that so? " I wasn't scared because of my sister's anger. Perhaps it was really that slap that made me lose some of my sanity. She was the one who brought me to this place. Because of this place, I lost a lot of my things.

"Do you know how hard it has been for me these years? Can you repay me for what I've lost? Everyone at school pointed at me, saying that my sister is a night girl, that I am definitely not a clean person, no one is willing to be my friend, how many years has it been? I've been living in Song Mo Ran's world with nothing! Do you know how hard it is for me? " Thinking of all these years, my tears also fell from the corners of my eyes.

Sister was probably provoked by the words' prostitute ', so she shouted, "Night scene girl? If it wasn't to support an ingrate like you, would I have gone to drink with him? Now it's all right, you think I'm a burden to you if I'm not clean, don't you? Then scram! The farther the better! "

"You think I want to stay here? Didn't I run away? You know what the result is, when Song Mo Ran threatened me, if I ran away, he would hurt you! Don't you understand? I did it all for you! "

Her elder sister laughed and said sarcastically: "Lin Xiaoxiao, you should shut up! For me? You might as well die for me. "

"Lin Xiaoyu, do you remember that moment when you were about to smash the bottle on my head? You really want me to die, don't you? " Thinking back to what I did to my sister in the bar, I was very disappointed. Even though I did something that hurt her a lot, I shouldn't have gotten into a relationship with Song Mo Ran. But I'm her sister after all, I'm her only family in this world.

"Are you deaf? I told you to shut up! " My sister rushed forward and raised her hand to slap me again, but I held her hand with such force that I didn't expect her to slap me again. Fortunately, I reacted fast this time, even though I stopped her.

"Lin Xiaoxiao, let go!" My sister looked at me with a bit of pain. It turned out that my hand just happened to pinch her wound.

"What's wrong, Lin Xiaoyu? You want me to let you go now?" You know the pain now? Then, when you slapped me just now, did you not know that I was in pain when you hit me with the wine bottle? If it wasn't for Song Mo Ran blocking the attack for me, I might have died. What's the matter with you? You're not like that! " I lost some of my temper, too, and almost shouted these words at my sister.

"Lin Xiaoxiao, do you still not understand?" I am jealous of you, I want you to die, I want you to return Song Mo Ran to me! " At this moment, tears were streaming down her sister's face. Was her love for Song Mo Ran really so deep? Deep enough to say that I was going to die.

I shake off my elder sister's hand. She gently holds onto the place where I exerted all my strength and looks at me with some resentment. The words' let me return Song Mo Ran 'echoed in my head.

"Song Mo Ran, is it really that important for you? "Think about it, is it really more important than me?" I tried my best to calm my emotions. My sister was my only family, and to her, I was her only family. Was Song Mo Ran really that important to her?

Sister didn't say anything. She picked up the gauze on the ground and held it tightly in her hands, then leaned against the wall and said, "Xiao-Xiao, I don't want you to die, I don't want Song Mo Ran to be more important than you. I just hate you."

I looked at my sister doubtfully. Her sudden calmness surprised me.

"I just don't want to see you and Song Mo Ran so close. The one with him should be me, why is it you who's beside him now?" "Lin Xiaoxiao, what are you thinking?"

My sister's questioning made me somewhat dissatisfied, so I immediately retorted, "What's my intention? "I just want to live together with you. What can I rest my mind on?"

I don't know if it was because of what I just said that made my elder sister feel funny. She looked at me mockingly, then looked at the gauze on her hand, and walked over and stuffed it into my hand.