"I don't know about your heart. I believe what I see and hear. Look at that small scar on your forehead. You have such a big piece of gauze to cover it, but I don't have anything. "
Looking at the scars on my sister's hands, my heart ached. I just tightly gripped the gauze and didn't say anything.
I heard my sister take a deep breath, as if she were adjusting her mood, and I looked up at her with tears in my eyes.
"Lin Xiaoxiao, tell me, before we took away Song Mo Ran, do you know how much I love him?"
I was stunned. Was elder sister in love with Song Mo Ran? I really don't know about that.
"I... did not take away Song Mo Ran. " I was unable to answer my sister's question, so I could only stiffly answer her.
"He didn't take it away? "Forget it, Lin Xiaoxiao. You and I both know this in our hearts. Why do we need to hide it?" Sister had a mocking smile on her face, but I never thought that Song Mo Ran and I would do this, let alone take him away.
I looked at my sister at a loss. She took out another cigarette from her bag and started smoking again. Her eyes were blank as she looked into the distance, as if she was thinking about something.
"You don't know how much you love Song Mo Ran for me. The moment I saw him, I was attracted by him."
I wanted to tell her not to smoke anymore, but I didn't know how to persuade her. With her current condition, if I tried to comfort her or persuade her, she might even call me a fake, so I might as well just let her finish.
The first time I saw him, I was drinking with him. He was originally just sitting at the side looking at his phone in boredom, even though someone went over to seduce him, he would always coldly tell them to scram. At that time, I thought to myself, this man is really strange.
When her sister mentioned the scene where she saw Song Mo Ran for the first time, the corner of her mouth curved into a smile; it was a happy smile.
"Perhaps it is because I am too focused on him that my guest is dissatisfied. He slapped me, pushed me to the ground and shouted loudly for our general manager to come over. "You know that in our line of work, if you make the customer a little dissatisfied, they will lose everything. You don't know how scared I was at the time." As her sister spoke, she actually began to laugh.
"I sat on the ground trembling, unsure of what to do. The punishment was random. The lighter punishment would be the loss of my salary. The heavier the punishment, the more I might lose everything. After a while the general manager arrived, and the man pointed his fat finger at me and scolded me endlessly, and the general manager bowed his head, and wagged his tail like a dog seeing its master, and kept repeating his apology to the man, but the man became more and more agitated, and raised his foot to scold me, and the bitch, who happened to be in my lap, and we were all wearing extremely short skirts, and the knee was bleeding, of course, but he wasn't satisfied yet. "
When I saw that my sister's happy smile had disappeared, I threw the cigarette on the ground and stomped on it a few times. I gritted my teeth as if I wanted to kill that man.
Just when he was about to kick a second time, Song Mo Ran grabbed that person and threw him back onto the sofa. That man was about to stand up and make a move, but when he saw Song Mo Ran, he sat back down. From that moment on, I felt that this man was a special gentleman. He was different from the other men on the night field. All the men treated us women with drool. Only he.
I quietly listened to my sister's story of how she and Song Mo Ran met. It seemed so beautiful.
"Later on, he took me to bandage my wound and then sent me back, warning the general manager to not punish me. As expected, after we went back, the general manager did not punish me, and from then on, I found that I really loved him deeply. I could do anything for him, I could sacrifice anything for him. Lin Xiaoxiao, do you know how deep your actions have hurt me? I did everything I could to get closer to him, just because of you! Everything was gone! "Lin Xiaoxiao, you are not human!"
My sister didn't give me a chance to express my apology. I was about to speak when she signaled me not to say anything and left, leaving me standing there for a long time.
Thinking back to what my sister said, I never would have thought that she had such deep feelings for Song Mo Ran. I originally thought that the reason why we were together was more for money.
I suddenly recalled the last time when I escaped. Not only did my elder sister not stop me, she even helped me remove my bodyguard. Today, I finally understood the reason. So, in her heart, she really wished for me to leave?
After a long time, I walked back to my bedroom and looked at the empty room. My heart was filled with emotions, my family of four were once so blessed, but now that my parents had passed away one after the other, my sister had become a night girl in order to support us. They all said that the night women had no feelings, that all they needed was money, and yet I had that kind of relationship with the person my sister loved.
"Lin Xiaoxiao, you are not human." I kept repeating this in my head. The feeling of grief filled my entire chest, making me unable to breathe.
I stood in front of the mirror and looked at the person in it. My eyes were lifeless and my hair was loose like a puppet. I gathered all of my strength into my hands and slapped my face.
No, I can't continue like this. Elder sister gave so much, so it's only right that I get what she wants. I can't take away what I love, I can't take away the last bit of my elder sister's happiness.
Just as I was thinking, the phone rang. I picked up the phone and saw that it was a call from Song Mo Ran.
At this moment, the one thing I shouldn't have answered is Song Mo Ran's phone call. Besides, we just had a big fight and I don't want to hear anything big from him.
I didn't know why, but I really didn't want Song Mo Ran to find me right now, because every second I spent with him was unfair to my sister. I didn't want to hurt my sister at all.
Maybe it was because I was young and full of vigor and was fearless towards the world, I took my only ten dollars and left the house without even taking my phone, just in order to not let Song Mo Ran find me.