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I won't think about anything else for now.

I went to the beauty salon and made a mask. My face was much better, and I saw that my hair, which had been dyed grape purple, had a layer of black at the roots. I asked the hairdresser to redo a color line that was redder than grape purple.

After the bakery was done, his face became a bit redder.

I went back to the mall to buy a new suit, but after thinking about it, I decided to wear the little blue and gray suit with white stripes and the white seven-part slacks. When I was in a car accident, I was wearing the same clothes as when I first met Lin Yufan.

Although he probably didn't even notice my clothes that day, I still chose that one.

Was it my expectation that when he saw that dress, he could remember the first time we met and...

As I thought about this, I almost cried.

I was so nervous that I thought of his love for braised beef and betel ribs, and fried scallops with foie gras, and all the things he liked to eat, and I bought them all at once.

I did not eat lunch, but cooked those dishes in silence.

Thinking that this was perhaps the last meal that Lin Yufan would be able to eat, my heart became indescribably sad.

I told myself not to cry. If tonight was the last dinner between us, I would do my best to leave the best memories in his mind.

Also, I have already thought about her mother. I will not talk about those things as she is his mother after all. I would rather let those things rot in my stomach than make him suspect and hate his mother.

With Lin Yufan's intelligence, if he suspected his mother, he would have suspected it long ago.

Forget it, I won't think about the matter between mother and son.

What I am considering with all my heart now is hoping for a miracle to happen. I hope that Lin Yufan will change his mind and return to my side.

That way, I'll pay any price I want, and I can ignore all the past grudges, including his mother.

Time passed second by second. An hour before seven, my heart began to pinch. I was so nervous that I didn't know what to do.

I could only feel a little better if I lowered my head and thought of nothing and concentrated on cooking those meals.

God, please, for the sake of my love for Lin Yufan, can you let him come back to me?

Even though I prayed in my heart, at the same time, I made another preparation: Lin Yufan would not come back.

Moreover, when reason had the upper hand, I knew that the possibility of such a thing was extremely high.

If Lin Yufan is considerate enough to leave me, then I must be able to afford the loss.

And just like this, with an apprehensive mood, finally, it was 7 o'clock.

Lin Yufan arrived on time.

My heart almost jumped out!

However, when I saw him, I couldn't say a word.

Lin Yufan didn't say anything. He lowered his head and changed the slippers that I had arranged beforehand. Then, he glanced at me before entering the living room in a somewhat haggard manner.

At that time, the lights in the hall hadn't been turned on yet, and I was only busy in the kitchen. The lights in the living room only turned on a few energy saving lamps that weren't too bright, causing Lin Yufan, who was sitting on the sofa, to look gloomy and gloomy.

I wanted to turn on the bright overhead light to make the environment brighter, but Lin Yufan reached out his hand to stop me, "No need, just do it like this."

I was silent for a while and then I said, "Well... When the meal was ready, we were in the dining room... "Let's talk."

I didn't even dare to say the word "eat," because I knew that tonight, although I had invited him to dinner, it had actually been between them, and it was probably the last time I would ever talk to him.

Who would have the mood to eat?

Still, I did what I could.

My throat was dry and raw from looking at the food, and I couldn't even swallow. My throat was stiff and sore along my nose.

"The beef broth is..." It's freshly stewed. Drink it while it's still hot. " As I said this, I extended my hand to scoop a small bowl of beef soup and passed it to Lin Yufan. However, because my hand couldn't help but tremble, the beef soup splattered onto my wrist.

"Aiya!" I called out in my mind, but I didn't let myself make a sound. Instead, I walked straight to the pool and washed it with cold water.

If it was in the past, Lin Yufan would have personally come to help me flush the water. But today, he just sat there and didn't move. He didn't even notice it. He just sat there and didn't move at all.

I don't know, but my heart is full of grievance and sadness.

But I can't cry.

Crying didn't help.

If crying works, then I'm so upset that I can almost cry all over the Pacific.

When I finished, I went back to the table.

"You … Are you alright? " Lin Yufan asked me, looking at my hand.

"Ah, nothing." As I said this, I hurriedly placed my red-hot hands on the ground. Then, trying my best to smile, I casually said, "Come, I've made some food for the whole afternoon. You need to eat more."

Lin Yufan's eyes looked back and forth between my face and the dishes, saying, "Forget about eight, I'm not hungry. If you have anything to say, just say it."

My heart tightened and I felt my throat tighten.

I could see that Lin Yufan was very wary of me, as if he knew that I wasn't willing to part ways with him. Perhaps, to the current him, I was trying to think of a way not to leave him, using her mother's words, to continue entangling him.

Yes, I don't want to break up with him.

However, under such an atmosphere, what could I say? Even if I told him what the consequences would be, I would have already expected it.

"Look, I've been busy making food for the whole afternoon. You have to eat some no matter what. Can't you give me some face?" I looked at Lin Yufan and said with an embarrassed smile.

Lin Yufan lowered his head. That gray velvet shirt was originally a body tempering version that I had bought with him, but now it seemed empty.

He looked at me and nodded.

He reached out with his chopsticks and picked up a chunk of green onion from the dish closest to him, slowly chewing on it …

The way Lin Yufan ate scallions tasted like he was chewing on wax. Looking at his appearance, I really felt so sad that I wanted to cry.

I knew he wasn't in the mood, and neither was I, but I didn't want it to be like this between us, even if it was the end.

I picked up a large stew shrimp and placed it on his plate. He used to praise my delicious dishes.

Lin Yufan looked at the prawn. He wanted to pick it up politely and take a bite, but he put it down halfway through.