What? The feeling had changed, had everything changed? The taste of the prawn doesn't change. I'm very confident in cooking this dish, but... I don't have any confidence in Lin Yufan anymore.
His eyes, the way he sat there, the way he ate onions, the way he put the prawn down while he was picking it up.
However, I still haven't given up.
I looked at Lin Yufan. I wanted to act coquettish with him, but my tone of voice was dry and dry. "I'll give you shrimp to eat. You should give me one."
Lin Yufan glanced at me. His eyes were as deep as water, but I couldn't see through him.
He hesitated, then picked up a shrimp and put it on my plate.
"Let's eat together!" I tried to sound cheerful, then lowered my head to eat the prawns, but it was then that I realized my stomach was clogged up to my chest and my mouth was full of pain.
I couldn't eat it, but I still kept my head down to prevent myself from looking up and letting Lin Yufan see that I couldn't eat it.
"Alright, eight o'clock. Since you can't eat anymore, then don't eat anymore. " Lin Yufan opened his mouth and spoke. I couldn't help but raise my head and see that he had already put down his chopsticks. He looked at me with some caution as he folded his arms across his chest: "Say it, I will agree to any condition you raise."
Lin Yufan still treated me like that fake pregnancy b * tch. He trusted his mother, so he went to the hospital to investigate. The results of his investigation were exactly the same as what his mother said.
Yes, I had become a fake pregnancy liar, and I had already made up my mind not to let him hate his mother just because I wanted to be with him.
Even though she was his mother, she had personally terminated my pregnancy. If he knew, he would most likely hate his mother, and even if he didn't hate her, his image of her would be greatly reduced.
I didn't want to ruin the image of a mother in my son's mind, and I had no proof.
The moment Lin Yufan spoke, I knew that the river had flowed eastward and that I could no longer turn back.
I kept holding back my tears, and finally couldn't help but sob. "Do you think I like to give conditions that much? "Are you that unwilling to talk to me?"
"Now... What else can we talk about other than breaking up? " Lin Yufan looked at me and shook his head with a bitter smile. He glanced over my head and out the window. His eyes were empty, as if the whole world was empty in front of him.
"There's still a lot to talk about. For example, have you never suspected that there might be another reason? For example, if someone was trying to obstruct us... Do you think what you see is the truth? " I almost couldn't control myself and wanted to tell him everything, but Lin Yufan interrupted me.
"Let's put it this way at 8: 00. I heard you say that Gu Yifei would mess with you like that before. After investigation, I found out that this was indeed the case. She broke my bottom line, so I decided to break up with her." "And now, at eight o'clock, you have crossed my bottom line …"
"I didn't!" Before Lin Yufan could finish speaking, I hurriedly tried to defend him.
He stood up, his chest trembling violently. I didn't know what to do, but seeing how upset he was, I couldn't do anything about it.
I didn't know what to do, so I abruptly ran over and tightly hugged Lin Yufan, "Yufan, I love you, I love you! I really do love you … "
Lin Yufan gently pushed me away, but I was still unwilling to give up. I wrapped myself around him like a vine, afraid that I would leave his body.
"Eight o'clock, don't you degrade yourself like this, don't you ruin the image that you still have in my heart. This is already the case, you can't change anything by doing this." Lin Yufan let me hold him, and finally raised his head to look at the roof as he spoke in a hoarse voice.
"Don't leave me, don't …" I couldn't find any words that made me more rational. Even when I said those words, I felt that I didn't have the slightest bit of strength. However, my mind was already in a mess.
I pressed myself against his chest, listening to his chaotic, powerful heartbeat. When I looked up, I saw a face nibbling on its lower lip.
"Yufan, if you leave me, you'll regret it. Don't do this …" I held him, whispering.
"I won't." Lin Yufan's words were short and his voice was unusually powerful, as if it was made of steel.
My heart stung like a needle, but I said, "You're lying."
Lin Yufan was silent for a moment, and then said, "I admit that I loved you. Whether you know it or not, all of this is already in the past. I may not forget you for a while, but it's only a matter of time. Do not remonstrate with those who come after you; those who come after you can still follow you. "
Do not remonstrate with those who are on their way; those who are on their way may pursue them.
When I heard these words, my head buzzed. If it wasn't for the fact that I was in Lin Yufan's arms, I would have fallen to the ground.
"What do you mean? You mean... "You've already …" I raised my head and looked at Lin Yufan in disbelief. "You said that on purpose to make me give up, didn't you?"
I looked at Lin Yufan. I no longer knew how to hide my true feelings and control my emotions.
"It's true. You know him, Gu Yifei. " Lin Yufan looked at me and spoke very clearly, "I didn't want to tell you at first, but since I've already decided to separate, it's better if I don't drag my feet and say everything clearly. Speak, I agree to all of your conditions. "
Looking at Lin Yufan, I couldn't help but take a few steps back. Then, my hind leg tripped on something and I almost fell down. I held onto a corner of the sofa.
I couldn't hold it in any longer. I held onto the foot of the sofa, squatted down, and started crying …
"I've thought about your reality. At your mother's place, the hospital will never chase her away. Also, I don't want the upper class or the mansion anymore. If you like it, you can just leave."
"No, I don't want your house! I... I don't want it! " I looked at Lin Yufan and shouted nervously.
"Then what do you want?" Lin Yufan looked at me with red eyes.
"I want you, I want you!" I didn't even know that I had stood up uncontrollably and flew into Lin Yufan's arms. I hugged him and tiptoed to kiss him, "I want you, I want you …"
Lin Yufan and I continued to kiss. I could feel the saltiness on the tip of my tongue, as well as my usual gentleness.
"Yufan, let's forget about the past and start over, okay?" I kissed Lin Yufan and begged him.
My plea seemed to have cleared Lin Yufan's mind. He paused for a moment, then pushed me away, "Eight o'clock, you didn't ask for me. It was all done by yourself, don't say anymore, okay?!"
Lin Yufan's eyes turned red and his voice suddenly became louder.
Although it was not the kind of angry voice, it was still louder than usual, "Don't act like this, it reminds me of the scene you acted with me in. From the first time you created that fake image in the hotel, to when you were with me until you became pregnant, I admit that your acting skills are superb, but the more superb your acting skills are, the more I can't forgive you!" Since I told you not to mention the conditions, then I'm leaving. Just call me if you think of anything. "
As he spoke, Lin Yufan grabbed the coat on the sofa and strode towards the door.