In the hospital at midnight, there was no one in the corridor. The light in the operating room was on all the time. It was as dark as a dark lamp, shining on the road leading to the yellow spring.
The gusts of cold wind outside, like ghosts crying and howling, whistling and passing, scared me to the core. I have been crying, scared and helpless, I don't know if my mother can hold on this time, because death is so close to her.
What makes me more worried is that Xiao Fan has no news at all. If my mother can't see Xiao Fan, his condition will certainly get worse.
Qin family once again let me see their ruthlessness and cruelty. I dare not think of them. I hate to gnash my teeth when I think of them. If my mother has any faults, I will not let them go, even if it is a mantis.
Time has passed for a long time, but there is no movement in the operating room. My fear is rising a little bit, and I have already sat on the chair and sobbed.
Sister Zhang handed me another piece of paper and sighed softly. "Huanyan, don't worry too much. The old lady and the lucky one have their own natural features. She will certainly survive."
Sister Zhang said it insincerely because she knew my mother's condition very well. I choked and couldn't say a word. If she could make it through and spend more time with me, I would lose my fortune.
Soon there was a sound of footwork in the corridor. I thought Qin Mofei came with Xiao Fan in his arms. He rushed to the wall with a dart. However, she saw that Wang Ma came running in a hurry and no one was following.
My feet suddenly a soft, can not help but stagger a step, "Wang Ma, Qin Mofei?"
"I'm sorry, miss, I didn't find the eldest young master. I heard the security guard say that he left in a hurry with a Fei in the evening. I couldn't get through the phone. I don't know where to go."
"What..."
How could he be so cruel, not to read the old love at all? Don't see me, ignore me, he just keeps me out of his world?
Qin Mofei, you are cruel!
I turned my head and asked sister-in-law Zhang to borrow her mobile phone to call a Fei. He said that he could still find him if he had anything to do. Now I want to ask him to help me and ask Qin Mofei to bring the child back for my mother to see and at least comfort her.
However, to my dismay, he knocked off the phone as soon as I got through. I called three times and got knocked off three times. I changed Wang Ma's mobile phone again, and it was jammed.
I completely gave up and sat down on the chair, full of despair and anger.
A Fei knows all the phone calls in our house. All he doesn't answer is intentional. Why, why do people have this attitude? Then why did he say those high sounding words to deceive me?
I was staring out of the window, only to find that the snow has blocked the whole demon, overwhelming people breathless. The cold wind is getting stronger and stronger. The windows of the hospital are creaking and creaking, like the coming of the end of the day.
Is this warning of something?
Wang Ma came and sat down beside me, took off her coat and put it on me. "Miss, are you uncomfortable? Why is your face so white? My lips are blue
"I'm fine. You can wear your clothes. Don't catch a cold."
I returned the clothes to her, stood up and wanted to go to the operating room door crack to have a look, but I was not alert to stagger for a moment, only to find that the left waist was extremely sore. I held my waist for a long time before I straightened up. My eyebrows were in a cold sweat.
I leaned against the operating room and looked around for a long time. There was still no movement inside. It's been six or seven hours since dawn. It's too long and hopeless.
"Miss, you sit down for a while, take a nap, and the old lady will come out soon." Wang Ma saw that I was too anxious. She came to help me sit down.
I took a breath, and then picked up her mobile phone to call Qin Mofei, got through, but also quickly hung up. All of a sudden, all my blood was on my head, which made me shiver. This asshole, asshole.
Wang Ma patted me on the shoulder in silence. She didn't know what to say. I leaned against her shoulder and hugged her arm, shivering unconsciously, feeling that every minute was suffering.
At this time, it was already light, but the window was so white that I couldn't see anything clearly. Only the cold and piercing air poured in from the crack of the window, which made people shiver.
The light in the operating room is still on. I look at it with my head down. My head is full of pictures with my mother.
"Baby, do you see if the skirt your mother made for you is beautiful
"Honey, today's braised pork made by my mother is your favorite."
"Honey, you have been admitted to university and left. You should remember to call your mother every day. This is a few months. I can't let go of your father and I
"My dear, if you look so beautiful, you will find a good family in the future. Then your father and I will be at ease. Then you can have some more grandchildren to bring with us. This is a very happy day. I tell you, your father is reluctant to give up your marriage. He stealthily wipes his tears when he mentions that you are going to get married. He is not like a man. "
My mind is constantly echoing my mother's words, full of her love for me. I cried again, and my heart hurt like a knife. If I can trade her life back if I can."Miss, the light is off. They are coming out."
Wang Ma suddenly said, drawing back my sad thoughts, I suddenly got up, supported the waist and walked quickly up.
When the door of the operating room opened slowly, I jumped up and saw that the patient pushed out was covered by the white sheet, so this is
"Miss Shen, we tried our best."
“……”
It's impossible. I don't believe it. My mother won't leave me like this. She hasn't seen me start a family. How can she put her heart down?
"You're lying to me. You're lying to me, aren't you?"
I refused to open the white sheet. It wasn't my mother. It wasn't. All the doctors looked at me in silence.
"I'm sorry, the old lady has a massive intracranial hemorrhage. We have been rescuing for a long time, but there is nothing we can do about it."
Is the doctor's statement confirmed? He said my mother had another cerebral hemorrhage, I'm afraid My face was gray and gray. She must have a lot of things to do, so tangled.
"Ma, ma..."
I screamed. I felt my heart was gouged out. It seemed that the pain was beyond the limit. I don't believe she put down me and Xiao Fan like this. She loves us so much, how can she leave quietly?
I watched my father go, but I never thought I would watch my mother leave after four years. They are the most important people in my life, but now they don't want me, no matter me.
Am I too headstrong and disobedient? If I didn't go to the nightclub and gave birth to Xiao Fan, would my mother live longer? So it's all my fault, and the damned Qin Mofei's fault.
"Mom, wake up and look at me again, mom..."
I hold my mother's body and scream, crying heartbroken. But she didn't respond any more. Her stiff limbs told me that she had left and went to Dad's place.
"Miss, don't be too sad. The old lady is kind-hearted and will go to heaven." Mrs. Wang and Mrs. Zhang came to comfort me and tried to pull me apart.
I shook my head and pushed them away. "I don't want her to go to heaven. I want her to accompany me. What can I do if she's gone? I'm alone. Xiao Fan is gone. My mother is gone. What else do I have? "
"Happy face."
Behind him suddenly sounded a low hoarse voice, I Huoran back to see Qin Mofei a body of wind and frost appeared in the corridor. He was shocked, he was incredible.
All of a sudden, my whole body Qi and blood were boiling and burning. If this bastard didn't always hit my son's idea, how could my mother be so angry and how could she leave me. I was so angry that I could not say a word at him.
He came over in horror, staring at the bed. "Happy face, auntie, she..."
"Qin Mofei, you bastard!"
I couldn't bear to slap him in the face, and at the same time, my abdomen suddenly a dull pain hit, a burst of heat from my body in an instant. I was stunned and looked down at the pants soaked in blood, as if to see my baby waving his little hands to say goodbye to me.
"Baby, my baby, my baby..."
I stretched out my hand to cover the blood between my legs, but it was full of my hands. This is my child. How could I leave like this.
I couldn't believe it. Baby did not, he finally left me, in my most desperate time left me, why, why?
Could it be that the mother didn't want to give up her grandson, so she took one?
My child
"Ah
I'm crazy, covering my stomach and hissing, I can clearly feel the baby from my body sliding away from the feeling, is my stupidity killed him? Or was his cruel father a black hand?
Qin Mofei was stunned and looked at me like a dead ash. His lips trembled for a long time before he said a word, "happy face, why don't you tell me when you are pregnant?"
Why not?
He wants to kill me every day. What can I tell him to do? But now it's not important to say or not to say, the baby has left me.
One side of the doctor saw this scene are all muddled, all scared at a loss. Only nurse Li, who had taken care of my mother before, came over and prepared to rescue with me. But it's too late. It's too late for anything.
I pushed her away, looked up at Qin Mofei, and said, "Qin Mofei, are you satisfied now? My mother is gone, and the baby is gone. Are you fuckin 'satisfied? You bastard, why don't you die? "
I threw myself at him and beat him with all my might. If he had been a little more kind, if he had not been so merciless, he might not have been.
I seem to be bleeding a lot. The blood between my legs is still flowing all over the floor along my trousers. But I don't care anymore.
Mother left, Xiaofan was also robbed by the Qin family, and the baby in my belly also disappeared, what am I still alive to do? I was a tiny mole ant, no longer want to stay in this cruel world."Happy face, you calm down and don't get angry, OK? I'll never do this to you again, never again. "
Qin Mofei hugged me and didn't give up. He didn't let go of my fists and kicks. I don't care what he does to me. My most precious people are gone. What does he do to me?
"Qin Mofei, if I'm still alive, I swear that I will never contact you. I hate you, I hate you
At the moment of losing consciousness, I seemed to see my mother. She was holding a pink baby and waving to me, saying that they were going to go far away