Chapter 156

Where am I?

The moment I opened my eyes, I was shocked by the white and dreamy world. Everything here is so crystal clear, there are mountains, water, and flowers.

There are a lot of little angels flying around in the sky. They are all light and chubby, with a pair of small wings. They look very cute.

I foolishly waved to them, and they soon flew to me, surrounded me like the stars, smiling sweetly at me.

"Baby, my baby..."

I reached out to touch them, but they flew away and said they were not my baby, my baby was far away.

So I looked all over the world, through rivers, mountains, seas, tirelessly. I found that the as like as two peas were more familiar with my eyes.

I quickly ran home, far away to see my mother holding a tender baby in the yard to watch my father grow vegetables, that picture is so beautiful.

I heard my mother whispering to my dad, "old man, go and cook. Our baby and Fanfan will be back soon."

"Wait a minute. Plant this dish well. Don't you like it very much? A little more. "

"You will quickly take out our Trojan horse and repair it for our little grandson to play with. By the way, I have to make a little coat for him. Winter is coming."

Little grandson?

Is this the baby I haven't met? He even with my mother together, he looks so cute, just like Xiao Fan when he was a child, pink and tender, small face exquisite.

I ran over and yelled at them outside the yard. "Mom, Dad, I'm back."

But my parents turned a deaf ear, as if they didn't hear me shouting. My mother was still chatting with my father with a smile on her face. She said that I had bought him a nice dress and still hadn't taken it out. She said that the tonic I had bought had not been finished, and so on.

"Mom, I'm here. I'm back."

No matter how I shout, they just can't hear. I'm close to them, but I can't touch them. Watching them go in and out of the house, I feel isolated, and they don't want me.

All of a sudden, a blood mist rose in front of me, which soon blocked the yard and even the world around me. I couldn't see my mother and they, so I cried out in a hurry.

"Ma, ma..."

"Smile, wake up, cheer up!"

There is a hoarse voice calling me in my ear, which seems to be very close and far away, but I can't really hear it. I feel trapped in the blood mist and have no place to escape. But that voice kept calling me, as if there were other voices.

"Mr. Qin, Miss Shen has lost too much blood and may not wake up for the time being. Don't worry too much. She has been so shocked that she may not want to wake up subconsciously, which needs to enlighten her slowly. "

"Is her life in danger?"

"I don't know. If a person doesn't have faith to survive, no one can help. Miss Shen's situation is very special. In case of her mother's death and miscarriage, the possibility of losing her faith under the double attack is extremely high. "

"Thank you, doctor!"

In turn, there was another rush of sound, like approaching, or walking away. I want to open my eyes, but I can't break through the blood mist. I feel like I'm in prison.

"Happy face, please wake up, OK? Wake up and you can do whatever you want, just stop tormenting yourself. If you like children, we can regenerate, OK? You can have as much as you want. "

Who is this? Is it the damned Qin Mofei? How could he say such a funny thing?

I gave him a baby? Am I stupid? He can't even protect his own children. Why should I give birth to him?

When I heard this, I thought I would be furious, even my blood would surge. However, I was still so calm that I could not struggle in the blood mist. I don't even have the strength to hate him. I just feel sad and deep.

"Boss, when sister-in-law wakes up, how do you tell her about Xiao Fan? Lao Du said that she knelt outside the house for several hours and was humiliated by Li Weiqing. The injury on her waist was kicked by him, which may be the biggest cause of her sister-in-law's miscarriage. "

"I don't want to tell you. You can kill Li Weiqing for me. You don't have to live."

"Well, the old man may not be able to make sense..."

"Tell him about this bastard's adultery with Xue Baoxin, and he will do it himself."

"Yes

"Also, arrange to cremate the old lady first, so as not to wake up more sad."

No, who let you cremate my mother? Don't burn her. I'll take her home. Qin Mofei, you bastard, you can't do this.

I want to break through the blood mist to stop him, but I can't. The more I struggle, the more blood I get around. I seem to hear Qin Mofei calling for a doctor and saying that I have bleeding again

……

"Qin Mofei, you son of a bitch, you can't protect her. What are you pestering her for? Look how she's been tortured by you? She was originally an optimistic and confident girlWhen I was a little conscious again, I heard such an angry voice. I could see that it was Shang Yan's voice. What is he doing here? I can't do it right now?

"Even if I torture her and abuse her, I can't wait for you to talk. Get out of here!"

"You bastard, I'll kill you."

Then there was a lot of noise in the ward, and a lot of things were smashed and banged. I knew that Shang Yan couldn't beat Qin Mofei, so I tried my best to open his heavy eyelids and saw Qin Mofei swing his fist at Shang Yan.

"Stop it!"

My voice is very hoarse, but still suppress them two, they both turn their heads, both run over with one dart.

"Happy face, how are you?"

"Happy face, are you better?"

Two people almost agreed, but I ignored Shang Yan, but coldly glanced at Qin Mofei. He is also thin, his eyes are full of bloodstain, the whole pair of eyes are red, coupled with the scum on his face, has long lost his extraordinary manner.

I remember a long time ago, I saw his heart ache like this, and I felt the same when I saw him hurt. But not now. I have nothing but anger in my heart.

I hate him. If he was a little more kind to me and could show me a way when I asked for help, it would not have been like this.

But he didn't, and he turned me away when I needed him the most. I hate having loved such a jerk, and I hate my own stupidity.

"You go, never show up." I said angrily.

He was stunned. He wanted to reach out and pull me, but I pushed him away. "You go!"

"Happy face, I'm sorry, I..."

"You go, I don't want to see you again!" I threw the fruit knife on the bedside table, grabbed it and pointed it at my neck. "I can't deal with you, can't I deal with myself? Get out of here at once

His face suddenly sank, "do you have to force me like this?"

"Go I stabbed the blade into my skin. Shang Yan and he did not dare to move.

He looked at me with sad eyes, gritted his teeth and said, "OK, I'll go!"

When he turned around, I saw a layer of light under his eyes. Was he sad? Or anger? It doesn't really matter.

Shang Yan closed the door and sat in front of me with a sigh on his face, "happy face, do you know how long you have been in a coma? Why do you torture yourself like this for a week? People say it's better to live than to die. "

"Shang Yan, I'm a little tired and want to sleep."

"Are you going to drive me? Don't you even want to talk to me? "

I don't want to be speechless at the beginning, because I really don't want to say anything. I don't want to see anyone now. I just want to be alone and remember my mother and children.

"Huanyan, last time I got down from the bidding meeting, I had a premonition that something was going to happen, but I didn't expect Qin Mofei to target you."

"Don't mention him, will you?"

Even if I knew it wasn't as simple as it seemed, I didn't want to pay attention to it. All the damage has been done. What's the point in pursuing the truth? If the investigation can return the lives of my mother and children, I will now go to kill Qin Chien, because he is the initiator.

Shang Yan held my hand tightly and looked at me seriously, "Huanyan, we don't want to think about the past, but think about the future, OK? You're only twenty-four years old, and there's a long way to go. I don't want to see you like this. "

"Don't worry, I won't die."

Now that I'm dead, it's meaningless for me to wake up. Besides, there is Xiao Fan. I will try my best to find him back, no matter where he is hidden.

I gently took back my hand and glanced at Shang Yan. "Thank you for coming to see me. I'm ok now."

"Why are you so strange to me all of a sudden?" He frowned and said, "happy face, no matter what you have experienced, my heart to you is always the same, do you understand?"

“…… Fool

Shang Yan never conceals his mind from me, so I know it no matter how stupid I am. But what's the use of knowing it? Let alone that I have lost the heart of love and love, even if there is, how can he bear the rumors to marry me.

"Shang Yan, what's the date today?"

"December 25th, Christmas."

It's Christmas. No wonder the celebration outside the hospital is so loud. I turned my head and looked out of the window. The sky was covered with dark clouds. It was estimated that it would snow again.

I want to leave the hospital and visit my mother in the mortuary. If I can, I want to take her back and bury her with my father before Chinese New Year. In my coma, I heard Qin Mofei say that someone should cremate her. I want to see her and send her off.

So I asked Shang Yan to call the attending doctor for me, Doctor Zhang, who had helped me see a doctor before. He saw me shaking his head with great sympathy. "You, if you came to the hospital earlier, you would not have caused two massive bleeding."

"Doctor Zhang, can I leave the hospital?""Not yet. This operation also takes the steel nail from your leg by the way. We have to observe it for a long time."

“…… Oh. "

No wonder I feel a little uncomfortable with my legs. I took the steel nails. Well, since then, the leg has been completely recovered. I didn't insist on leaving the hospital. It's better to stay longer. This place is the place where mother and children leave, but I can't bear it.

Shang Yan didn't leave until the evening. He was full of worries when he left.

After he left, the ward was quiet again. I was staring at the ceiling, and unconsciously I remembered the scene of my mother pushing out of the operating room, as well as the face with a lot of worries. So I cried again, crying heartbroken