Chapter 160

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."

Qin Chien didn't deny it. I thought he would find many excuses to say that he had no choice but to talk about his embarrassment. But he admitted it. If I wanted to fight, it would be blocked in my throat.

I sniffed and said, "but you hurt, and you caused a series of tragedies."

He paused for a long time and took a long breath to say, "happy face, he is too strong. For so many years, I have used various methods to find his weakness, but I have never found it. He is as omnipotent as a God who protects vigorous Qi. So when I learned of your existence, I felt that I had found a breakthrough. God was helping me

His voice is very desolate, very lonely, I do not understand how his mood after the victory is so bad.

And I am speechless is myself, even he can see that I am Qin Mofei's weakness, but I did not find it myself. How could I be so stupid? I've spent so many years in the wind and dust.

"But when I know I hurt you so badly, I'm not happy at all. Huanyan, I really hate the Qin family, hate all the people of the Qin family, I want them to go to hell all the time. But I didn't want to hurt you. I thought he was angry enough to drive you away, but I didn't expect so much later. I dare not visit you or call you, for fear of seeing your despair and hearing your despairing voice. "

My nose a sour on the tears hazy eyes, "my mother died, the baby also did not, this is you caused, you know?"

"Huanyan, if you can make up for it, I will do anything you want, as long as you open your mouth."

"Can I take your life?"

“…… Yes, if you kill me with your own hands, I will not avoid it. In fact, I've been dead for a long time. I came here step by step on the bodies of countless people. I'm not a good man. You are the only one who thinks I am your Savior, and I fail you. "

I didn't expect Qin Chi En to be so frank that I couldn't find a word to scold him. And I am useless in the end of the phone crying, because I feel so innocent, so inexplicably become a victim of their struggle. The most pitiful is the mother and the baby, will never know that causes them to leave unexpectedly is so pale and ridiculous.

"Happy face, I want to see you, OK?"

For a long time, Qin Chien's voice came from the other end of the phone, some choking. I didn't answer him, and I pressed the phone.

I wanted to expose his conspiracy, but I was at a loss when he said it directly. I don't think Qin Mofei will let him go. Let's leave it like this. Let's send his mother back to his hometown.

Our home is in the southwest, more than 1000 kilometers away from Mordo, so I plan to fly back. I quickly ordered a non-stop flight to the provincial capital at noon tomorrow and packed a large box of luggage.

I would like to stay in my hometown for a long time and stay away from this place, and my mood may be better.

After packing up, my heart was empty again. I think Xiao Fan, especially want to take him home to his father to see, especially his mother to death did not look at him, the heart must be special desire.

Just think of the Qin family and I fight for children scene, I dare not go to ask, I am very tired, can't stand those useless fights any more.

At night, I tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. I went to the balcony and looked at it. It snowed again and again. I think of that time Xiaofan staggering in the snow like, unconsciously actually smile out.

I really want to meet him. He must miss me very much.

My heart moved, I put on my clothes and went downstairs quietly. I drove to the outside of Qin's house. Qin said that Xiao Fan is very good now, so he must be in this house. It's just that the courtyard is too big to know where he is.

I parked the car on the left side of the house, where there was no monitoring and no one saw me. I can't see Xiao Fan. It's better to stay in his place for a while. I don't know if he is happy in this house, and if he wants me.

It's going to snow more and more heavily. I put on my hat and got out of the car. I leaned against the car and looked inside the fence, but I saw nothing except the layers of roofs and snow.

Xiao Fan may have gone to sleep. I don't know who is taking care of him. Have you covered him and dressed him? Don't catch a cold this winter.

"Wang, Wang, Wang..."

I was looking around, and suddenly I heard a fast and excited dog barking. I went to look for fame, but Heibao and Jinbei Cape came over with snow. The two little guys had grown up and were very big.

"Woo hoo, woo Hoo!"

They ran to me in front of a force to my body, with their brain bag rub me, excited. I crouched down and hugged them tightly, and tears came out unconsciously. Seeing that they are so strong, Xiao Fan must be very healthy.

"Heibao, Jinbei, why don't you come back to see me?" I rubbed their brain pockets.

Heibao licked my hand and rolled on the snow. Jinbei is close to me, gently rub my head, especially quiet. My heart is full of emotion. Animals still have this feeling. Why do people in Qin family treat me so hard.I pinched the little fat face of Heibao and said, "Heibao, how is Xiaofan? Do you cry at night and miss your mother

"Woo, woo, woo!"

Heibao didn't know if he understood me. He barked twice and rubbed me. I stood up and looked at the strict Qin house. I really wanted to see if Xiao Fan was fat or thin.

However, the thought of the scene of me kneeling at the gate when the heavy snow was flying made me feel nervous. I don't want to go into this house, not at all.

I played with Heibao for a long time, so I let them go back to the house. They would certainly disturb Mr. Qin. He was a heartless man. I hated him very much. It's just that they've been rubbing against me and don't want to leave.

"Go, go back and take care of Xiao Fan. Remember to take good care of him." I rubbed their big heads and whispered.

Heibao sobbed a few more times and then walked away with Jinbei reluctantly. I didn't get on the car until they disappeared around the corner, and I was ready to go home.

The car just drove to the corner, I suddenly saw a man standing in the snow, slowly driving past, it was Qin Mofei. He was wearing a black overcoat and was covered with snow. Heibao and Jinbei are still wagging their tails at me at his feet, which makes me feel inexplicably sad.

I didn't stop. I just took a corner and drove away. I saw him standing still in his rearview mirror, still as if he were still standing.

……

I arrived at the airport very early. After checking in my luggage, I was ready to enter the station with my backpack. There are some of my documents in my mom's casket. When I arrived at the security check, the security inspector glanced at me and pointed to the backpack in my hand with the security detector.

"What's in this?"

I glanced at him lightly, "the urn!"

"The urn? Can this get on the plane? "

"Yes!"

Deep magnetic voice from behind me sounded, I Huoran back, see Qin Mofei also carried a backpack in line for security inspection. I was stunned, and then turned my head coldly. Is this guy haunted?

He handed my mother's death certificate and ID card to me. I realized that I had been busy working all morning and forgot this most important thing, so I took it and handed it to the security inspector, and then I was able to pass the security check.

With the urn, I bought the first class cabin. There are relatively few people here, and I won't attract other people's attention. But I didn't expect that Qin Mofei was also on the same plane with me, just beside me.

As I was about to take off, I couldn't help but stare at him, "what do you mean? Who asked you to follow me

"This is Xiao Fan's grandmother. Of course I should deliver it."

"No, my mother doesn't recognize you."

"If you really look at me so disgusted, as if I do not exist, I do not disturb you."

“……”

I'm speechless. Don't start looking out the window of this machine and stop talking.

The plane from Mordor to the provincial capital is always late. The broadcast says that it is control. It takes about two hours to take off. Therefore, it is almost five o'clock when we arrive at the provincial capital, and the sky is gradually getting into the evening.

I have to drive from the provincial capital to the county. It's dark at home. Qin Mofei shamelessly followed me on the bus to the county seat. During the whole course of several hours, he just held back without saying a word.

But I couldn't help it, and whispered, "Qin Mofei, what do you want? Don't think I'll forgive you that way

"I'm going to bury my mother-in-law. I'm afraid you're too tired alone."

"Mother in law? Have you made a mistake, you... "

I cried out in a rage, but he looked at me tenderly and nuzzled his mouth around me, indicating that many people were paying attention to us. I turned my head angrily and didn't want to talk to him any more.

Did he really think that I would soften my heart and forget the pain he gave me?

He must have forgotten how he forced me to use my mouth in the snow and nearly strangled me in the basement. Especially the death of his mother and baby has something to do with him. All these are the wounds I engraved in my heart. How can I forget them?

Does he really think I'm the woman who comes and goes on call? Wrong, I can live without a man, even better.

When I went back to the county, it was foggy and the car drove very slowly. It was already more than seven o'clock when I got to the county station.

The sky was so dark that it felt like it was going to snow. Our province is not as cold as magic, but because the basin is a little wet, easy to fog, so the fog is very thick.

When I walked out of the station with a suitcase and a backpack, it was really difficult to distinguish men and women within three meters, and there was no distinction between people and animals five meters away, and the visibility was very low. Neon lights are very strange in the thick fog, just like the soul lighting on the yellow spring road.

I haven't been back to my hometown for many years. The changes outside the station are so big that I can't tell which road to take.

I looked at it blankly for a long time. Just as I was about to find a tricycle to ask, Qin Mofei suddenly took over my box and pulled me forward. "I can find the way."