Chapter 161

"Let go

I shook off Qin Mofei's hand and glared at him in disgust. He bit his lower lip and didn't speak. He took back his hand, but he still insisted on pulling the box, saying that it was too heavy for me to be tired.

He got familiar with the fog, and then he got ready to go home.

It's not very good to take a taxi in the middle of the night in the county, especially when the visibility is very poor. Our house is about three kilometers away from the station. I'm ready to walk back when I can't get a taxi. Just think of behind with a special antipathy person, the heart is very impetuous.

I turned my head and looked at Qin Mofei and grabbed the box. "Don't follow me any more. Think about what you've done, and if you have the face to follow me. I, Shen Huanyan, have no lower limit and will not live with an enemy. "

“…… Do you hate me so much? "

"Am I not obvious enough?"

I snorted coldly, dragging the box toward the direction of home. As we get closer and closer to home, we feel more and more sad.

I haven't been back home since my father was ill and hospitalized. Even at the time of burial, I didn't go back because I wanted to make money to pay off the debt. It's been nearly five years. When I worked in a nightclub, I didn't want to go home without a face, but now there is no one who wants to go home.

I ran all the way home, looking at the devastated two-story house in front of me, and suddenly I was in tears.

When my parents built this small house, they also said that they would hire a good son-in-law to go home in the future. However, it was only more than ten years ago that both of them had passed away.

The door is still locked. The green paint on it has peeled off and fell in a mess in front of the door. However, the two pots of flowers on the door are still very delicate.

It must have been our neighbor's aunt who watered it for us. When my mother left, she gave her all the chickens and ducks, so she helped us water the flowers.

I stood at the door for a long time, wiped tears, found the rusty key under the flower bed, and "click" to open the lock. My neighbor's aunt might have heard me open the door and immediately put her head out of the window to see.

"Auntie, it's my smile." I kept busy.

"Oh, happy face, how did you come back in the middle of the night? You didn't come back to chat with my aunt for so many years."

My aunt is a straightforward and shrewd woman with a loud voice. I saw that the light of my uncle's house was on next door, so I immediately laughed and said. "Auntie, I'll talk to you tomorrow. I'll go home and clean up."

"Good, good, come tomorrow, my aunt will cook you delicious food. By the way, what about your mother? Why didn't you see her? "

"Mom, she He died of illness. "

"Ah? Er If you look at my aunt, you should be busy first. My aunt will cook you delicious food tomorrow She said and went back to the room, must have mentioned my sad things, some embarrassed.

I dragged the box into the door and found a bunch of door keys under the water tank in the yard. This is a traditional habit of our family.

Open the door, the room a choking smell of mildew suddenly came, I can not help coughing up. In fact, it's very neat inside. In addition to the dust, we can't see how messy and dirty it is. It's just that no one has lived in it for too long, and the smell of mildew is strong. I opened the doors and windows, so I was not ready to clean up immediately.

There is a portrait of my father on the wall of the main room. He is a very handsome man, and my mother was also a beautiful woman before. She always said that I took their advantages and they did a lot of good things. God gave them. But she may not have thought that the daughter she was proud of made them die early.

Looking at the portrait of my father, I couldn't help sobbing again. When he was dying, he asked me to take good care of my mother, but it was only four years before she left with hatred. I had no face to face my father.

"Dad, I brought my mother back. I'm sorry, I didn't take good care of her."

I took the urn out of my backpack and put it on the table in the main room. Dad's soft vision seems to be looking at us both, I don't know he saw his mother also went, is sad or like.

Mom doesn't have a portrait, but I came back with a pen and paper. I'm going to draw her and Dad together because they haven't been photographed together.

I went upstairs to my bedroom, where I had been walking. My desk, chair, drawing board, etc. were still in that position.

To my surprise, the cactus outside the window sill is still alive. It is probably the only living thing in this room.

I swept the dust on the sketchpad, took it to the main room, and began to paint my parents. They have a lot of love scenes that moved me, full of mind, so I did not need any reference, quickly outlined their outline.

The night in the countryside is very cold, and there is no heating at home. When painting, my hands are stiff. But looking at the loving parents on the drawing paper, my heart is warm, especially warm.

After I finished the painting, I repaired it carefully. I didn't miss every detail. It was the first time I was so nervous.It was only at dawn that I drew them all. On the drawing paper, their love was the same as before. The corners of their lips were covered with a light smile, which was very warm.

I took the drawing paper and looked at it for a long time, and carefully put it on the table. It had to be mounted for a while, and then it could be hung in the hall for worship.

I picked up the drawing board and went upstairs to have a rest. Just as I was asleep, I heard the loud voice of my neighbor's aunt. She seemed to be asking who she was looking for.

There are only three or four families in this place. Are there people she doesn't know

I was stunned and got up in a hurry. Seeing Qin Mofei talking to my aunt at the door of our house, I also said that he was my husband. My aunt praised him for his good looks.

I was so angry that I rushed downstairs and wanted to blacken his face. Unexpectedly, the neighbor's aunt made such a meaningful remark.

"Happy face, are you two quarreling? I'm going home one after another. "

"Er..."

If I said that Qin Mofei had nothing to do with me, my aunt would think that there was something fishy in it. When the big mouth publicized it, it would surely spread to all over the country. The roots of my parents are here. I don't want them to listen to some bad gossip after they die.

So I glared at Qin Mofei fiercely, turned around and went into the room. He laughed at his aunt, followed in, and closed the door.

The aunt yelled out again, "happy face, come back and bring your husband to our house for dinner. My aunt will kill a big rooster for you."

"Auntie, we must go back." Qin Mofei turned back to reply, which made me angry.

I waited for him to enter the room after the door "bang" to close, inserted the waist to glare at him, "Qin Mofei, what do you mean? Why are you still chewing your tongue? My parents have never made a joke in their lives. Do they have to listen to the gossip of the neighbors when they die? "

"I'm not talking nonsense. It's all true. I'll marry you." He was still straight.

"Marry me? Have you ever asked me if I would marry you? Come on, look here. Are you worthy of my father and my mother? " I pointed to the portrait on the table and said, "why do you marry me? Who do you think you are? Don't forget that you nearly strangled me a month ago

He was stunned, embarrassed ground bit lower lip, "happy face, I was mad at that time."

"Mad? You can kill people if you are mad? Can I kill you now that I'm mad? "

"Yes, you can kill me now." He said solemnly, and then he took me and hugged me. "Huanyan, my life is still very long. I am willing to use the rest of my life to repay all I owe you. Excuse me, will you? I promise I won't hurt you again

He said so easily, forgive Forgiveness is easy to write, but not easy to do. He owes his life. Can he afford it?

I started from his wylyon and looked at him sadly. "OK, I'll forgive you if you give back the lives of my baby and my mother."

“……” He was suddenly dumbfounded and his lip broke into a straight line.

"You go back. My mother was afraid of you before she died. You don't want to go when she's buried. I can do all these things. You don't have to worry about them."

I saw that it was light, so I went to the bathroom to wash, and I was going to go to the county to ask the Taoist priest to go to the cemetery and bury my mother.

When I came out after washing, I saw Qin Mofei staring at my father's portrait, his face full of shame. In fact, I can more or less feel his heart, even if the mother and baby is not directly because of him to leave, but also with him. So he wants to compensate me for something, but does it work?

If compensation is useful, how can there be so many regrets in this world?

I don't think he's going to leave. He goes out with his painting and ignores him.

He told his aunt that it was my husband. I felt that the whole street would know that I was back in the afternoon and brought my husband back. If he disappeared suddenly, it would be a real problem.

I took a bus to a funeral street in the county. I found the most famous master Cui Daoshi and asked him to help my mother do the ashram. I was short of time and the price was high. He agreed without saying a word. He said that he would help to choose a good time, the earliest day after tomorrow.

Mother's burial place was bought in advance when her father died. She said that she would "live in the same bed and die in the same hole" with her father. She was a joke, who knows, but a prophecy, four years later, I really brought her ashes back to bury.

The time selected by master Cui was eight o'clock in the morning of the day after tomorrow. I selected tombstones and funeral materials in his shop, and prepared to go to the cemetery with him.

After I came out of his shop, I went directly to the place where the painting was mounted, and mounted the portrait into a portrait.

When I came home with the portrait in my arms, it suddenly snowed in the sky and was slowly drifting in the air. Looking at the snow, I feel very sad.

I remember when I was a child, I rode on my father's shoulder to see the scenery in the snow. My mother followed us with a smile and told him to be careful and not to fall me.

And now things are different, and they are all gone.I lingered along the street. In fact, I didn't want to go home to see Qin Mofei. I didn't know if he had left. However, with his cheeky appearance, he might still be in my home.

I thought that hate him had gone to the bone, but when I saw him coming, the hatred became very pale and helpless. I don't know whether it's because I loved him or because I still love him. In short, seeing him more angry and angry, but not too hate.

I hate this kind of self, there is no limit.

I lingered on the street for three or five hours to get home, but I was stunned when I opened the door. The room has been completely new, there is no dust, furniture and other things are put neatly, more than 100 times cleaner than before.

When I was stunned, Qin Mofei suddenly came out of the kitchen and looked at me tenderly, "happy face, wash your hands and eat."