Chapter 190

In fact, I am very fragile. I didn't feel the sharp spines that I had grown up when I was a mummy in a nightclub. But after I was with Qin Mofei, he pulled out all my sharp spines, so I became vulnerable.

I'm afraid of being hurt, afraid of losing, and even more afraid of being abandoned.

I'm not sure how much Qin Mofei loves me. He is very philanthropic and has too many people in his heart, and I'm just one of them. I don't know if he's worth the rest of my life to follow, and I start to shrink.

After that call, I thought he would come back soon. I was looking forward to seeing him on the balcony, but I didn't wait for him.

The night is deeper and deeper, the rain is more and more heavy, and I am more and more lonely.

Wang Ma secretly came to see me, but she didn't come to disturb me and went on quietly. I know she is more worried than me because she loves me very much. She is the one who yearns for me and Qin Mofei.

I waited worried, so I went to the study busy, because I really don't know what to do to not be so miserable.

Drawing sketches, drawing houses, drawing mountains and rivers, I always draw two strokes and knead them into a ball, throw them away, draw them again, and throw them away again and again. I didn't find a pile of paper on the ground until all the paper was used up.

Before you know it, it's getting light. The original feeling of being trapped in love is like this, which is extremely painful. I looked at the misty and misty sky, my eyes were sour and painful, and my eyes were whirling with tears.

Murphy, do you still love me? Why do you treat me like this if you love me? I have no parents, can't you treat me a little bit better? If you don't want to love me again, why do you want to paint me such a beautiful future, so that I have the illusion of happiness in the future.

I didn't want to save myself in my study even more. In fact, I know that women love to lose themselves is a very terrible thing, but I can not control myself.

I anxiously walked around the study, like an ant on a hot pot, until dawn, nothing.

Wang Ma came up and knocked on the door to let me go downstairs for dinner. I didn't go. I curled up in the chair and buried my head in silence. I should be the saddest bride to be in the world. When I get married, I'm not sure whether that feeling is true or not.

About eight o'clock, I actually received a call from Du Mo Chen, who asked me to have tea in Fengyue cottage. This was the first call I had received since I met him last time. I felt very puzzled, so I readily agreed.

I went back to my bedroom and took a shower. I got up and came to Fengyue building. I saw Du Mochen who was very energetic. He was standing at the door of the teahouse, dressed in a white linen Tang suit, the whole person was immortal, particularly elegant.

I bowed to him and said with a smile, "Mr. Du, we haven't seen each other for a long time."

"Oh, Miss Shen, please come inside."

I don't know what Du Mochen asked me to do, but seeing that he was so kind, he had a strange feeling for him and thought that he must be a friend to make. It's just that I'm not in a good mood. It's good to have tea with my elders.

He has contracted the whole teahouse. The famous tea artist of Fengyue Xiaozhu is the one who serves us tea. All kinds of tea art are handy. First, he performed a set of flowing tea art for us, and then he sat down to make tea for us, which was the best Dahongpao of Wuyishan.

Du Mochen asked me to play chess with the tea master who was making tea. As a matter of fact, my chess level is very ordinary, but I couldn't help it. I got up the courage to play a game with him. The game was amazing. He was very good at chess, and I lost one in the end.

"It's rare that Miss Shen can write, draw and play chess."

"I'm flattered by Mr. Du. Compared with you, my chess skill is a little bit of a witch."

"Where and where, you are much better than a Xing's chess skills, he and I fight each other up to ten steps to die."

Du Mochen won and I was very happy. He picked up his tea cup and sipped tea while chatting with me, but he never said what he wanted to do with me. I think he must not simply invite me to tea, but it is not good to ask him in a hurry, and then he will follow his words.

"By the way, Miss Shen, I heard you didn't work in Chengye group?" He walked around for a long time and suddenly asked me.

I nodded. "Something went wrong at work, so I quit."

"Hehe, is it because of the bidding project? Your company lost the bid. " He aimed at me meaningfully, and I acquiesced awkwardly. After a pause, he asked, "where are you now? Have you found the right job? "

"I now open an online shop in a well-known design website, and I've done it myself. I don't earn much, but I have a sense of accomplishment."

"Oh, I know that website. Sometimes our small projects also look for people on it. The place is really full of talents."

I didn't return to him with a smile, but I was very puzzled. Du Mochen specifically mentioned the work. Didn't he want me to work in his company? However, if it was before, I would have been very busy to agree, but now it is not, because the income of designing online is not less than that of working, and it is more free.After drinking tea for a while, Du Mo Chen said to me thoughtfully, "is Miss Shen interested in meeting the interior design of my hotel?"

“…… hotel? The super seven star hotel before? "

"Well, now that the main body of the hotel has been started, it is estimated that it will be completed in the early spring of next year. When that time comes, I do not intend to invite tenders for interior design. I will decide directly."

"But didn't Matthiola undertake this project?"

"I revised the contract when I invited tenders. Our cooperation is limited to the main body of the hotel. The interior design project still needs to be considered for a long time. It was originally planned to invite tenders again, but when I saw the sketch that Miss Shen drew for me, I suddenly thought of you and asked you to chat to see if you were interested. "

Think of me when you see my paintings? Is this reason too far fetched?

However, in any case, Du's invitation made me very excited. I was still worried that I could not wipe out the black spots in the past with my own strength. If this project is designed by me, the popularity will be improved and I will be famous by then.

Can such a good thing fall on me? It doesn't feel real.

"Mr. Du, are you serious? I'm just a small designer. I don't have outstanding ability and brilliant achievements. I'm afraid I can't convince the public at that time. "

"Since I've come to invite you, it's naturally well thought out. If you're interested, you can come to our company for a chat."

"Ah

Du Mochen and I had tea until 11 o'clock and had lunch together before leaving. I'm very excited. It's really a pie in the sky. It's so sudden.

As soon as I was excited, I called Qin Mofei and mentioned that Du Mochen asked me to do hotel interior design. After hearing this, he was silent for a long time, and then said "Oh", which made my excited mood drop to freezing point.

I thought he would congratulate me, but he hung up without saying anything. Listening to the beep on the phone, I felt that my fortress of happiness was slowly collapsing.

He has changed. He has really changed. His attitude is too cold. He feels worse than a passer-by.

I would like to go to the company to ask him clearly, but the only point of self-esteem in my heart does not allow me to kneel and lick him. I said last night that I would not get married. Today I will go to Baba to find out. He must look down on me more and more.

I have no place to go, so aimlessly strolling on the road, suddenly found a good lonely, I actually did not even have a heart to speak people.

I parked my car outside the Plaza of century trade city. I didn't know where to go. I was not interested in shopping or watching movies. Today, it was not easy to avoid Lu 11, but it turned out to be more boring and didn't know what to do.

"Oh, how could I meet you here? Just wanted to say I'll call you. "

I was in a daze. Suddenly, it was dark outside the window. I turned my head in a hurry and looked at SUA eating and knocking on the window with a bunch of sugar gourd.

I slowly put down the window, staring at her sugar gourd and swallowing. "Can you eat it so sour?"

"OK, I'm pregnant. Do you have time to accompany me to the hospital for abortion?"

“…… What, what? Are you pregnant? " I took a look at her flat stomach and was stunned. Is that a joke?

"Yes, last month, I was shot, but I didn't want the child, so I wanted to kill him." She is very indifferent to the tunnel, does not feel that the baby is a little angel in the world.

I frowned. "Whose? Don't the father of the child

"Shang Yan's, he doesn't want it, and I don't want it either."

…… It's really Shangyan, so it's true that they spent three days and two nights in the hotel. I stare at her undisguised eyes and feel that she is not telling lies. She really does not love the child.

I'm a little puzzled. Since I don't want children, why don't you take measures to kill people?

"Aren't you two going to get married? The conditions of Shangyan's family are also good. They are one of the Jinmen aristocratic families. They are rich and powerful. "

"Daobu doesn't conspire with each other. Besides, he doesn't love me. Why should I marry him? In a word, do you want to accompany me to the hospital? I heard them say it's painful to hit a child, and I'm a little scared

"Suya, what's wrong with you and Shang Yan..."

"We went to D city to talk about a project. It happened that he was in a bad mood, and I was in a bad mood. I had a romantic time for two or three days. That's all. We're all adults. We need to be together. But He's good at that

I saw that SUA's face was indifferent. I was speechless, so I opened the door to let her come up. She ate up a bunch of sugar gourd, then wiped her mouth and glanced at me. She gave a full burp without image and a sour smell of hawthorn.

"I don't know how you got pregnant. It's just too painful. I have to eat sour and throw up every day in my bedroom. I don't want to have children in my life."

I was speechless and turned the car directly towards the hospital. On the way, she told me that Shang Yan had been thinking of me all the time. They were just playing on the scene, but they were not comfortable wearing a condom during the play. If she had known that, she would have let him wear it.Her body language is very exaggerated when she speaks, which is totally different from her usual life. I don't know whether she is really free and easy, or deliberately made it for me to see.

When I drove to the hospital, I found something wrong with SUA's face.