Chapter 569

Every year at midnight of the lunar new year, brilliant fireworks will be set off on this side of the moat, which will last until the early hours of the morning. This is the most carnival time for the people in the devil city. Many people will come out to see the fireworks even if they are tired or sleepy.

I didn't go home. I drove to the moat to watch the fireworks. It's already crowded here. I did not hesitate to squeeze into the crowd, as if walking dead in the crowd surging.

The enchanting fireworks can't resist the haze in my heart. Qin feiran said the three words "fengchennv", which stimulated me. I think of my mother, my happy face, and all kinds of women I met in nightclubs.

Their faces came back and forth in my mind, overlapping like a movie.

It's because of their nightclubs that the world always puts labels on them: whores, bitches and threes. In front of them, they wear a face of heavy make-up, and smile with spring breeze. Who knows the bitterness and bitterness of this?

Especially my mother, I know clearly how she struggled in that life and how she was disillusioned. So she left at a young age, and did not miss this world, including my son.

There is also happy face, when she for 200000 from the old wine crotch. Drilling, who would have expected that she would meet Qin Mofei, he would be completely injured. I would never have used her.

FengChen girl, FengChen

Did not expect, always heartless I unexpectedly so mind these three words. Especially when Qin feiran said this, his disgusting eyes and disdain on his face made me deeply feel a kind of boundless irony.

He is not as good as a bird or beast. How can he look down on others?

The more I think about it, the more indignant I feel. I feel like I'm going to lose my mind. I even feel that the women who pass by are all printed with the label of "fengchennv". I am bewildered.

I found a place to sit down, take off my clothes and let the cold wind blow wantonly, trying to put out the anger that couldn't be extinguished.

If my mother had not begged me not to kill Qin feiran on her deathbed, I would have beaten him to pieces. I've never hated a person so much. I hate hysterically. I hate my heart to bleed.

"Mom, I want to go home, OK?"

"The fireworks can only be seen once a year. What can I do so early? Do you know how to play Rubik's cube? Do you think of it every day? That's a waste of time. What's the fun? I don't want to make progress. "

When I was in a rage, I suddenly heard the familiar tearing and cracking voice behind me. Huoran turned around and saw Shang Ying and Xiao HaoChen passing behind me. She pulled a balloon in her hand, a face of elation, and Xiao HaoChen was scolded a face unhappy.

When I was thinking about whether to say hello to them, Shang Ying already saw me. She was a little stunned and led Xiao HaoChen to come over.

"Chuen, so coincidentally, are you watching fireworks?"

"Yes, it happened that you were there. Why, what's wrong with HaoChen? A face of unhappiness? " I said I wanted to reach out and touch his head, but he gave me a cold look, so my hand was frozen in the air and didn't stretch it.

Shang Ying glanced at him and said, "don't pay attention to him. He is very angry. Now he is more and more disobedient."

Small HaoChen because of her words and cold face, biting lip a face frost. I see him like this, inexplicably raised a sigh in his heart, a good child, it seems that he has been taken askew by Shang Ying, which is a pity.

I looked at my watch. It was already 12:30, and asked Shang Ying if I could take her back. She looked to the left and looked at me askance. "Chi En, let's go there and sit down?"

“…… Good

She said "over there", which is where I accompanied her to watch the neon lights. At that time, she sat on my leg. I held her, thinking that I held the whole world.

Now sitting here with her, I don't have that feeling. She glanced at my face, the corner of her lips seemed to have a smile. This smile has a kind of unspeakable feeling, as if it is mocking me.

I raised my eyes and looked at the distance, but thought of the joy in my head. She sat here with me on a rainy night, as quiet as a orchid. At that time, I would still think of Shang Ying and the child I had never met.

Now that she and the children are here, I'm cold.

"You don't feel anything about me now, thorn? I remember when you loved me so much. " She said with a smile, as if to say something that had nothing to do with her. "I heard that you still drank and played games later, didn't you?"

"Is that interesting for you now?" I glanced at her coldly.

"I feel sorry that your love is not so loyal, and it comes and goes quickly. Chuen, I think we are the same kind of people. It's not true that we love each other. What we love most is ourselves. "

"No, we are not the same!"

I never fool a person's feelings, no matter who, so she and I are not the same kind of people.

I stopped and said, "the loyalty of love depends on who the object is, not the individual's mentality. Xiaoying, as you said, it is not true that you love anyone. In other words, who will be loyal to you? ""Do you mean I don't deserve love?"

Shang Ying said, suddenly sink face, slightly stunned to look at the distance. I was surprised that she should have such a look, a very confused and seems to be very unwilling. Her profile is actually very soft, very clever.

If she had not been so vicious in her mind, she would not have come to the present situation. She is really a person who can't be judged by her appearance.

I didn't respond to her. I knew whether she was worthy or not. How can she expect others to be sincere when she is not sincere to others? People are mutual, no one is willing to pay without complaint or regret for a lifetime, which is unfair.

"Isn't I very disgusting, thorn?"

When Shang Ying looked back, tears were streaming down her face. In the light of the light, she looked very sad, she did not seem to cry in front of me so sad, so this moment I seem to be touched.

And just when I wanted to comfort her a few words, the little HaoChen next to me suddenly rushed to me and kicked me, fighting while shouting, "who let you bully my mother, who let you bully her?"

I couldn't get angry with a child, but I couldn't stop him. Just then, Shang Ying suddenly grabbed him and slapped him in the face.

"You're crazy. Who told you to beat people around?"

She slapped so fast that I didn't have time to stop her. Xiao HaoChen was beaten hard. He raised his head and looked at Shang Ying in astonishment. His face turned pale, then red, and finally, his face was covered with frost.

"I hate you, I hate you!"

Xiao HaoChen shouts hysterically to Shang Ying, turns around and rushes directly towards the moat river. My heart a flurry, hastily a dart to rush past, but still can't stop him, without hesitation, he flew down the river, and I only had time to grab his shoe.

Looking at the splashing water on the river, I was confused. Xiao HaoChen is only eight or nine years old. He is still ignorant of everything. How desperate is he in his heart to seek death so recklessly?

I had no time to take off my clothes and jumped down the river to save the "fluttering" little HaoChen in the water. Shang Ying rushed over with a scream and called his name hysterically on the bank. Her tearing voice was blown away by the cold wind, and became extremely frightening.

All of a sudden, the onlookers were like the tide, standing on the shore, pointing and poking, and noisy.

Xiaohaochen has been fluttering, the more fluttering, the farther away, I swam past and finally caught his hand, and he broke free and ran away again, so repeatedly, he gradually couldn't carry it, and his body slowly sank.

I was blocked by the floating garbage on the upper reaches of the river. I couldn't see him clearly.

"In front, in front!"

"No, right, right!"

People on the Bank of the river were directing blindly. I swam around in the cold river. My teeth were gurgling with cold. I suddenly felt that my physical strength was overdrawn.

"Chi En, please help him. You must save him, or I will not live."

Shang Ying was crying and shouting on the bank, which made me feel flustered. I can't find Xiao HaoChen. He seems to be in the water. So I dived into the water again, looking for him in the direction of his fluttering, and finally touched one of his hands.

I grabbed his hand and forced it out of the water. I saw that he was in a coma, and his small face looked very pale in the dim light. I carried him to swim to the bank quickly, and the people on the bank also helped to pull people.

After I climbed on the bank, I didn't care to deal with xiaohaochen first, and then I ran to the parking lot with him. No matter how much he hates me, I always have a kind heart for him, probably because of Shang Ying or because of pity.

It was not until xiaohaochen was sent to the emergency room that I put my heart down and shivered on the bench outside the emergency room. Suddenly, I felt a faint stabbing pain in my chest. At first, I could bear it. At last, it was like cutting with a knife. The pain made me sweat.

So I asked Shang yinghou to wait for the news of xiaohaochen here and went back first. I think the liver disease is more serious. I have to go home and take medicine.

I just went downstairs to the car, and my chest suddenly burst of Qi and blood, and suddenly a fishy sweet smell came out of my throat. I didn't have time to cover my mouth. I directly spurted out a mouthful of red blood and spilled it all over the ground.

I thought I was going to die. I opened the door in a hurry and drove directly to my home. I don't want to die anywhere outside my home, and I don't want to go to the hospital and let more people know that I'm terminally ill.

I was driving very fast, driving all the way, spitting blood all the way, on the steering wheel, on my body, everywhere was my blood. I've never felt so empty, as if death was on my side and could take me away at any time.

The moment I got back to the yard, I couldn't carry it any more. The car got stuck in the middle of the gate and couldn't drive in. I collapsed on the back of my chair, all my strength was exhausted, and I was slowly meeting the call of death.

At this moment, the only time I have time to think about is happy face, the only one.

So I picked up my mobile phone and edited a long message: happy face, many words have no time to say to you, and many sins have not been redeemed. I intended to spend the rest of my life with you, but who knows heaven forbids. I may have to go first. If there is reincarnation, I will make up for my debt to you in the next life. I'm sorry!I wrote the last punctuation mark, but I didn't have time to send it out