Chapter 570

I woke up in Maria hospital with a sling in my hand. Cheng Wanqing was sitting in front of the hospital bed, staring at me stupidly, with tears flashing in her eyes. When she saw me wake up, she was in a hurry. She didn't start rubbing her eyes, and then she turned her head to smile at me.

"Chuen, happy New Year!"

"Why am I here?"

"Xiaoqing called me and said you fainted. I happened to be back for the Spring Festival, so I came here." She said for a moment, tears came up in her eyes, and she looked at me sadly. "You are so ill, why don't you tell me? Why? "

"Isn't it still alive? Don't cry, the Chinese New Year's Eve, you see the makeup is crying

It's very happy to wake up and see a person who cares so much about himself. Life is rarely given in time, so special gratitude, especially on the first day of the new year, is a good sign.

When I said this, Cheng Wanqing cried even more, holding my arm and crying out loud. I guess she knows about my cancer, and I don't know how to explain it. I don't have to explain myself. I just don't want more people to know about my illness.

"Chuen, you didn't tell me such an important thing. Didn't you say that you regarded me as a relative? Why not? Do you know what the doctor says, a little later, you'll die. "

"Sorry Wanqing."

Seeing Cheng Wanqing crying, I couldn't bear to reach out and brush the tears on her face. She grabbed my hand, put her face in my palm, and gently rubbed it, letting the tears fall in my palm, and then from the fingers.

I have nothing to say because I don't know what to say. I can't afford what she wants, and she doesn't need what I give. I'm afraid that the expectation and waiting for more than 20 years are in vain.

In her weeping words, I knew what happened after midnight.

When I was in a coma in the car, Xiaoqing found out that she immediately called Cheng Wanqing. It happened that she was in China, so she immediately drove over and directly took me to Maria hospital for rescue.

The doctor said it was due to stomach bleeding caused by external force, that is, during the examination, they found that my liver disease was more serious. They say the best way to do it right now is to do a liver transplant.

I don't agree. Liver transplantation is indeed the solution. However, the blood vessels of the Qin family are quite different. It is more difficult to find a suitable liver source than to ascend to heaven. Moreover, let me use the liver of Qin family to continue my life. It's better to let me die.

So the best way became the least feasible way. I never had hope.

Cheng Wanqing cried for a long time. I never saw her so desperate and helpless. After her mood eased a little, I told her about the will in advance, because I was also worried that I would not wake up if I fell down one day.

After hearing this, she cried more bitterly. I felt irritable and asked her to leave first on the pretext of having a rest. After she left, I picked up the phone she put on the bedside table and looked at it. I wanted to see if Huanyan gave me a message.

Just turn on the mobile phone and see that the message I edited is still there, and it hasn't been sent out. I was stunned for a long time. After reading back and forth twice, I deleted the information one word after another. If I'm not dead, I don't have the courage to send a message again.

"Are you still thinking about Shen Huanyan?"

I was holding a mobile phone Lengshen, Cheng Wanqing suddenly went back and forth, eyes light some resentment. I shrugged helplessly and didn't know how to respond to her. I don't like people who interfere with my personal affairs, especially my feelings.

She sat back in front of the hospital bed and glanced at my mobile phone. "I saw the message you sent her, and I can't imagine that you still miss her when your life is at stake. Is she really that important? More important than your own life? "

"Wanqing, would you mind not talking about happy faces?"

"You dare not face it?" She raised her eyebrows and looked at me, slightly touching the corner of her lips. "She has never loved you, nor given you any hope, just as you have never loved me or given me any hope. Without love, then we should at least take care of ourselves? Life is gone. What can I do to love? "

"Well, if you don't say that, why are you back?"

"Just now my sister called me. She met Shen Huanyan at the airport. I think you should especially want to know her news, so I come to tell you that she has returned to the devil capital."

"Happy face back to the devil? How does your sister know her

I'm a little surprised. According to reason, Huanyan's popularity is not enough for a small star in the entertainment industry to pay attention to it?

"My sister likes Qin Mofei very much, so she pays more attention to him. What woman is there around him? Naturally, she has a clear door. It's not surprising to know Shen Huanyan."

"Oh

I light should sound, in the heart head cannot help but a burst of excitement. Unexpectedly, Huanyan has come back, indicating that she is still ready to face all this. I suddenly wanted to see her and see if she was OK or not.

"Chuen, you Well, take a rest first

Cheng Wanqing shook her head and left when she saw me like this. I stare at her lonely figure, want to say something, but still did not leave her. Probably, silence is better than sound.I glanced out of the window. It was getting dark and snowing.

Huanyan is back. What is she doing at this time?

After thinking about it, I picked up my mobile phone and pressed her phone number, but I didn't dare to dial it, for fear that she still hated me. No, she must be hating me, she is such a smart girl, will think of a lot of things.

How can I get her understanding as a thoughtful person like me?

I hesitated for a long time, but I couldn't help calling the phone. It was a long time before I got through. I couldn't help but say, "happy face, I want to see you, OK? I know you've come back. "

“…… Are you watching me? " Her tone was cold and disgusting.

My heart flustered, quickly told a lie, "no, I saw you when you went out of the airport. I was receiving a customer at that time, so I didn't have time to say hello to you."

"Sorry, I'm not available." She didn't seem to want to see me, so she refused.

I still want to explain to her, or apologize, and quickly say, "happy face, I want to tell you something, some truth, do not ask you to forgive me, just want you to think that I am not so stuck in the throat."

"The truth?"

"Yes, the truth!"

When I mentioned this time, I doubted the truth. The water in the Qin family is too deep. She has been framed repeatedly. It is impossible not to think about the reasons.

She must be questioning me, questioning that everything I do to her is purposeful. So I had to meet her. I couldn't stand her hating me like that.

After hanging up the phone, I called Cheng Wanqing and asked her to pick me up. She came in only two or three minutes, so I guess she didn't leave the hospital. When she heard that I was going to see her face, her face sank.

"Are you going to die?" She said angrily.

"I'll be back soon!"

I directly pulled out the needle in my hand and left the ward in a hurry without changing the patient's uniform. Cheng Wanqing angrily followed me out, but did not stop me, but helped me to the elevator.

I left her drooping eyes with tears and rubbed her hair with regret, "sorry Wanqing, I really want to see a happy face, very much."

"Chuen, you're going to die in her hands." She choked.

I'm speechless. Can I really? If I really die in the hand of Huanyan in my life, I will die without regret. I made her so miserable that I deserved to lose her life.

Cheng Wanqing drove me to the yard. I took a bath, shaved myself, and cleaned myself up before going out. I drove out alone and went directly to the villa where Huanyan was.

I don't think she would like to see me in particular, but if I did, she might not have avoided it. After all, when I mentioned the truth just now, she seemed to be moved. Maybe she still had a lot of doubts in her mind.

I drove so fast that I felt very anxious to see her. I didn't get nervous again until I drove to the door of her villa. She should have been in the villa because the windows were lit.

I couldn't help calling her. I heard the music. There was a cell phone ringing in the villa, but she hung up soon. As expected, she didn't want to see me, and my passionate heart dropped a lot.

After a pause, I sent her another message telling her that I was outside the villa. Then I got out of the car and leaned on the front of the car to look at it. It was only snowing and it was at night. I didn't know if she could see me.

I seem to see more people on the balcony, very fuzzy, but it seems to be her. I am excited, "happy face" two words have reached the throat, but still dare not shout out, afraid she scared not to see me.

After a while, I saw a figure coming slowly from the snow curtain, wrapped in a coat and a hat. Is happy face, she thin, face is only palm big, especially haggard appearance.

I think of her silent lying in the hospital bed. On the appearance, the nose suddenly sour up, the heart is not good. I nailed my eyes on her body, simply can't move, but her face frost, hate and I look.

When she approached, I called out "happy face" eagerly. I could not help but take a step forward to hold her. However, she gave me a cold stare, so I didn't move forward. I was afraid of scaring her.

I want to say a thousand words, but I don't know which one to start with. Do I apologize or do I atone? Or what?

"What do you want from me?" She stopped and then coldly said, eyes coldly aimed at me, that is a kind of indifference, is a kind of resentment.

I sighed, "Huanyan, I have known a lot of women in my life, and I have hurt a lot. But you are the only one who can't bear to hurt but hurt the most is you. I'm sorry, I didn't think the situation would be so serious. I know you hate me, so I make atonement. "

"How can you atone for your death? Take your life? " She snapped, hysterical.

In fact, I prepared a dagger before I came. I think if she really wants to kill me to vent her anger, I will help her. I have done too many crimes and fought with the Qin family for too long. I am already tired.In my life, I can't let go of my grudges with the Qin family. As long as I live, I will not let go of the Qin family. Therefore, to some extent, death is a relief to me.

So I took out the dagger and handed it to her, "Huanyan, you want my life, you can take it now."