I went back to the intensive care unit of Maria hospital, paralyzed like a living dead man, covered with all kinds of instruments. I hate this kind of uncontrollable feeling. I am afraid that others will influence my life.
Sophia came again and sat in front of my bed with a haze under her eyes. She was bored for a long time and finally couldn't help it. She stood up and glared at me in a condescending way and yelled, "Jon, don't you want to die? Is that all that important to you? "
I wrung the eyebrow, did not directly answer her, I know she is very jealous, the means is also very vicious. If you really do something bad to Huanyan, I'm afraid I will regret it.
"You are the God in our hearts. What do you think when you become like this every day? Jon, don't you know how many people in the world depend on you for food? "
"Sophia, I want to be quiet. Can I go out first?"
"Do you still think of that woman? Well, I'll go and kill her right away
Sophia said, pinching her knuckles and trying to get out of the house. I know that she is not empty words, but must have the ability to do it, so I called her in a hurry, "you sit down!"
"Don't you just want that woman? I've arrested her and imprisoned her. You can go on if you want to. You can rape her if you want to. You can do anything as long as you are happy! "
“……”
I was shocked by the serious look on her face. She was not telling lies. She was serious. I suddenly had a sense of crisis, with her nature, she would really start to smile, even if I stopped.
I forced her to sit in front of me and stare at her coldly. "Sophia, I warn you, if you dare to do anything to hurt your face, I will kill you without hesitation. I will do what I say!"
She was stunned, and the mist that had just faded from her eyes began to rise again. "Jon, you want to kill me for her? I accompany you for a long time, or does she accompany you for a long time? What did she give you? "
I was speechless
Her words are true, she was born from the time I hold her, with her hilarious, until now, she has become a part of my life. Although she is bad to the extreme, she is undeniably good to me.
She is my relative. I can kill her without hesitation.
Sophia was staring at my face, tears swirling around her eyes. I remember that she didn't like to cry, because she said that crying was a kind of cowardice, and a woman with great martial arts like her did not disdain to cry.
But in front of me, she seemed to cry many times, I can't remember.
"Jon, don't you care about me at all?" "From her eyes, tears rolled out of her eyes.
I wanted to reach out and wipe her tears, but my hand couldn't hold up, so I watched her cry, crying like a tearful child. My heart suddenly bursts of pain, very regret, also very sad.
I am the only one of her closest relatives in the world. She only listens to me and trusts me. And I didn't give her anything. From childhood to adulthood, I didn't seem to ask her what she really wanted.
"Don't cry, silly girl. All your makeup is crying."
I couldn't bear to put up my hands to rub her hair, but I couldn't put it on the edge of the bed. She took my hand and stroked her cheek. She turned her head gently, and her lips kissed my palm. It was warm.
She rubbed my palms with her lips over and over again, and her tears burst into the bank and rolled between my fingers. I am speechless, can only let her act like this, this is probably the only thing I can give her a little tenderness.
"Jon, I like you. I love you. Can't you feel it?"
"Sorry, Sophia. I'm not for you."
"It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if you don't love me. I love you enough. Jon, can you give me a chance? That woman doesn't like you, she doesn't know you are good, but I know, I will cherish you
"Well, don't mention her. It's getting late. Go and have a rest."
I know exactly who I love in my heart, and between Sophia and Miriam, I do have a bit of a difference. But what can I do? Feelings are not controlled at all, and my heart for joy is as humble as Sophia loves me.
If you can never, I would rather never meet a smile, you do not have to worry about gain and loss. No, as if I have never got it, how can I lose it?
Sophia didn't want to leave. She said she would stay with me. I couldn't resist her and let her go.
Now the sky is dim. It seems that it will rain or snow again. The weather in modu this year and two years is very strange. It snows in the first month. It seems that there is no such wonderful weather in previous years.
The atmosphere in the ward was very depressing. Sophia was lying on the edge of the bed holding my arm. Her eyes were dripping at me with tears, which made me sad.
Outside, she is cruel and violent, killing people without blinking an eye. But she was like a tame kitten in front of me, hiding her claws.And that's why I feel bad. When I see her, I think of myself. I am similar to her in some way. I was kind, but heaven forbid, not that I am ungrateful, but all helpless.
I was numbed, my hands moved a little, and I lifted my fingertips to remove the crumbling tears from Sophia's eyes. She suddenly chuckled shyly, rubbed her eyes, and spat out her tongue at me.
"You're hungry, Jon? I'll find something to eat. "
"I'm not hungry. You can have some by yourself and come back to take care of me."
"I don't want it. If you don't eat it, I won't eat it. I'll be hungry with you."
"Then you go to dinner and bring me a bread when you come back." I couldn't bear her to go hungry, so I made an excuse.
She was immediately pleased and said, "what kind of bread do you want?"
"Well Just garlic. "
"Good!"
Sophia ran out of the ward as if she had been pardoned. I sighed at her back and sighed heavily. I don't know how long this girl will like me. I'm doomed to fail her in my life.
When she was far away, I picked up my mobile phone, found out SUA's number and dialed it. She is now working in the company, but at the same time, her relationship with Huanyan is still maintained, so I will look for her.
After the phone call, she hesitated to call "boss.".
I answered and said, "SUA, have you seen a happy face? How is she now? "
"Well, boss, why do you care so much about her? Do you like her? "
"Don't make a fuss. What's the matter with her?"
"How are you, boss? I heard from the assistant that you are lying in the hospital again. Are you going to hang up? I didn't see Huanyan today, but if you want, how about I let her come to see you? "
"She You won't come to see me, will you? "
"It depends on who will do it. Wait. I'll try to get her to see you."
Su Ya has always been very confident, so I began to look forward to it, thinking about how to do it, how to say, and so on!
I'm probably a demon. I put all my spirit on her. As Sophia said, what did she give me? She didn't love me. I was still so obsessed.
In fact, I don't know why, maybe it's her similar experience with her mother, maybe she was desperate to save my life, or because I messed up her fate, so I was closely connected with her.
But no matter what, can't stop me love her heart, day by day sink, unable to extricate themselves.
I spent three days in expectation, almost desperate, only to get the news that Huanyan would come to see me. I quickly took Sophia away, wiping my eyes without washing her face, and deliberately crumpled my hair, pretending to be very haggard.
I don't have to sleep for three days. But I still want to be happy to see me when I can feel heartache, even if it is an expression, a word.
It's funny to say that a man like me who is mature and cold in front of outsiders can be so affectable. I leaned against the head of the bed, staring at the door of the ward. My eyes were reluctant to blink. I was afraid that in the blink of an eye, I would come in.
After staring at it for more than an hour, the door of the ward finally opened, gently. I hastily slightly narrowed the eye son, pretended to be a pair of very empty appearance, two eyes look at her blankly.
"Huanyan, why are you here?"
She came to my bed and glanced at me coldly and said, "I'll come to see you and listen to SUA say you're going to die. I think even if you're really damned, but at least you've helped me before, you should still drive you."
“…… Send me off? "
I don't want to die yet But I didn't say this half sentence. It seems that I have no confidence to say it. I am already a cancer patient. I am not has the final say. So it is appropriate for me to send it to me.
"Third Master Qin, when you hurt others, you must have never thought that you would have this day?"
Third master Qin
She even called me third Lord Qin, and all of a sudden she became separated. I looked at her expressionless face with loneliness and didn't know what to say. I'm afraid no matter what I do, she has already despised me.
I sighed and said, "happy face, I really didn't mean to hurt you, I..."
"Well, don't explain any more. My baby and mother are gone. It's an indisputable fact. It's useless for you to talk too much." After a pause, she added, "I just don't understand. Why do you do that to me and hurt me? Would you be more happy?"
"I don't know when to start. I'm very jealous to see you with him. It's really ironic to think about it. I'm a man in his thirties who still has jealousy..."
“…… envy? So you like what I mean? "
I didn't expect that Huanyan would ask, so she just said, "I think so." Seeing her look of astonishment, I added, "it should be."She was stunned for a long time, and then she laughed contemptuously. "Third Master Qin, don't forget that the woman who impressed you deeply has come back and gave birth to a son. Maybe it's yours. If I were you, I would have made up for it, instead of destroying other people's feelings. "
I know she is talking about Shang Ying, but she is in the past with me. Moreover, she doesn't love anyone at all. No matter Qin Mofei, or me, or Qin Yue, it may be the doll she teases.
And this is not the point, the point is that I love her Shen Huanyan, inexplicably and madly in love.
Huanyan looked at me sarcastically. I couldn't accept her eyes like this. She said bitterly, "Huanyan and Shang Ying are all in the past. I like you now."
"Oh, no, third Lord Qin. I can see that you can't die for a while. I'll leave first. From now on, we will die of old age, and I don't want to be deeply missed by a cruel butcher. "
She said she was going to leave, my heart deeply stabbed, I hastily up the body, a grasp of her hand, who knows that the force is too strong to pull her down on my chest. When she hit her head hard, I couldn't control the pain to sing a sound, suddenly a burst of blood gushed out of my chest.