The pain lasted for a few minutes before it disappeared. When I looked up, I only saw the back of the happy face leaving and a cool and thin saying: "take your time
She might have thought it kind to come to see me, and I had the delusion that she would forgive me and accept me again. Indeed, I think too much, how can she forgive me for my sin?
The heart suddenly began to ache, more painful than the stab wound on the chest. My world was like a flash of gray down, no color. I was thinking, if someone shot me with a gun, I would thank him.
The original despair is such a taste, as if there is no meaning to live.
It was in this sad mood that I transferred to Hong Kong again and accepted the treatment course arranged by Mu Shaoqing. Maybe, if you don't look or think, you won't have such heartache and despair.
What I didn't expect was that during my treatment, the underground circle of Mordo suddenly suffered an unprecedented blow. The industry of the Chen family was the first to bear the brunt, because they involved many aspects: nightclubs, bath centers and gambling houses.
Chen Kui's gambling houses and bathing centers were first banned, followed by Chen Jiu's "golden emperor" and Zhen Xiaodong's "charming color". Some of the more well-known nightclubs in the circle have also been affected. However, unlike Chen Jiu and Zhen Xiaodong, they are directly closed down, and all the young ladies inside are arrested.
Before I finished digesting the news, at the end of the first month, Xue's Wharf was also found out. Private, old man Xue and several important people were all caught.
What's strange to me is that Chen Kui, who is so powerful in the Eastern District, actually fell into a fight and was the most miserable one. Therefore, I am sure that this is not the general nature of the official crackdown, but premeditated.
Moreover, in this operation, the Chen family, Xue family and Zhen family suffered the most. Obviously, this is targeted.
If I guess right, it must be Qin Mofei's work, because no one knows the Jinmen family so thoroughly except him. If it wasn't for the head of ALFY, other people would not have this ability.
I didn't expect that this boy really had a few brushes. He let the three families have a way, and the loss was very heavy. The three of them are very close to me and all want to follow me, so I guess he wants to weaken my strength, first deal with these three families, and then gradually deal with me.
So I'm waiting to see what else he can do.
Sure enough, just in early February, there were overwhelming attacks on my posts on the Internet. The words were very sharp, all in a tone of provocation. They said that I was ungrateful and took advantage of those people and then kicked them.
My identity is very sensitive. Feeling, was pushed to the forefront of the storm by these messy posts, and became the target of public criticism. Many people began to dig my details. There were all kinds of versions. Even Sophia was scared to go back to the black triangle. I was afraid that she would also be dug out and I would be implicated.
Cheng Wanqing summoned people from the public relations department all night to hold an emergency meeting, trying to keep the matter under control. I told her not to worry, let Tana find a way to say hello to the Chen family, Xue family and Zhen family who were temporarily detained, and I was in everything.
At present, the business on which they depend for survival is in a slump. It is difficult to come out and make a comeback. People will inevitably go crazy in adversity. I understand the nature of these three families and definitely will not make them crazy.
I've had a very deep relationship with them over the years. Although not a grasshopper on a rope, but the so-called pull a hair and move the whole body, I absolutely can't go wrong at this point.
After pacifying the three families, I didn't pay much attention to the overwhelming attacks on the Internet. After all, the company is an officially supported enterprise. If the company's image is particularly affected, the official side will come forward to help.
So I just held a press conference on the third day after the incident to explain the crazy remarks of the media, telling them that I only had some business contacts with these three companies, and there was no relationship between them. What's more, we should warn the shareholders not to make a clear statement!
People in Mordor pay attention to tone. I did not admit to the media that I had a great relationship with these three families, nor did I lower myself to pray for other people's understanding. This kind of shadowy business, love how to how.
Qin Mofei is just trying to bring disaster to the East, so that the three people against me, I am not afraid.
After the press conference, our company was not affected by any rumors, but because these posts were publicized in disguise. I was picked out of the details are positive, but also very amazing, at least in the school, I was also a person of the day.
I thank Qin Mofei for pushing me to the top of the storm, so that those who want to step me into the hell of the Spurs to clean me up, like a free media promotion for me, I benefited a lot.
I was discharged from the hospital in mid February. After that, I went to Hong Kong once a week for treatment, which was not too much trouble.
After returning to the devil capital, I got the news that Qin Mofei and Huanyan were about to get married. This time, it was not groundless. The Qin family had made moves. I specially called Qin lingsu and she said it was true.I can't accept it, but I can't stop it, because I'm nothing in the eyes of Huanyan. I'm afraid I'm not a passer-by.
When I was still at a loss, I suddenly heard the news that Shang Ying had cut her wrist. It seemed that it was because of Qin Mofei. All the people in the Qin family and the merchants were disturbed and the uproar was raging.
I am very surprised, with my understanding of Shang Ying, she will never really die for a man. No matter who she is, she never wants to die. It's just a play.
But I don't understand how she treated Qin Mofei in this way. At that time, Qin Mofei should have known that she was pretending to be dead, so she didn't make any big waves at that time. How could she now?
Anyway, I'm going to see her, no matter how crazy she is.
When I came to the hospital, the two bodyguards of the merchant were still waiting at the door of Shang Ying's ward. She was lying alone in the hospital bed. She looked very angry and her eyes could bleed.
What made her hate so much?
I don't like to see a woman's ferocious face. It's terrible, especially the woman I once loved. Seeing her full of resentment, I felt that she was a group fire, and anyone who was close to her would be burned to pieces.
I hesitated outside the door for a long time, but I still couldn't let her go. I pushed the door in.
Shang Ying saw me stunned, put away that pair of can not look directly at the expression, gently called me, "Chi En, how did you come?"
"Why are you doing stupid things again? Doesn't it hurt? "
Seeing that her wrist wrapped in gauze was soaked in blood at this time, it looked startling. It must have been cut not shallow. I don't understand why she likes self mutilation so much. Isn't it enough to pretend to die once?
She raised her wrist, glanced at her eyes, and laughed disapprovingly. "It doesn't hurt. What is this injury?"
"No matter how you practice yourself, you can't arouse the sympathy of others, understand? Why should you do that? He doesn't love you. "
Shang Ying said with a cool smile, "Chi En, have you forgotten our agreement? If I don't stop him until he marries the bitch, don't you want to have a good time? You don't have heartache, you don't feel sad? "
“…… I won't, Huanyan, if I really live a happy life, I will bless her
I think, in my relationship with Huanyan, she has never put me in a very special position, everything is just my wishful thinking. Therefore, it is reasonable for her to be merciless to me. I should not blame her at all.
She told me from the beginning to the end that she liked Qin Mofei and that she loved him. I don't think he's worthy of her, not that she thinks.
Shang Ying and I are the saddest two people. We can't get what we want. But I think I am more tragic than her, because she may not want Qin Mofei, but something else. But I, not only want to smile, but also want her heart.
Shang Ying Yi voice, cold eyes squint at me, "blessing? Are you really that fearless? Chi En, if you do, Shen Huanyan will be your man. Why do you pretend to be a modest gentleman? You are not a gentleman yourself
"Yes, I am not a gentleman, but at least I have a lower limit!" I was so ridiculed by her.
She was very disdainful to pick eyebrows, "lower limit? You don't ask me the lower limit, OK? If you have a lower limit, why do you always like the woman who goes to desert? It was me then, and now it is Shen Huanyan. Do you think you are true love or because we are desert flying women? "
"You..."
I was so speechless by her that she could speak. How did I love her and hurt her back then? Did she not lose heart at all? However, I can not refute her, because I also feel strange, why I love the women are Qin Mofei.
Shang Ying thought that she had poked me in my mind, and a very ironic smile rose from the corner of her lips, which made me feel embarrassed.
I never thought about it, but she said it so sharply and frankly. All of a sudden, I felt that I was the one who was not right and had no lower limit. I was really sinful.
"Well, thorn, I'm kidding you. Don't take it to heart. There are a lot of irrational things in this world, and it's not just you. By the way, thank you for coming to see me. Your day is just around the corner. "
I was stunned, "what do you mean?"
"It means literally that our agreement is still numbered. You just need to wait at ease."
I can't describe Shang Ying's expression at this time. It looks like a kind of venting anger after the plot has been successful. The light as like as two peas in her eyes, which is exactly the same as Sophia's eyes when she murders, is very alarming.
I'm a little worried.
"Xiaoying, if you dare to hurt Huanyan, I will certainly not let you go."
"Well, are you going to kill me? You can do it now. I don't want to live anyway. Come on, go here. " She pointed to her temples, gave a cold smile, and then pointed to her chest, "or go here, bang, and I'll die.""If you want to die so much, you can take care of yourself and don't show off in front of others. Do you know that the more you practice yourself, the more disgusting you will be, and you will lose all those who care about you. "
Suddenly, a word "ferocious" appeared in my mind. I think this word can be used to describe Shang Ying's behavior. However, I can't blame or persuade her, because some behaviors and perceptions seem to be deeply rooted in her.
When I left, I warned Shang Ying not to do anything out of the ordinary to Huanyan. She gave me a grim smile, which made me shiver.
When I left the hospital, my heart was still in waves of fear. It's not fear, it's fear of her. I can't imagine a woman's smile would make my hair stand on end, or the woman I've been thinking about for a long time.
Alas, the most difficult thing to think about is the human heart and human nature.