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I was stunned at her words.

Because I didn't expect Zhao Xue to say this when I was about to leave. Although I also wanted to hear what her conditions were, I didn't want to give her any more hope.

"If your condition is for me to make up with you, I'd advise you to stop talking, because that's impossible."

Zhao Xue heard my words, the pain on her face was deeper, but she didn't give up her persistence.

"I'm not asking you to make up with me, and I don't want you to forgive me. I just want you to erase all the memories about you in my mind now. Since that night when I was driven out by you, I couldn't sleep all night, because as soon as I lay down, my mind was like a movie, and we came out of the past."

My body is stiff again, because I didn't expect that Zhao Xue's reason for retaining me was this.

Looking at Zhao Xue's painful face, I can understand her feelings, because now she is similar to me. Every day I recall those happy days in my mind. Sometimes I even want to let myself lose my memory, and then go back to the time when I fell in love with Zhao Xue and was busy getting married.

At that time, although we had a hard life, we were still happy, and I was extremely satisfied.

But I know that memory is memory after all, so later I slowly controlled myself not to think about it. At that time, I thought Zhao Xue was a ruthless woman. Even when she separated from me, she didn't shed a tear. But now I know that I was wrong. After all, we really loved each other.

"If I have this ability, I won't make myself so miserable. Zhao Xue, I'm really happy to see you repent today, because after you repent, you will start a new life. So what I want to tell you is that the past is gone, and there's nothing to be nostalgic about."

At this point, I pause, stare at her for a while, then continue.

"As long as you survive the painful today, you will have a new life tomorrow. As your predecessor, I have nothing to scold you for. If you can live a good life, I will wish you happiness from the bottom of my heart!"

I took out my heart and said to Zhao Xue, hoping that she could feel my sincerity.

But who knows that before I continue to leave, she obstinately said, "Zhang Shan, why did I say so much and you still refuse to forgive me? Is what I do so heinous? Or do you just want to get rid of me? And start a new life with another woman? "

I frowned and looked at her, because I didn't expect that she didn't listen to what I said.

So I was already a little uncomfortable, but at this time, Zhao Xue threatened me again.

"Zhang Shan, I know you really want to leave here now, but what I want to tell you is that as long as you dare to walk, I will dare to jump off the roof of the hospital and make you regret it for the rest of your life."

In the face of her threat, my heart that point of Zhao Xue's moving and good feelings instantly disappeared without a trace.

"Zhao Xue, what are you doing? You're not happy until you force me to jump, are you? Don't I just want to divorce you and live a good life? Why is it so difficult? Tell me, do you have to let me promise to get back together with you now, and then you can live a good life? "

I looked at Zhao Xue and asked angrily.

"Yes, but will you?"

Zhao Xue stubborn answer, eyes are full of expectations.

"Well, in that case, I'd rather die, because only when I die will your goal be achieved, and you'll get millions of insurance, and then you'll be happy and live a good life, right?"

I watched Zhao Xue angrily question again.

Zhao Xue cried again, I know that such words hurt her, but she just threatened me, why not hurt me.

Because she is now stubborn, so I in order to let her compromise, also in order to let her let me go, after that, actually walked towards the edge of the window.

"Zhang Shan, what are you going to do?"

Zhao Xue see I really want to jump off the building, quickly get up and asked.

"I don't want to do anything. I just want to free you and myself."

I said, shaking my head.

Of course, I won't really jump, because I don't think it's worth jumping for Zhao Xue. I just want her to put down her stubbornness to me and live well.

"Zhang Shan, how much do you hate me when you are willing to jump off a building rather than make up with me? Am I a totally bad woman in your mind? Zhang Shan, when did you become so heartless? "

Zhao Xuechao cried to me, but I didn't respond to her. Instead, I stood at the edge of the window to listen to her vent.

"Zhang Shan, why don't you speak? Do you think what I say is true? From the day we met, I knew you were a good man with love and righteousness. So when my family opposed, I decided to marry you. I didn't expect you to hide so deeply. I really misunderstood you! "

I still didn't answer, but I sighed in my heart.Because at that time, because of Zhao Xue's determination, I was really moved. But at that time, I didn't know that this so-called move has become a knife to my heart.

Next, Zhao Xue talked about my past with her and stabbed me with this kind of soft knife.

At first, I felt a little uncomfortable, but later I was numb because I knew that as long as I could let Zhao Xue vent today, maybe she would not do stupid things.

If I told Zhao Xue what I thought at this time, she would certainly scold me for being sentimental and nosy.

After all, in the words she just scolded me, she and I have been strangers for a long time. Even without Xia Jun, I will be separated from her sooner or later.

Although I don't agree with her statement at all, when I think about Zhao Xue's personality, I will acquiesce to this statement, because even if there is no Xia Jun now, there will be a rich man similar to Xia Jun in the future.

Because according to the mentality of being content with the status quo at that time, even if I was lucky enough to be the director later, I didn't know it would be many years later. Therefore, during this period, Zhao Xue's instability will definitely make today's thing repeat itself.

It's just that the time may not be as early as now, but I'm sure that the later it breaks out, the more harm it will do to me. Of course, in the same way, if Zhao Xue can regret it as now, she will certainly be black and blue.

In this way, I heard her scold me for nearly an hour, until she couldn't scold me any more, I said, "I don't know if you can relieve me. If you can't relieve me, I can really jump down from here and finish everything."

With that, I didn't wait for Zhao Xue to answer me, so I pretended to jump off the building and pushed the window open. As expected, Zhao Xue was angry again.

"Zhang Shan, get out of here now. I don't want to see you again. Get out of here, get out of here!"

Hearing Zhao Xue's hysterical roar, I knew that my goal had been achieved, so I closed the originally open window and walked out without saying a word.

But I just walked to the door, I couldn't help saying sorry to her.

Zhao Xue did not respond to my words, but cried in the ward, because she scolded me for an hour before, so now she is hoarse when she cries.

Although I am distressed, but also know that now is not the time to comfort her, directly ruthless left.

When I left, I thought I would meet Zhao Qiang, but I didn't see Zhao Qiang from upstairs to the parking lot, so I left here without hesitation.

Because before I came, it was almost time to get off work, so now when I leave, night has come.

I drove out of the hospital, didn't go home, didn't go to Wu Ruoqi, but just walked around the street like this, because all the way out, I was thinking about Zhao Xue's desperate eyes on me before I left.

I don't know if it's right or wrong for me to do this, but I understand that the more I drag on with her, the more painful it will be. Therefore, in order not to let me do this again, but also for her good, I made such a cruel choice.

But after I came out, my heart has been stuffy.

I used to run aimlessly when I was not happy, but now I find that it doesn't work.

So I stopped by the side of the road. Just as I looked up, I found that I came to a bar unconsciously, and it was the bar where Wu Ruoqi was drunk last time.

Looking at the colorful lights in front of me, I suddenly wanted to drink, so I parked the car and went straight down.

Because I am a person, so after I go in, I go directly to the bar, order all kinds of wine that I didn't dare to try before, and then sit there and drink by myself.

It just happened that the guy who sold me wine was the bartender who was interrupted by Wu Ruoqi and couldn't work last time. So when I saw him, I couldn't help smiling at him.

"Come on, man, I'll buy you a drink and have one with me."

"We have a rule here that you can't drink with guests when you go to work. If you are really bored, I suggest you go to the dance floor to vent for a while. Maybe someone will accompany you to drink later."

The bartender looked at me and said seriously.

I know this guy is very disciplined, so I didn't embarrass him, just asked him, "really?"

The bartender didn't answer me, but the meaning on his face was very obvious, that is, he wanted me to go to the dance floor to vent my anger, so I went there without thinking about it.

But I just came to the dance floor, but I was embarrassed to find that I can't dance at all, but fortunately I'm not bad. After a while, a single woman crowded towards me, and then I followed her rhythm and slowly began to shake my body.

After a while, I really entered the state.