Vol 9 Chapter 189: , Hurt by love

Ms. Flower closed her eyes in pain, and the sun shone on her face, and she could easily see every wrinkle, every spot, and her white hair flashing in the sun. Silver sheen.

But on the face of this old woman, there was the expression that the infatuated girl would have after being injured.

In this way, Sigu Hua felt a very sad feeling in his eyes.

After a long time, the voice of Lady Flower rang again, as if it was coming from a long distance, vague and unclear, she said: "I always thought that my change was due to the teacher’s teachings, so I was slow. I slowly changed my personality. But at that moment, I realized that, in fact, I was completely subconscious and could not help imitating my cousin."

Sigu Hua couldn't help being silent.

Love someone, but he already has someone he loves deeply, so he can't speak, so he turns himself into the one he loves.

Sigu Hua thought that this kind of thing was only a plot in the novel, but she actually appeared in front of her like this. It was her beloved master who had such a sad past.

Even Master, when faced with feelings, would do such powerless things, what can he do?

The master at that time had more qualifications to love than herself. She was beautiful, had good housework, was loved by others, and dared to love and hate, but in the end, she was so helpless.

Thinking of this, Hua Sigu couldn't help but feel sad, and his face was full of sadness.

Ms. Hua was silent for a while, and then continued in an old and trembling voice: "I heard these words, almost thunderous, completely stunned, even the sadness and sadness were forgotten, and I could only watch it blankly. Hold him."

Fourth Aunt Hua looked at Ms. Hua very distressedly, and she could fully understand her feelings of pain.

The flower girl continued: "He naturally can't see me, and he doesn't know my expression, but he still has a smile on his face. His smile is so gentle and happy. He is talking about his cousin. At that time, his whole person was radiating a light that had never been seen before. Even though he could not see anything in his eyes, the emotions expressed were warmer than any discerning person."

Sister Hua said softly: "He shouldn't be a person who is easy to show his feelings. If he can do this in front of you, he must be regarded as a friend."

Ms. Hua shook her head very sadly and said: "But I don't want to be his friend, and I can't bear to see him talking about a woman like this! At that moment, I finally understood that in fact his In my heart, I have always loved my cousin! Although I have always said that they are the words of their parents’ matchmaking, they have no choice between each other. However, I know that I deceive myself and others. In his mind, in fact, No one can compare to my cousin."

Sigu Hua said softly: "Actually, you knew it a long time ago, otherwise, you wouldn't imitate her."

Such a fact, being so nakedly spread out, telling about it, Lady Hua only feels that her heart is dripping with blood.

Her hands clenched into a fist and pressed against her heart, and her clothes were crumpled.

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As if she didn't hold it so hard, her heart would jump out.

After a long time, Lady Flower's voice came out in a low voice, saying: "I feel so uncomfortable, and my heart hurts. I feel that I can't listen to him anymore. I feel that if he keeps on speaking, I will go crazy. But, I don’t have any position to do this. He is reminiscing about his fiancee, reminiscing about the woman who belongs to him, and I, between them, can’t get in at all!"

Hua Sigu murmured: "The hardest thing in this world is to fight for a relationship with someone who has died. Because she is dead, so no matter what she has done before, whether it is good or bad, it will No one cares. What people care about is that she won't do anything anymore. So she is in an untouchable position in his heart that no one can ever surpass."

The flower girl shook her head and said: "When I realized all this, it was too late. I had no way to withdraw from this relationship. My heart was attached to him for most of my life. , What else can I do?"

Sister Hua said softly: "In fact, at that time, if you could cut the mess with a sharp knife, it would still be too late."

At this moment, Si Gu no longer felt that "Jiu Jian Xian" and Lady Hua would be a good choice.

When Sister Hua knew the sincere and deep feelings of "Jiu Jian Xian", she understood that in the heart of "Jiu Jian Xian", he already had his fiancée, so no matter how good the girl was, It is only a latecomer, and will never surpass his fiancée.

This is really unfair to Lady Hua.

However, this is the fact, no one can change it.

There was pain in Ms. Hua’s eyes, she shook her head again, and said, “Why don’t I know the reason why long-term pain is better than short-term pain? If you want to pull it out, you have to gouge out my heart. I can't even think of the pain."

Sigu Hua couldn't help retorting: "But, don't you do this, don't you smash yourself with a single blow? The final result is not the same? And the pain will last longer and longer."

The flower girl said: "I would rather do this than cut off all at once. You have never experienced such a thing before, and you will not understand my mood at that time. No, even now, I can't completely take this relationship from Withdraw from life."

Sigu Hua couldn't help being silent.

How can she not understand?

Even if her feelings for Qiao Wuxia were not as long and profound as Huada's for "Jiujianxian", but this kind of pain, she has already begun to taste the taste.

Fourth Aunt Hua didn't know that she was persuading Lady Hua like this, but when it was her turn, whether she could cut the mess with a sharp knife.

She knew that she should do that, but in her heart, she was also faintly pained. ..

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