Vol 9 Chapter 190: , The deepest love hurt

The flower girl covered her face, as if she wanted to block the sunlight piercing her eyes, and continued: "He continues to say,'However, such a good woman died because of me. I'm afraid I am The most unforgettable thing in life. I hurt her and hurt everyone'. When he said this, his expression became sad, and his eyes were full of sadness. That kind of expression is better than he realized that he was double When blind and losing martial arts, it is even more painful."

Sigu Hua lowered his head. She understands how sad Girl Flower is at this moment, and can even imagine how much she was hurt at that time.

The flower girl said: "At the time I finally couldn't hold back, almost hoarsely saying,'Stop talking! Do you think you are very affectionate, right? Do you think you have a deep affection for her, right? Why? You don’t want to think about other people’s feelings, and you don’t want to think about hurting other people’s hearts because of you.’ He obviously didn’t expect me to be so excited, he was stunned, and then murmured for a while, “It’s really she who entrusted you. It's really her...Yes, I'm all to blame, these things are all to me'. When it comes to the last thing, her expression is even more bleak."

Fourth Aunt Hua almost held her breath, not knowing what happened next, she wanted to know very eagerly, not daring to interrupt Miss Hua, but listened carefully.

Lady Hua continued: "I don't want to know who she is in his mouth, nor do I want to know what happened between them, and I don't want to know whether he is like this, and whether she already has feelings with her. , But he simply refused because of old things."

Sister Hua couldn’t help saying, “That’s the way you want to come. No one can be merciless. If the woman really has a passion for him, and pays a lot more, he has no reason to be moved? If he knew what you were to him at the beginning Feelings, if you want to come in his mind, you will be moved by it. If you don’t have your cousin, he will accept you, it’s not impossible. But, after all, he has those painful things in his heart. accept."

Girl Hua said: "At that time, I couldn't think of these things. The only thing in my mind was to hope that he would leave immediately."

Sigu Hua sighed and said, "Before I was always smart, I thought you should tell him the truth. The best result is when you two recognize each other. But now it seems that it’s the master that you did very well. ."

Girl Hua was puzzled: "You have always insisted before. Why did you suddenly change your mind?"

The fourth aunt Hua said helplessly: "Obviously, in this situation, even if the two of you can think about it, what's the use? You can't express your feelings to him while he is still thinking about others. He can't accept you, so that you two have a happy ending. In this way, if you don't want to cut off this relationship, it is better not to recognize each other."

The flower girl said: "Yes, I don't want to just cut it off like this. I always feel that if he didn't reject me, I still have hope. If it is rejected directly by him, I will probably be completely disheartened. Those people, I used him as a support to survive. If I don’t have it, I don’t know what I will become."

auzw.com said Hua Sigu: “Before people used to say that they knew oneself. I didn’t understand it. I always felt that the authorities were fascinated by the bystanders. Now I understand that this kind of thing is really clear to me. After all, others are just bystanders. No matter how clear they are, they can’t be compared to their own personal experience. In fact, what others say is not counted, and you have to listen to yourself.”

The flower girl was very confused and said: "At that time, I was upset in my heart. I said,'Everything you say makes sense, and you can tell your reasons. However, everything is done, and there is nothing left to say. Use? You ran over in the middle of the night just to say something like this? If that's the case, please go back, I'm tired and want to rest.' He nodded immediately and said,'Then don't disturb the heroine.' After that, I left. At that time, I just felt sad and didn't care. After thinking about it, I felt strange. When he came, he seemed to have a lot to say, so just leave."

Sister Hua said, "He came here to tell you about this. After finishing talking, he naturally left."

The flower girl was a little puzzled, and said: "Never mind, why did he say this to me? And he came in such a hurry, as if he had to say it. I thought he was hurt and wanted to confide in his boredom. But after finishing speaking, Didn’t you talk more about it, but after I said this, I didn’t refute it and left immediately, which made me very puzzled.”

Hua Sigu sighed and said, "Don’t you understand until now? You were very good to him along the way, but that day, because he wanted to drink regardless of his body, you got angry and made him feel He has a different kind of concern."

The flower girl said: "So what?"

The fourth aunt Hua said: "He always thinks that you are familiar, but he can't remember it. He thinks he should be a woman who has fallen in love with him. He feels that he is inferior to him. So he came over in the middle of the night and wanted to verify who you are. "

The flower girl said: "He seems to believe it. If I am entrusted by others, I am sure that I am not the innocent person he is."

The fourth aunt Hua nodded and said, "He believed it, but he thought there was such a person behind you. So, he said these things to you, the purpose is to make you or the woman behind you. Give up."

The flower girl showed a very resentful look on her face, and said: "Why is he so unfeeling to this point!"

Sigu Hua shook his head and said helplessly: "He is not unfeeling, but feels that he has become the way he is now, and he can't bear the feelings of any one person at all. He is not willing to involve others because of himself. That's why people speak so clearly. The purpose is to let the woman who loves him understand that he will never accept other people. What he thinks, if this woman is you, will tell you; if this woman is this woman It is the person behind you who wants you to tell her."..

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